"F*ck..." was all Takai could manage to say.
All his life he'd been a symbol of death and suffering, killing other gangsters and punks, people with families who cared about them. He himself had family, parents who once loved him, locked away for trying to save the world from one disease, now probably dead from another... Looters.... rapists... gangs... nothing had changed, not even with an apocalypse hanging over the world like a plague. And here, Takai was angry, over what... a little bit of pride he didn't even have?
"Just move on."
The words echoed through the back of Takai's mind, a series of syllables that would once have held no meaning to him. His gaze wandering over to meet hers, he noticed the markings of his strangle forming on her throat. Again his eyes fell to the scar along her midsection, which held a tale likely as torturous as his own scars. Likely as important. The man opened his mouth to speak, but faltered. Would anything he said now make a difference? Just as before, he lived in a hateful world, a disaster of a human being whose survival was bent on the misery of others.
"What... move on to where?" He muttered, the phrase less of a question and more of a reminder. "There is no moving on in a world that is just as sh*tty as before it was destroyed..."
Takai didn't care if the woman responded. She hated him. He hated her. Hate was a driving factor in his life. Hate was all he knew.
Yet... he didn't kill Chana, he hadn't killed Bruno, nor did he kill Delsin. Objects of his hate had been before him on a silver platter, and despite having murdered countless people, he was unable to take their lives. No, it wasn't that he couldn't do it. It was that he wouldn't.
Takai rose slowly and wearily to his feet, his broken finger now burning with pain from the lack of adrenaline.
"I guess, I'm just as much of a dumb*ss as everyone else."
All his life he'd been a symbol of death and suffering, killing other gangsters and punks, people with families who cared about them. He himself had family, parents who once loved him, locked away for trying to save the world from one disease, now probably dead from another... Looters.... rapists... gangs... nothing had changed, not even with an apocalypse hanging over the world like a plague. And here, Takai was angry, over what... a little bit of pride he didn't even have?
"Just move on."
The words echoed through the back of Takai's mind, a series of syllables that would once have held no meaning to him. His gaze wandering over to meet hers, he noticed the markings of his strangle forming on her throat. Again his eyes fell to the scar along her midsection, which held a tale likely as torturous as his own scars. Likely as important. The man opened his mouth to speak, but faltered. Would anything he said now make a difference? Just as before, he lived in a hateful world, a disaster of a human being whose survival was bent on the misery of others.
"What... move on to where?" He muttered, the phrase less of a question and more of a reminder. "There is no moving on in a world that is just as sh*tty as before it was destroyed..."
Takai didn't care if the woman responded. She hated him. He hated her. Hate was a driving factor in his life. Hate was all he knew.
Yet... he didn't kill Chana, he hadn't killed Bruno, nor did he kill Delsin. Objects of his hate had been before him on a silver platter, and despite having murdered countless people, he was unable to take their lives. No, it wasn't that he couldn't do it. It was that he wouldn't.
Takai rose slowly and wearily to his feet, his broken finger now burning with pain from the lack of adrenaline.
"I guess, I'm just as much of a dumb*ss as everyone else."