Dazzle
hiatus
Astraea Dupante
there are so many beautiful reasons to be happy....
Astraea hadn’t been looking where she was going, she really had been doing the exact opposite. Constantly looking back over her shoulder. Wondering if she was really going the right way, and if Derrick was going to even be able to find her. Because, she sure wouldn’t have been able to find herself. Who was she even… She felt like she no longer knew. Did she like females? What was that… Why did she feel compelled to kiss her best friend. Sure Carson was beautiful.. but everyone thought that about their best friend, didn’t they?
It was only when she collided with a wall did she stop to realize she had absolutely no idea what she was doing.
Wait. It wasn’t a wall. It was soft. And flannel like. And it SPOKE!
Shit she had run into a person. “I am so sorry.” Astraea looked up at the man standing in front of her. She had ran into this man so hard that she had even knocked his hat off of his head. “I wasn’t looking where I was going.” Astraea reached down to the ground picking up a cowboy hat from the pavement… There were cowboys in Anchor Bay? How could she have never seen one??
“Here… Your hat.” She said as she passed it back to him. Only for him to remind her about her shoeless adventure that she had just gone on. “Oh right… I honestly forget where I lost them… Just was easier to get where I needed to be without them on.”
“Heels are really hard to walk in, you know?” Astraea was about to give this man a good look into the innerworkings over her brain as she begun her signature word vomit that happened a lot when she was nervous.. or excited… or just having a panic attack. “Not that you’ve experienced it.” She shrugged, embarrassed.
“I really am sorry for running into you my friends say I am never looking where I am going. I get distracted a lot you see.”
“There is SO much to see, I’ve been here for almost three years, and I swear I see a new thing or new person everyday!” Astraea stopped for a moment, inspecting the man in front of her. Trying to figure out if she knew him or not. “Like you! You’re new, right? I don’t think I have seen you around.”
code by valen t.