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Castiel
Castiel listened to RJ and Clark's words without saying anything back; A couple of seconds after they had both left, he stood up. "You know what? I-I.. I.." Castiel took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. "I.. I don't want to deal with this anymore; This little 'team' is just full of entitled assholes.. who think they're god's gift to the world... and I... I just cannot deal with it anymore. I don't want to deal with it anymore" He took a long deep breath. "I wanted to be alone... To grieve for... for my s-sister... After having to see her being killed in front of me.. twice... But... But I'm not allowed.. Some assholes have to come up to me and tell me I should be doing more for the group... Because I'm not doing enough... B-Be... Because..." Castiel took a shuddery breath and wiped away the tears that were quickly forming in his eyes. "Because I'm so much of a failure... I mean.. If I wasn't.. My sister wouldn't be dead.. Would she?"
He balled up his fists and exhaled heavily. "So.. You know what? Since everyone seems to think I'm such a bad leader.. So much so that they tell me what I could be doing... Or how it's my fault they didn't listen to me.." Castiel was finding it harder and harder to maintain his composure, and again tried to wipe away his tears, in the hope that it would stop more from coming. "O-Or... Or how I should be doing so much more.. because I've done nothing so far... S-So.... So you know what? I.. I quit.. I'm done" Castiel started walking away, trying to find a way out of the realm that would require him to talk to no one.
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