SliverOfHope
Two Thousand Club
Mel involuntarily smiled as her shoulder was nudged lightly, the playful contact not annoying in the least. While she was a bit surprised that Chana only replied with a heavy tone of understanding in her voice, she was also a bit skeptical. What had made the woman beside her go through such feelings? What made her experience such times of anguish?
Perhaps she's still actually feeling them. They never seem to go away.
"I'm thinking of how I got to be this way." Mel began, the words coming out a little timid. "This new world... it's changing everyone. It's forcing people to endure situations they shouldn't have to experience. And, I know it's ignorant to dwell on, but I can't stop thinking about those men I had shot earlier. I mean, I'm a little relieved that they had been killed because what we would of had to go through would've been much, much worse but... I had taken their lives so easily. And I don't want to be like that. I don't killing to be something I adapt to."
By the time she was done, her voice had lost its emotionless quality and was now laced with a hint of pain. Closing her eyes, Mel listened to the rain hit against the window pane relentlessly, trying to see if she could drown herself in the sound. Unfortunately it wasn't working all that well. Instead she settled for leaning her forehead against the cold glass in hope that it'd be able to soothe the headache still pounding against her skull. The flesh around the head wound she had suffered only an hour or two prior to arriving in the safe house was humming in a constant ache so, in order to relieve some of the pain, she brought her hands up and gently nudged off the hairband holding up her hair, wincing as the brown tendrils cascaded down her back and tugged heavily on the injury.
Aren't I a pretty sight? I have a bleeding head that matted my hair in the thick substance, a bruising upper arm in the shape of a hand print, and five long stitches combining torn flesh together. Hmm, could the stitches have come undone during the fight? I'd really rather not look...
Mel laughed dryly under her breath as she came out of her thoughts, the female doing her best to ignore the tenderness all along her body. She really shouldn't even be bothered by the pain because, compared to Chana, her's weren't even that bad.
How could you possibly be so weak? You don't hear the other girl b*tching and moaning in pain, do you? No, instead she's focusing all her attention on you and how you're feeling.
The brunette scoffed once more in annoyance, this time at herself, under her breath, wondering if Chana knew that she was wasting her time by trying to help her. Almost inaudibly, but not quite, Mel mumbled under her breath.
"That's all this is. A lost cause. A waste."
Perhaps she's still actually feeling them. They never seem to go away.
"I'm thinking of how I got to be this way." Mel began, the words coming out a little timid. "This new world... it's changing everyone. It's forcing people to endure situations they shouldn't have to experience. And, I know it's ignorant to dwell on, but I can't stop thinking about those men I had shot earlier. I mean, I'm a little relieved that they had been killed because what we would of had to go through would've been much, much worse but... I had taken their lives so easily. And I don't want to be like that. I don't killing to be something I adapt to."
By the time she was done, her voice had lost its emotionless quality and was now laced with a hint of pain. Closing her eyes, Mel listened to the rain hit against the window pane relentlessly, trying to see if she could drown herself in the sound. Unfortunately it wasn't working all that well. Instead she settled for leaning her forehead against the cold glass in hope that it'd be able to soothe the headache still pounding against her skull. The flesh around the head wound she had suffered only an hour or two prior to arriving in the safe house was humming in a constant ache so, in order to relieve some of the pain, she brought her hands up and gently nudged off the hairband holding up her hair, wincing as the brown tendrils cascaded down her back and tugged heavily on the injury.
Aren't I a pretty sight? I have a bleeding head that matted my hair in the thick substance, a bruising upper arm in the shape of a hand print, and five long stitches combining torn flesh together. Hmm, could the stitches have come undone during the fight? I'd really rather not look...
Mel laughed dryly under her breath as she came out of her thoughts, the female doing her best to ignore the tenderness all along her body. She really shouldn't even be bothered by the pain because, compared to Chana, her's weren't even that bad.
How could you possibly be so weak? You don't hear the other girl b*tching and moaning in pain, do you? No, instead she's focusing all her attention on you and how you're feeling.
The brunette scoffed once more in annoyance, this time at herself, under her breath, wondering if Chana knew that she was wasting her time by trying to help her. Almost inaudibly, but not quite, Mel mumbled under her breath.
"That's all this is. A lost cause. A waste."