BasDorcha
Golden Age Dinosaur
Harper's House
London
Jeremy Gray
London
Jeremy Gray
If Harper thought that Trevor was the only one who liked her strong mindedness, she wasn’t paying attention. It was one of the things that drew him most to her. It brought a light smile to his face as he quietly crept to the door, standing there with his back to it, picking up the voices more clearly. When the conversation turned to the Irish, Jeremy’s eyes narrowed, what did Trevor think, that they were just going to start spilling the business to him? It seemed Harper confirmed and he sighed, she needed to learn that while he supported her, there were things he could not support. Trevor knowing more about the business? Definitely not something he felt she should be opening up about.
The moment he picked up on her voice again, something soothed inside him. There was something about her that every time she spoke, it didn’t matter what he was feeling, her voice made it better. Except what she said next. A sadness over cast him, hearing again that she felt his love was suffocating, his mind not registering the rest of the comment. Even hearing she didn’t want to drag him in further sounded like an attack at that moment. For a time, he slid down the door to the floor, his arms over his knees in front of him and head back against the wall. The attacks didn’t cease. The words incase I don’t make it seared across his mind like a brand. Tears formed in the corners of his eyes, begging to fall, but he just swiped them away.
It seemed that Jeremy was the only one here in support of himself. Harper was making it clear that his love was too much for her, and that she mentally had already decided their future for them both. Trevor brought up about it being inappropriate times, as well as how addictions got in the way, and Jeremy couldn’t help but think their situation was different – Jeremy was not now, nor ever, going to be a drug addict, abuser, the type to walk away and leave, to hurt. These were things Trevor was not admitting affected his relationship with Laura. Two abusers in a relationship was different then one abuser and one support – not that Harper was a true abuser, Jeremy chided himself for even saying it.
Jeremy sat there, watery eyed, listening, wanting to run out and hold her, sooth it away, kiss her senseless before she could argue, but he couldn’t. Taking a few moments to blink the tears away, returning to a normal appearance, he stood, quietly exiting the room, headed the bathroom just for the sake of making a quiet appearance. When he came back out, he ambled to the end of the hall and leaned against it again, like he had earlier, only looking a little sleepier this time and less cocky. “Everything alright?” There was no cockiness in his voice, in fact it was quieter, softer, despite the damage to it. Instead, it was almost like a child that was trying to pretend they didn’t get their feelings hurt on the playground, feigning a strong exterior that didn’t quiet reach the point of belief.
Mentions Misty Gray - Trevor
Bellz - Harper