Re: RpNation. Well... I can firmly say that I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. =) *Incoming hyperactivity-fueled rant! Take cover! Wooooo! 8D*
Years ago, it was Killfire who got me back in touch with Sherwood again and it is only through RpNation that I get to either RP with them (Sherwood) or look back on the posts where we did RP, word-for-word (Killfire). There are some real stars (if you don't mind my using the British compliment) here too like Wolf. Cap'n. DWiz. Grey. Beowulf. Psychie. JayTee. HellRazorOmega. I'm sure there are a few folks I'm missing here, but it's the people that keep these fingers of mine typing along here. Not the software.
Now, this is also because I have also helped to create an atmosphere where I am quite comfortable. Sharseya and Robotech: Broadsword are fantastically fun places for me to be and they're invite-only for great reason. Now that I'm able to keep those places player-only along with this RpN Night Life (goodbye sunglasses on RpN!), I'm really in a place where I can interact with folks at my choosing. Also, Sherwood's Tales of the RDF and Wolf's Amaranth are big houses filled with fun, good times.
There are a ton of players out there and I can interact with them when I feel like doing so. I don't have to worry so much about folks coming in to either game unless I want them here. In Real Life, I'm a pretty private person, saving my love and energy especially for those souls whom I dearly enjoy spending it with. I don't keep a tremendous amount of acquaintances, but instead a steel-strong circle of years-old friendships and I'm blessed to have them. I feel similarly with my Internet-based relationships here with you.
Robotech: Broadsword has also given me a new and crazy-cool springboard for this overactive imagination of mine. Talk about fun! And we haven't even started the main game yet! Being hyperkinetic is its own challenge, but if properly focused, I can do things I really enjoy. Of all the decades I've put into tabletop games, hundreds of tabletop sessions, I don't have a single one of those interactions written word-for-word, letter-for-letter, as I do here in RpNation. Here, I do go back through our old posts and enjoy them all over again (Kaerri and I were talking about good times in Amaranth just tonight and it was great!). The knowing that I can go right back to those words and enjoy them all over again - it's priceless to me.
As time passes, all of us will be older. It is the way of things. We'll be changed people in some ways. We'll have grown, blossomed, learned things we didn't know before. Maybe that will change us in ways we don't expect. But these years, I cannot take them for granted, not after what I've experienced and survived. I mean to enjoy the rest of my life, just being alive. For as long as I am. And so... I try to appreciate all of RpNation. The strangers, the newness, even the things I don't like (Kaerri can tell you, I get frustrated with the glitches, and I'm blessed because she helps me with that). I really care. I really imagine. The desire to keep those care-born imaginative dreams and not lose them to time is... again, priceless.
And RpNation is the only place I have that.
I honestly don't trust any other website with these characters of mine, these stories, etc.. It is not easy for me to start over anywhere else if it came to that. I hope it doesn't because I might not be able to.
God knows how long we'll have RpNation. What if, heaven forbid, something happened to DWiz and Ghan? What would happen to RpNation if no one else stepped up? What about all the dreams we dream together here? I tell you right now I'd be one copy/pasting page-keeping crazy man for awhile! =)
So... I just had to share that with everyone here. It's important and special and so are you. =)
Years ago, it was Killfire who got me back in touch with Sherwood again and it is only through RpNation that I get to either RP with them (Sherwood) or look back on the posts where we did RP, word-for-word (Killfire). There are some real stars (if you don't mind my using the British compliment) here too like Wolf. Cap'n. DWiz. Grey. Beowulf. Psychie. JayTee. HellRazorOmega. I'm sure there are a few folks I'm missing here, but it's the people that keep these fingers of mine typing along here. Not the software.
Now, this is also because I have also helped to create an atmosphere where I am quite comfortable. Sharseya and Robotech: Broadsword are fantastically fun places for me to be and they're invite-only for great reason. Now that I'm able to keep those places player-only along with this RpN Night Life (goodbye sunglasses on RpN!), I'm really in a place where I can interact with folks at my choosing. Also, Sherwood's Tales of the RDF and Wolf's Amaranth are big houses filled with fun, good times.
There are a ton of players out there and I can interact with them when I feel like doing so. I don't have to worry so much about folks coming in to either game unless I want them here. In Real Life, I'm a pretty private person, saving my love and energy especially for those souls whom I dearly enjoy spending it with. I don't keep a tremendous amount of acquaintances, but instead a steel-strong circle of years-old friendships and I'm blessed to have them. I feel similarly with my Internet-based relationships here with you.
Robotech: Broadsword has also given me a new and crazy-cool springboard for this overactive imagination of mine. Talk about fun! And we haven't even started the main game yet! Being hyperkinetic is its own challenge, but if properly focused, I can do things I really enjoy. Of all the decades I've put into tabletop games, hundreds of tabletop sessions, I don't have a single one of those interactions written word-for-word, letter-for-letter, as I do here in RpNation. Here, I do go back through our old posts and enjoy them all over again (Kaerri and I were talking about good times in Amaranth just tonight and it was great!). The knowing that I can go right back to those words and enjoy them all over again - it's priceless to me.
As time passes, all of us will be older. It is the way of things. We'll be changed people in some ways. We'll have grown, blossomed, learned things we didn't know before. Maybe that will change us in ways we don't expect. But these years, I cannot take them for granted, not after what I've experienced and survived. I mean to enjoy the rest of my life, just being alive. For as long as I am. And so... I try to appreciate all of RpNation. The strangers, the newness, even the things I don't like (Kaerri can tell you, I get frustrated with the glitches, and I'm blessed because she helps me with that). I really care. I really imagine. The desire to keep those care-born imaginative dreams and not lose them to time is... again, priceless.
And RpNation is the only place I have that.
I honestly don't trust any other website with these characters of mine, these stories, etc.. It is not easy for me to start over anywhere else if it came to that. I hope it doesn't because I might not be able to.
God knows how long we'll have RpNation. What if, heaven forbid, something happened to DWiz and Ghan? What would happen to RpNation if no one else stepped up? What about all the dreams we dream together here? I tell you right now I'd be one copy/pasting page-keeping crazy man for awhile! =)
So... I just had to share that with everyone here. It's important and special and so are you. =)