Doc

I've always wanted to write a female character, but never felt qualified to correctly write one. I don't have the mindset of a female, and I feel like if I tried, I'd somehow end up being more disrespectful than anything else. 

I always hear girls talk about how guys with tattoos are hot, but how come I never hear guys talk about how girls with tattoos are hot. I certainly find it attractive.  If it's a good tattoo of course, not a tramp stamp. But like beautiful art on the already beautiful canvas of the female body, how can you not find attractive? You know?

I wanna get a tattoo of a cherry blossom branch going up my arm, but I also need to get a job in the future, so I don't think that'll ever happen. lol ;-;

Negative of having mostly female friends #1- Their cycles all sink up, so you have like 10 women trying to tear out your throat, all at once. ;-;

Lol my creative writing teacher is trippin'. She threatened to call my mom if I don't turn in my poetry explication. I got to typing so quick, it ain't even funny. I'm not tryna catch a beat down from my momma...


I'm to old to be afraid of my mom, but she's never been afraid to run them hands on me. I'll be married with kids, have my wife threatening to call my mom, to make me do something, and I'll do it. Momma's scary. (Georgia, and Ebonics came out a bit there. lol)

My mother wrestled me to the ground and put me in a head lock. She's a 5'1, tiny Hispanic woman. I'm a 6'0 tall, big black kid. I'm not sure whether to be impressed or embarrassed. Or both. 

I have an issue. I, for the life of me, can't get along with other guys. I have guy friends. Like 2 or 3, but not like a real guy friend. Like a brother.


For some reason I find girls so much easier to get along with. My best friend is a girl. 99% of people I'm close to are females.


I just can't get along with dudes. Maybe it's me. Maybe it's them. I just need a brother who understands that we're gonna be jackasses.


We're gonna laugh at dumb shit, be dick heads, talk about dumb broads, we're gonna talk shit to each other, but sometimes we'll pause. We'll be brothers, have each other's back, lift each other up, be proud of one another. Then say "no homo" afterwards and go talk shit again. 


It's hard to find a real brother out there. I think I'm too rough to get along with some, and too soft to get along with others. That sucks. 

I've been waiting for a new Dragon Quest game for so long, and I'm so happy to finally get one. The music sparked up my nostalgia immediately. ^^

I hate when people try to have stall matches with me on Pokemon Showdown. 

I'm thinking about trying out a group RP. If anyone needs members I'm open to check your RP out. Just looking now. No promises.

Someone complimented my weeby anime girl wallpaper. I feel awkward now. Normally people laugh. Lol

It's sad, just his much this applies to me. LolView attachment 172970

I procrastinate too much. I waited tille 2 o'clock in the morning to do some homework that I finished in like five seconds. lol

When someone says "doc," and you think they're talking about you, but in actuality they're talking about a document, then you cry cause you remember no one likes you. ;-; 

I feel like if we don't have assigned seats, and one day you decide to sit in the seat that I've clearly sat in everyday, you're basically saying "Fuck you and fuck your life, Doc," so don't be suprised when I put these hands on you. lol Fml

I now leave a trace of Dibby on your profile.


suffer.

My mother attempted to stab me with a screwdriver once... I'm so bored. ;-;

It's really hard to find someone to find someone who likes the same music as you, when your taste consists of obscure funk, anime rap, and edm shit you found on SoundCloud. But I feel like everyone is missing out on some gems, from great 'unknown' artists. Try SoundCloud if you haven't. It's great. 

Does anyone put on some really good music, and then get really into pretending they're preforming the music at a concert? So much so, that you actually tire yourself out, and break a sweat? Cause I do. lol

I'm literally running on one hour of sleep right now. I wonder how long it'll be before my body gives out on me. lol kill me now. 

For creative writing I have to critique fellow classmates poems, and I always feel so bad when the poem is... bad... Cause then I have to go into class and tell them to their face. I say it in a constructive manner of course, but I feel like I'm shitting on their work...

So I forgot to watch the battery, and conserve on my new phone, and now I'm at 20 percent at half way through the day. Kill me.

I got her number!!! It's lit! (Showed my age.) 


This is a continuation from my situation on Friday, when I accidentally turned down a girl I was into.  Lol

So once I was dating this girl, and I got this stupid idea for a romance story, that I never wrote, but I think it was really funny, so I'll post about it. I don't know what thread to put this in, either so whatever. If you see it you see it. So I was dating this girl, and she was white, and I'm black and Hispanic. But occasionally she used to say stuff that was racist without her meaning to. It was all innocent, and I corrected her, and we laughed, were all fine and dandy, but after enough of these situations, I got the idea. 


What if I make a story out of exaggerating those little funny moments I had with her.. Just a little romance comedy about an interracial couple, and how they try to get along even though one is blatantly racist. So I came up with the idea. "My Girlfriend is a Racist." (I like crude and inappropriate comedy.)


So the story would just be about a white girl falling for a black guy, even though she came from a back water family. And they get together, and deal with regular romantic stuff, but the focus is on her, growing out of that bigoted mindset as they go on, and him teaching her how it's wrong, etc. That's the like real stuff of the story, but it'd be mostly comedy, about her being racist, and at the end she'd grow out of that mindset, and be a better person. 


I seriously think I should write this lol.