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M.A.R.C.Y.
Zalena
Zalena could only feel a chill run through her body as RJ delivered the news of Mary and Ruby's death. That's right...she was told Ruby had died but she didn't completely register that information. Though Mary being dead would mean...she failed to protect her. She failed to protect her first friend when it mattered most. She didn't want to see the body...she didn't want to know how she died either. Zalena couldn't handle this...death wasn't something she was raised around. She didn't know what to do right now. "No...she's not." Even though she believed him her words were saying otherwise to shelter her feelings. "No..." Her voice was still rough and tears began rolling down her face. It was her fault, Mary wouldn't be dead if she knew how to protect people. She was so sure of herself when she thought she was able to defend others and be some type of...hero. Zalena's hair loses its color and goes black as she realizes that she can't even protect Castiel either. First she lost Mary and now she's bound to lose Castiel. How useful was she in that fight anyways? How useful was she this entire journey? All she's been doing is joking around and talking to Castiel. She didn't do any sort of training, she hasn't done all too much to help the group, and she's the reason why Mary is dead. This was honestly the lowest point in her life, facing this was something she wasn't used to. "Castiel." Her rough voice was being affected by her sobs as well. Zalena wasn't being very loud nor was she entirely conscious of the fact that she was calling out to him. "Castiel?" For now she just needed some form of comfort and grounding since she felt so lost. "I didn't mean to get her killed I swear!" Zalena cradles her face in her hands, only seeing an image of Mary's face when she closes her eyes. She failed to save her and here she was calling out to Castiel, someone she knows she can't protect either. She was selfish and nothing but undeserving. Once she realizes this and the fact that she's calling out to him, Zalena begins to cry in silence. ( @OpenInteraction )