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Silvia A. Brandt
Location: First Floor, Custos
Interaction: Ordan scorpiodragon , Jaehwa Kipsy
She stood there in the corner for a long while, head down turned and eyes shut as he prodded at her arm, she didn’t care if it hurt she just wanted to go back to how things were but that wouldn’t happen. She had totally screwed everything up, she knew that. Even as he grumbled and growled at her, Silvia already understood her mistake from the very beginning. In all, if she hadn’t gotten out of the car a few weeks ago she might have not been bitten and soiled everything for Ordan, the girl, and Jaehwa. She hadn’t thought of putting Jaehwa in danger, she didn’t think it’d be possible for anything to get worse but they did.
She didn’t want to feel sorry for herself or get wrapped up in self pity, it was childish to do something like that. Ordan has even said it, she was naive. She had to grasp what was going on even if she didn’t understand it truly. Silvia had to get a grip on herself, act her age and take responsibility for what she did.
Everything else he said blew over her head, he left swiftly only stopping before Jaehwa for a moment. She didn’t know what to do but just stand there, she didn’t have a say in anything going on considering she was the reason for the whole mess. She didn’t grasp the fact that Ordan was leaving until Jaehwa burst towards the closed door after him. Silvia remained crouched away, watching as the two males left.
Silvia had not grown attached personally to anyone, having met most people just then, but something else did hold an attachment. Her arm throbbed and tat tiny voice from before squeaked annoyingly in the back of her head. That’s why she just slid down onto the ground, clutching her arm to her chest and staring blankly at the stairs in front of her as well as the hallway entrances. She felt numb after being scared out of her wits, and then nearly ‘dying’ by her standards all over again. She felt like Ordan would kill her if he had the chance, even if he said something along the lines of endangering both of them she knew she was just a new addition that begged to tag along for the ride. She made a mistake that wouldn’t stop shadowing her, she wouldn’t have a chance to make up for it.
She could remember the look on their faces, Jaehwa looked beyond distraught and Ordan seemed ready to tear out her throat, she should have known better and wanted to make sure there wasn’t a next time to occur. She was deadset on making it better, everything screamed at her that she wouldn’t have to worry about it at first but she couldn’t help the tinier nagging that whispered she needed to make sure she wouldn’t make another slip up. Maybe that’s why she just sat there, mind going over everything to try and understand why she did it. She didn’t remember a particular reason why she saved the girl, it just happened, she couldn’t remember why she didn’t yell for help when she walked in, she didn’t know why she let it all happen.
Location: First Floor, Custos
Interaction: Ordan scorpiodragon , Jaehwa Kipsy
She stood there in the corner for a long while, head down turned and eyes shut as he prodded at her arm, she didn’t care if it hurt she just wanted to go back to how things were but that wouldn’t happen. She had totally screwed everything up, she knew that. Even as he grumbled and growled at her, Silvia already understood her mistake from the very beginning. In all, if she hadn’t gotten out of the car a few weeks ago she might have not been bitten and soiled everything for Ordan, the girl, and Jaehwa. She hadn’t thought of putting Jaehwa in danger, she didn’t think it’d be possible for anything to get worse but they did.
She didn’t want to feel sorry for herself or get wrapped up in self pity, it was childish to do something like that. Ordan has even said it, she was naive. She had to grasp what was going on even if she didn’t understand it truly. Silvia had to get a grip on herself, act her age and take responsibility for what she did.
Everything else he said blew over her head, he left swiftly only stopping before Jaehwa for a moment. She didn’t know what to do but just stand there, she didn’t have a say in anything going on considering she was the reason for the whole mess. She didn’t grasp the fact that Ordan was leaving until Jaehwa burst towards the closed door after him. Silvia remained crouched away, watching as the two males left.
Silvia had not grown attached personally to anyone, having met most people just then, but something else did hold an attachment. Her arm throbbed and tat tiny voice from before squeaked annoyingly in the back of her head. That’s why she just slid down onto the ground, clutching her arm to her chest and staring blankly at the stairs in front of her as well as the hallway entrances. She felt numb after being scared out of her wits, and then nearly ‘dying’ by her standards all over again. She felt like Ordan would kill her if he had the chance, even if he said something along the lines of endangering both of them she knew she was just a new addition that begged to tag along for the ride. She made a mistake that wouldn’t stop shadowing her, she wouldn’t have a chance to make up for it.
She could remember the look on their faces, Jaehwa looked beyond distraught and Ordan seemed ready to tear out her throat, she should have known better and wanted to make sure there wasn’t a next time to occur. She was deadset on making it better, everything screamed at her that she wouldn’t have to worry about it at first but she couldn’t help the tinier nagging that whispered she needed to make sure she wouldn’t make another slip up. Maybe that’s why she just sat there, mind going over everything to try and understand why she did it. She didn’t remember a particular reason why she saved the girl, it just happened, she couldn’t remember why she didn’t yell for help when she walked in, she didn’t know why she let it all happen.