Qwertycakes
Did you have a brain tumor for breakfast?
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Jason Lowes
You were the last good thing about this part of town
Jason sat on a park bench as icey snowflakes silently pelted the earth, covering his black hair in a contrasting sprinkle of white. Shivering violently, he raked his hands through his damp locks but it only served to make him colder. His alcohol soaked brain had convinced him it was fine to leave the house a hoodie during a snowstorm, no coat, hat, or gloves. As he shivered in the cold though, the drunk fellow couldn't remember the official reason he'd ventured out in the first place. All he knew was he needed an escape; the walls of Derrick's luxury apartment were closing in on him.
Accepting an invitiation to stay with his brother was a terrible idea to begin with, and Jay had already worn out his welcome. He'd moved out of the apartment the day after Thanksgiving, desperate to avoid seeing Ellie with Lindsay, her best friend turned girlfriend.
He knew it would be tough, but he missed her and Courtney so much it was agonizing. He longed to see their faces again first thing every morning. Being around every day to witness whatever cute or clever things his baby girl would do. Ellie's gentle, calming presence, keeping his red-haired beauty warm at night.
But she was no longer his. Worse than that, her heart belonged to somebody else now. He'd had so many chances to claim it as his own and he'd squandered every one. It was this realization that tortured him every night, and if he didn't knock himself out with booze he'd never sleep. Waking up hungover at Derrick's place was a painful reminder that the last few weeks hadn't been some awful dream. His life had fallen apart all over again, and this time it felt impossible to fix. There was nothing and nobody to fixate on as a distraction. So of course daydrinking also seemed like a great way to escape. These days, Jay was hitting the bottle as soon as he finished suffering through his work day.
All this drinking must have rapidly been killing off brain cells; for the life of him Jay couldn't remember why he'd bothered his high school ex with a drunk text to begin with. But when he heard the little honk of Dakota's car pulling up, he was instantly full of gratitude to his old flame for rescuing him from this frozen hellscape. Standing, he wiped his drippy nose with the back of a hand, stumbling over to plop himself in the passenger seat.
The sight of her cute, youthful face, chocolate waves spilling over her shoulders did his fractured heart some good, and he couldn't help but clumsily try to pull her into a hug from the passenger side. "Kota! Thanks for this. I probly woulda died out here if you hadn't shown up," Jason slurred with a mirthess chuckle, seemingly unaware of just how unpleasantly wet and freezing his embrace was, despite how much he still trembled from the cold.
Accepting an invitiation to stay with his brother was a terrible idea to begin with, and Jay had already worn out his welcome. He'd moved out of the apartment the day after Thanksgiving, desperate to avoid seeing Ellie with Lindsay, her best friend turned girlfriend.
He knew it would be tough, but he missed her and Courtney so much it was agonizing. He longed to see their faces again first thing every morning. Being around every day to witness whatever cute or clever things his baby girl would do. Ellie's gentle, calming presence, keeping his red-haired beauty warm at night.
But she was no longer his. Worse than that, her heart belonged to somebody else now. He'd had so many chances to claim it as his own and he'd squandered every one. It was this realization that tortured him every night, and if he didn't knock himself out with booze he'd never sleep. Waking up hungover at Derrick's place was a painful reminder that the last few weeks hadn't been some awful dream. His life had fallen apart all over again, and this time it felt impossible to fix. There was nothing and nobody to fixate on as a distraction. So of course daydrinking also seemed like a great way to escape. These days, Jay was hitting the bottle as soon as he finished suffering through his work day.
All this drinking must have rapidly been killing off brain cells; for the life of him Jay couldn't remember why he'd bothered his high school ex with a drunk text to begin with. But when he heard the little honk of Dakota's car pulling up, he was instantly full of gratitude to his old flame for rescuing him from this frozen hellscape. Standing, he wiped his drippy nose with the back of a hand, stumbling over to plop himself in the passenger seat.
The sight of her cute, youthful face, chocolate waves spilling over her shoulders did his fractured heart some good, and he couldn't help but clumsily try to pull her into a hug from the passenger side. "Kota! Thanks for this. I probly woulda died out here if you hadn't shown up," Jason slurred with a mirthess chuckle, seemingly unaware of just how unpleasantly wet and freezing his embrace was, despite how much he still trembled from the cold.
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