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80s Trash
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NIKLAS LIAM VOSS
I̴̧̗̥̝̗̠̰͆̈͌̿̈́̕'̷͈̳͊͂͛͛̆̾l̷̠̻̘̻̟̏̈́̌͆̾̌̎͜ḽ̸̙͖̝̌͆ͅ ̴̰̗̟̲̬̪̿̑͝͠ẗ̷̢͓̪̜͍̘͓́̀e̴̹̮̪̦͈̻̐l̸͉̲̘̬̦̞̓͌͂̕ĺ̶͙͇͕̭̄̈̍ ̷̛͇̪̺̝͆̍́̕͝y̷̨̙̫̦͉̲̹͒̀̄̕͝ǫ̷̞̱̺̖́̅̈̃̏ũ̴̳̦̠̒̚ ̶̧̨͕̙̉͗͑̇s̴̢̝̺͍̺̪͕̄̕ơ̸͎̤̅͒͆̀͝͠m̸͉̥͍͈̊͌̀͂͐̚͠ę̵̛̰̜̪͓̌ͅt̸̢̤̣̮̠̳̄̌̀ͅḫ̸͖͔̠̂͛͘i̴̯͇͖̱͕̙̺̊ṋ̶̨̋̚͝g̸̜͆̏,̵̩̎̊̌̀͌̑ ̷̡̞̻͈͊̒̑I̶̡̳͎̮̰͓͊͛̉̋̈͛̽ ̷͇̜̥̱̬̙͌͌̀̇̑̇a̴̛͈͓̜̬̼̩̍͆̀̕͝m̵̡̲̰̀̀̿̍̇̋ ̵̤͆ã̸̪̞͚͓͇̏̑͐̈́̇͜ ̵͕́̈́͑̑ḋ̸̤̝͋͜e̸͇͈̹̅̋m̶̬͔̭̒̒ò̵͕̞̫̗̻̳̪̌̊͠͝n̵̢̛̬̊̾̚.̷̱̫̩͔̉͌̅͒S̵̻͖̝͕̏͘õ̴̡̎m̸̡̢̛̛̬̜̟̀̈̇̆̾e̷̥̠͎̝̯̹̱̔ ̶̨̜̘̇̄s̷̠͇̹̳͉̆̌̃̑̑͝a̶̺̱̞̅͠y̷̧͈͔̤̗̍̒͂̂ ̶͍̩̳͇̘͔̑͊͑m̶̢̥̦͈̰͙͍̿y̴̟̫̪͙̅̇̆̓̕͘͠ ̸̼̈̂̂̍̀̍b̸͓̝̘̏̔́i̵̢͍̮̱̤̣̺̿̂̅̉͠͝g̴̲̜͎̫̋̒͝g̴̢̻̣̖͙̔͜ễ̶̙͓s̶̢̙̗̖̻̻̓̀͗̆ẗ̵͉̜̻́̏̿ ̶̛̟̞̟͛̌͗͒́͂w̷̡̨̢͕̬̥̯̓͌̿̈̐e̸͉͖̭͒̒ā̸̬̙̽k̶̭͋͊̽̏̔ǹ̶̺̥̙̯̘̞̳ẻ̴̤̝͎̏͑ş̶̙̳͎̤̰͔͆́̓͑͐̒ś̶̫̻̳̾̆͋́͝ͅ.̸̞́̏̕.̶̘͌.̶̢͓̞̯̟̇̾Ì̸̩̞̤̰̮̤̦̊̓̂̀ ̵̧̲̼̱̼̊̽̆͛̒̑͘ĥ̷͔̟̗͈͌̚ã̵̙̮̫͆͋́v̵̭͉̹̣̗̪͗́̀̀͊ë̸̗̎̉̆̑̀͝ ̴̛̺͐̏̐̈́m̶͖̔̀ÿ̷̝͈̘̜͉́ ̶̙̯̘̈́͊̈͑͋̅͝ŕ̷̡̻̻͇͎̪̗͛̆͂́̇̈ę̶̛͈̫̭͉̒̎͠ă̴͕̼̺͎̦̅̆̄͊͐s̸͚͐̈́̃͛̏̈́͗ȯ̸̻͋̅͛n̷̳̮̭̘̮̲̆̈́̀s̵̩͓͐-̵̡͈͉͎͉͊̔̈͘-̴͚̥̖͓̮̏̕ͅĈ̵̦̜̦̖̽̾̚̕̕ǎ̴̛͇̈́͒̈́͋l̸̳̜͈̫͌̓̅̈͆͗͋l̶̬̽̕ͅ ̶̢̹̘̳̪̓̌ị̴̤̱͔̊t̶̰͙̿͠ ̵̫̣̋̎̅̾̿͒͝m̵̬̀͗y̶̲̗̞̫͙̒́̀̒̄ ̴̥̖̪̮̙͂̌̔̀͝͠d̵̡̜̜̫̊̅̚ė̴̦͉̫͕̞̖̦͑̕͝ḟ̷̯̄e̷̪̱͈̓́̄̾̔̄̌n̸̛͎̬̤̥̈́̚s̵͉͉̻͙̰̭̆̚̕ẻ̵̬̟͔͔̣̭̄̌̆̇͝͝.̵͈̖̤̳̌̂ ̶͖̉̍̽B̷̳̥̝̑̎̑̉͑͜e̵͕̺̫͑͌̽̕ ̴̧̼̻̹͐̑̈c̴͉̩͕̪̣̝̤̏͒͐̈́ä̵̬́͑͠͠ͅr̴̡̲̘̺̰͙̀é̴̝̭̠̬̑f̷̧̪̻̣͚͋u̶͍͗͗̑̈́͋̉͠ļ̵̬͆̀̆̀̓́͛͜ ̶̢̝̩̬̳̣͒̿̏͜͝w̵̧̧͚͚͖̠̉̕͝ͅḩ̵̢̗͍̬̭̀̿͒a̸̢̱͙̠̗͖̽́̽̿̍t̸̡̨̛͙̒͛̑̈́͝ ̸̱̥̹̟̐̌͒̈́̆̑͘y̵͔͎͛͂̇͝o̴̞̜̼͓͈͙̔̐ų̸͔̠́̏͛͂̿́̚'̴̪͍̜̝̈͌̓̀̈̚͠r̷̟̟̗̂͛̃̔̀é̶̮ ̸̟͌͆̑w̵̨̖̜̎̇͋̅͝ǐ̷̧̟̥͓̜́̈́͂s̴̢̮̖̀̌̀̂͐h̴̼̬͍̲͗͆͒ï̸̢̖͉̼̮̲ń̶̢͚̪̫͉̖̦̆͌͊̎g̵̨̩̪̯̰̜̑̃̏͌̃̀͝
[div class=speakeasy]“To go wrong in one's own way is better than to go right in someone else's.”[/div]
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RUST & STARDUST
I̴̧̗̥̝̗̠̰͆̈͌̿̈́̕'̷͈̳͊͂͛͛̆̾l̷̠̻̘̻̟̏̈́̌͆̾̌̎͜ḽ̸̙͖̝̌͆ͅ ̴̰̗̟̲̬̪̿̑͝͠ẗ̷̢͓̪̜͍̘͓́̀e̴̹̮̪̦͈̻̐l̸͉̲̘̬̦̞̓͌͂̕ĺ̶͙͇͕̭̄̈̍ ̷̛͇̪̺̝͆̍́̕͝y̷̨̙̫̦͉̲̹͒̀̄̕͝ǫ̷̞̱̺̖́̅̈̃̏ũ̴̳̦̠̒̚ ̶̧̨͕̙̉͗͑̇s̴̢̝̺͍̺̪͕̄̕ơ̸͎̤̅͒͆̀͝͠m̸͉̥͍͈̊͌̀͂͐̚͠ę̵̛̰̜̪͓̌ͅt̸̢̤̣̮̠̳̄̌̀ͅḫ̸͖͔̠̂͛͘i̴̯͇͖̱͕̙̺̊ṋ̶̨̋̚͝g̸̜͆̏,̵̩̎̊̌̀͌̑ ̷̡̞̻͈͊̒̑I̶̡̳͎̮̰͓͊͛̉̋̈͛̽ ̷͇̜̥̱̬̙͌͌̀̇̑̇a̴̛͈͓̜̬̼̩̍͆̀̕͝m̵̡̲̰̀̀̿̍̇̋ ̵̤͆ã̸̪̞͚͓͇̏̑͐̈́̇͜ ̵͕́̈́͑̑ḋ̸̤̝͋͜e̸͇͈̹̅̋m̶̬͔̭̒̒ò̵͕̞̫̗̻̳̪̌̊͠͝n̵̢̛̬̊̾̚.̷̱̫̩͔̉͌̅͒S̵̻͖̝͕̏͘õ̴̡̎m̸̡̢̛̛̬̜̟̀̈̇̆̾e̷̥̠͎̝̯̹̱̔ ̶̨̜̘̇̄s̷̠͇̹̳͉̆̌̃̑̑͝a̶̺̱̞̅͠y̷̧͈͔̤̗̍̒͂̂ ̶͍̩̳͇̘͔̑͊͑m̶̢̥̦͈̰͙͍̿y̴̟̫̪͙̅̇̆̓̕͘͠ ̸̼̈̂̂̍̀̍b̸͓̝̘̏̔́i̵̢͍̮̱̤̣̺̿̂̅̉͠͝g̴̲̜͎̫̋̒͝g̴̢̻̣̖͙̔͜ễ̶̙͓s̶̢̙̗̖̻̻̓̀͗̆ẗ̵͉̜̻́̏̿ ̶̛̟̞̟͛̌͗͒́͂w̷̡̨̢͕̬̥̯̓͌̿̈̐e̸͉͖̭͒̒ā̸̬̙̽k̶̭͋͊̽̏̔ǹ̶̺̥̙̯̘̞̳ẻ̴̤̝͎̏͑ş̶̙̳͎̤̰͔͆́̓͑͐̒ś̶̫̻̳̾̆͋́͝ͅ.̸̞́̏̕.̶̘͌.̶̢͓̞̯̟̇̾Ì̸̩̞̤̰̮̤̦̊̓̂̀ ̵̧̲̼̱̼̊̽̆͛̒̑͘ĥ̷͔̟̗͈͌̚ã̵̙̮̫͆͋́v̵̭͉̹̣̗̪͗́̀̀͊ë̸̗̎̉̆̑̀͝ ̴̛̺͐̏̐̈́m̶͖̔̀ÿ̷̝͈̘̜͉́ ̶̙̯̘̈́͊̈͑͋̅͝ŕ̷̡̻̻͇͎̪̗͛̆͂́̇̈ę̶̛͈̫̭͉̒̎͠ă̴͕̼̺͎̦̅̆̄͊͐s̸͚͐̈́̃͛̏̈́͗ȯ̸̻͋̅͛n̷̳̮̭̘̮̲̆̈́̀s̵̩͓͐-̵̡͈͉͎͉͊̔̈͘-̴͚̥̖͓̮̏̕ͅĈ̵̦̜̦̖̽̾̚̕̕ǎ̴̛͇̈́͒̈́͋l̸̳̜͈̫͌̓̅̈͆͗͋l̶̬̽̕ͅ ̶̢̹̘̳̪̓̌ị̴̤̱͔̊t̶̰͙̿͠ ̵̫̣̋̎̅̾̿͒͝m̵̬̀͗y̶̲̗̞̫͙̒́̀̒̄ ̴̥̖̪̮̙͂̌̔̀͝͠d̵̡̜̜̫̊̅̚ė̴̦͉̫͕̞̖̦͑̕͝ḟ̷̯̄e̷̪̱͈̓́̄̾̔̄̌n̸̛͎̬̤̥̈́̚s̵͉͉̻͙̰̭̆̚̕ẻ̵̬̟͔͔̣̭̄̌̆̇͝͝.̵͈̖̤̳̌̂ ̶͖̉̍̽B̷̳̥̝̑̎̑̉͑͜e̵͕̺̫͑͌̽̕ ̴̧̼̻̹͐̑̈c̴͉̩͕̪̣̝̤̏͒͐̈́ä̵̬́͑͠͠ͅr̴̡̲̘̺̰͙̀é̴̝̭̠̬̑f̷̧̪̻̣͚͋u̶͍͗͗̑̈́͋̉͠ļ̵̬͆̀̆̀̓́͛͜ ̶̢̝̩̬̳̣͒̿̏͜͝w̵̧̧͚͚͖̠̉̕͝ͅḩ̵̢̗͍̬̭̀̿͒a̸̢̱͙̠̗͖̽́̽̿̍t̸̡̨̛͙̒͛̑̈́͝ ̸̱̥̹̟̐̌͒̈́̆̑͘y̵͔͎͛͂̇͝o̴̞̜̼͓͈͙̔̐ų̸͔̠́̏͛͂̿́̚'̴̪͍̜̝̈͌̓̀̈̚͠r̷̟̟̗̂͛̃̔̀é̶̮ ̸̟͌͆̑w̵̨̖̜̎̇͋̅͝ǐ̷̧̟̥͓̜́̈́͂s̴̢̮̖̀̌̀̂͐h̴̼̬͍̲͗͆͒ï̸̢̖͉̼̮̲ń̶̢͚̪̫͉̖̦̆͌͊̎g̵̨̩̪̯̰̜̑̃̏͌̃̀͝
[div class=speakeasy]LOCATION:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxOld Shell Gas Station
OOC:xxxxxxxxxxxxxx wew
TAGS:xxxxxxxxxxxxx Hell0NHighWater Rui Chise_Robin_ Artificial Angel Lakyr Epiphany
BGM:xxxxxxxxxxxxxx BILLY IDOL - DANCING WITH MYSELF
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Nik could feel the anger coming in waves off of their "fearless" leader. It prickled at his skin, the inhuman grace of God or something equally inane causing Nik discomfort. He almost wished the guy would just deck him in the face and get his machismo bitchfit over with. He wondered if testosterone made egos this big and bruisable, or it was just a specific—and somewhat endearing—quality that this whitelighter affixed himself to. Nik certainly had an ego, but not this tender.
"Thanks..." And now he was grumbling like a petulant child.
"I've met some real fucking pricks in my time, but you my friend, are a fucking cactus and I don't have the blood alcohol level to deal with you right now." Nik raised his brows and smiled in agreement, his expression painting something akin to Yeah, I'm a dick. You're not wrong.
"I'd love a Sex On The Beach, personally, but we're not going to find a mixologist, since the world has apparently gone to hell in a handbasket. Or a fucking appletini." He liked all forms of alcohol, but a man bringing up girly drinks in the presence of someone with that much ego stuffed into every muscle of his body was something he did to get a rise. Apparently, it didn't work, because he pushed on, and Nik wondered if everyone in this group was allergic to a good time, or it was just him.
There had to be some glee in all this. For as damaged and afflicted as he was, he knew the quickest way to death was taking everything so seriously. When you give up hope for a smile, and hope for a laugh, you ultimately just give up hope. That's what he thought, at least. Introverts generally hated him, and that was just fine with him. You can't live your life as a loner, humans need someone to relate to, he thought.
"Hey asshole, what are you most afraid of?"
The enigmatic woman with the deadly revolver, the keen shot, and the sultry brown locks had asked him a question. Nik smiled, broad and full, switching to his best behavior after their magnetic leader had chewed him out for being the little shit he was. But best behavior was a very, very thin term for Nik. He couldn't quite help himself. It was more like "passable" behavior, because sooner rather than later, the devil in the smart shoes would say something offensive. Or he'd flirt with someone. Or he'd try to get a rise out of someone by purposing prodding an emotional bruise, as he had plainly just done to the handsome man with the white light in his veins.
Or, he'd spill his guts. Dig his fingers into his own stomach and rip them out like flowers springing from the rich, vibrant earth. Like he was about to do at this very moment—in guarded terms of course—because, at this point, everyone knew that their commander was terrified of snakes. They might as well know that the catalyst of chaos was afraid of something, too. He was unafraid to admit that he had fears. Anyone afraid to admit their weaknesses was more fearful than he'd ever truly be.
But he was careful about what he disclosed. No one needed to know about his heartache. He doubted he could trust any of them with that. He also knew if he became intoxicated he'd probably spill stories about the dark-haired beauty anyways. Nothing was impossible. The opportunities for making a fool of himself were endless. But this didn't matter in a world where the holy was real, people wielded fire, and a man walked on a line, peering over at the chance to be a part of something great and dark.
That was how the group of misfits, of powerful wielders of light and fire and guns and glory, would grow closer. And as much as Nik realized he was untested, untrusted, and an errant mole on the ass of the group he was now traveling with, he knew community and familiarity would keep them breathing for just one more day. He would be more or less fine in a world filled to the brim with the darkest nightmares and the most unfathomable blessings. He'd have just waited to get dragged, feet first over the dividing line, between good and evil. And as much as he craved that, like an addict waiting for the hit that would quite possibly never come, the inkling in his bones told him no. Not yet.
The visage of his dead fiance's ghost, be it hallucination or apparition, was trying to keep him on a deliberate path. Whatever it was, it meant something. Or else she wouldn't have appeared in her blue, pale, and brown graces. Floating and skipping as if a reminder of his own tenuous tightrope walk between humanity and demonhood. And he'd be a fool to ignore whatever warning his mind, or her pale, tattooed fingers, was trying to articulate to him in gasps and slips of image. The truly foolish missed the signs given to them. They were little gifts, often wrapped in terrors and electric pain. But they served a purpose, and he wasn't stupid enough to turn a blind eye to the wonders of their new landscape.
"Losing someone I care about. Again," was all the man with the dirty blonde hair could muster about that topic. He didn't go into the details, but he felt that the woman would understand.
There was a red-head, and a welcoming one at that. He had a penchant for the red-haired, not that Diana's lush brown locks hadn't been the most beautiful he had seen in all his days. But that Witch in Queens had the fires of life flowing in her curls. It was a beautiful thing, that.
"Come on, you might as well all get in here. You don't to be out here in the dark, do you?" Still wearing the smile that was concealing the memories he was forcing himself to sidestep, he walked through into the gas station, and gave her a knowing nod.
He pulled out his severely dwindled packet of cigarettes from his back pocket. The snake shifted and he smirked to himself, it was indeed a gentle little creature. At least at this moment, which he was grateful for. Taking out one cigarette, he lit up with his obnoxiously bright, cloyingly green lighter, and stuck it squarely between his lips. He took out another, and was about to offer it to the straight-shooting woman, who he had named Calamity Jane in the caverns of his mind, for lack of a name.
But she was already ahead of him, and had taken a seat. Nik stared blankly and held out the cigarette in his hands, unsure of who to pass it to. Or if anyone would want that creature comfort.
"I'm Emma. And I'm guessing you're the ones responsible for all that racket I've been hearing for the last hour from the direction of the airport?"
"Niklas. Nik does just fine, or asshole, if you prefer," he didn't bother shooting a playful glance at anyone, instead intent to speak behind his cigarette. The smoke cleared up into the air, twisting as the silver-haired woman had in the snow. As the ghost had in his vision during the Revenant horde's attack. He pushed the image away again, and began to examine the barren shelves. The offered cigarette was still within his fingers. He wasn't above sharing them, though they were rare.
People had to have something to hold onto. Something from the past that made all of this normal. Or, more normal, rather.
He gleaned Calamity Jane's name...Alaska. That was a frigid name, but also very beautiful. He wondered if her parents were hippies for the slightest of moments, before blowing the smoke out from his nose like the malignant wraith he was. His piercing blue eyes surveyed the empty shelves, and he made a small sound of annoyance.
"Emma, do you have water? I only have knives to trade...and cigarettes. But if you take those, I'll probably lose my fucking mind."
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NIKLAS LIAM VOSS
I̴̧̗̥̝̗̠̰͆̈͌̿̈́̕'̷͈̳͊͂͛͛̆̾l̷̠̻̘̻̟̏̈́̌͆̾̌̎͜ḽ̸̙͖̝̌͆ͅ ̴̰̗̟̲̬̪̿̑͝͠ẗ̷̢͓̪̜͍̘͓́̀e̴̹̮̪̦͈̻̐l̸͉̲̘̬̦̞̓͌͂̕ĺ̶͙͇͕̭̄̈̍ ̷̛͇̪̺̝͆̍́̕͝y̷̨̙̫̦͉̲̹͒̀̄̕͝ǫ̷̞̱̺̖́̅̈̃̏ũ̴̳̦̠̒̚ ̶̧̨͕̙̉͗͑̇s̴̢̝̺͍̺̪͕̄̕ơ̸͎̤̅͒͆̀͝͠m̸͉̥͍͈̊͌̀͂͐̚͠ę̵̛̰̜̪͓̌ͅt̸̢̤̣̮̠̳̄̌̀ͅḫ̸͖͔̠̂͛͘i̴̯͇͖̱͕̙̺̊ṋ̶̨̋̚͝g̸̜͆̏,̵̩̎̊̌̀͌̑ ̷̡̞̻͈͊̒̑I̶̡̳͎̮̰͓͊͛̉̋̈͛̽ ̷͇̜̥̱̬̙͌͌̀̇̑̇a̴̛͈͓̜̬̼̩̍͆̀̕͝m̵̡̲̰̀̀̿̍̇̋ ̵̤͆ã̸̪̞͚͓͇̏̑͐̈́̇͜ ̵͕́̈́͑̑ḋ̸̤̝͋͜e̸͇͈̹̅̋m̶̬͔̭̒̒ò̵͕̞̫̗̻̳̪̌̊͠͝n̵̢̛̬̊̾̚.̷̱̫̩͔̉͌̅͒S̵̻͖̝͕̏͘õ̴̡̎m̸̡̢̛̛̬̜̟̀̈̇̆̾e̷̥̠͎̝̯̹̱̔ ̶̨̜̘̇̄s̷̠͇̹̳͉̆̌̃̑̑͝a̶̺̱̞̅͠y̷̧͈͔̤̗̍̒͂̂ ̶͍̩̳͇̘͔̑͊͑m̶̢̥̦͈̰͙͍̿y̴̟̫̪͙̅̇̆̓̕͘͠ ̸̼̈̂̂̍̀̍b̸͓̝̘̏̔́i̵̢͍̮̱̤̣̺̿̂̅̉͠͝g̴̲̜͎̫̋̒͝g̴̢̻̣̖͙̔͜ễ̶̙͓s̶̢̙̗̖̻̻̓̀͗̆ẗ̵͉̜̻́̏̿ ̶̛̟̞̟͛̌͗͒́͂w̷̡̨̢͕̬̥̯̓͌̿̈̐e̸͉͖̭͒̒ā̸̬̙̽k̶̭͋͊̽̏̔ǹ̶̺̥̙̯̘̞̳ẻ̴̤̝͎̏͑ş̶̙̳͎̤̰͔͆́̓͑͐̒ś̶̫̻̳̾̆͋́͝ͅ.̸̞́̏̕.̶̘͌.̶̢͓̞̯̟̇̾Ì̸̩̞̤̰̮̤̦̊̓̂̀ ̵̧̲̼̱̼̊̽̆͛̒̑͘ĥ̷͔̟̗͈͌̚ã̵̙̮̫͆͋́v̵̭͉̹̣̗̪͗́̀̀͊ë̸̗̎̉̆̑̀͝ ̴̛̺͐̏̐̈́m̶͖̔̀ÿ̷̝͈̘̜͉́ ̶̙̯̘̈́͊̈͑͋̅͝ŕ̷̡̻̻͇͎̪̗͛̆͂́̇̈ę̶̛͈̫̭͉̒̎͠ă̴͕̼̺͎̦̅̆̄͊͐s̸͚͐̈́̃͛̏̈́͗ȯ̸̻͋̅͛n̷̳̮̭̘̮̲̆̈́̀s̵̩͓͐-̵̡͈͉͎͉͊̔̈͘-̴͚̥̖͓̮̏̕ͅĈ̵̦̜̦̖̽̾̚̕̕ǎ̴̛͇̈́͒̈́͋l̸̳̜͈̫͌̓̅̈͆͗͋l̶̬̽̕ͅ ̶̢̹̘̳̪̓̌ị̴̤̱͔̊t̶̰͙̿͠ ̵̫̣̋̎̅̾̿͒͝m̵̬̀͗y̶̲̗̞̫͙̒́̀̒̄ ̴̥̖̪̮̙͂̌̔̀͝͠d̵̡̜̜̫̊̅̚ė̴̦͉̫͕̞̖̦͑̕͝ḟ̷̯̄e̷̪̱͈̓́̄̾̔̄̌n̸̛͎̬̤̥̈́̚s̵͉͉̻͙̰̭̆̚̕ẻ̵̬̟͔͔̣̭̄̌̆̇͝͝.̵͈̖̤̳̌̂ ̶͖̉̍̽B̷̳̥̝̑̎̑̉͑͜e̵͕̺̫͑͌̽̕ ̴̧̼̻̹͐̑̈c̴͉̩͕̪̣̝̤̏͒͐̈́ä̵̬́͑͠͠ͅr̴̡̲̘̺̰͙̀é̴̝̭̠̬̑f̷̧̪̻̣͚͋u̶͍͗͗̑̈́͋̉͠ļ̵̬͆̀̆̀̓́͛͜ ̶̢̝̩̬̳̣͒̿̏͜͝w̵̧̧͚͚͖̠̉̕͝ͅḩ̵̢̗͍̬̭̀̿͒a̸̢̱͙̠̗͖̽́̽̿̍t̸̡̨̛͙̒͛̑̈́͝ ̸̱̥̹̟̐̌͒̈́̆̑͘y̵͔͎͛͂̇͝o̴̞̜̼͓͈͙̔̐ų̸͔̠́̏͛͂̿́̚'̴̪͍̜̝̈͌̓̀̈̚͠r̷̟̟̗̂͛̃̔̀é̶̮ ̸̟͌͆̑w̵̨̖̜̎̇͋̅͝ǐ̷̧̟̥͓̜́̈́͂s̴̢̮̖̀̌̀̂͐h̴̼̬͍̲͗͆͒ï̸̢̖͉̼̮̲ń̶̢͚̪̫͉̖̦̆͌͊̎g̵̨̩̪̯̰̜̑̃̏͌̃̀͝
[div class=speakeasy]“To go wrong in one's own way is better than to go right in someone else's.”[/div]
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RUST & STARDUST
I̴̧̗̥̝̗̠̰͆̈͌̿̈́̕'̷͈̳͊͂͛͛̆̾l̷̠̻̘̻̟̏̈́̌͆̾̌̎͜ḽ̸̙͖̝̌͆ͅ ̴̰̗̟̲̬̪̿̑͝͠ẗ̷̢͓̪̜͍̘͓́̀e̴̹̮̪̦͈̻̐l̸͉̲̘̬̦̞̓͌͂̕ĺ̶͙͇͕̭̄̈̍ ̷̛͇̪̺̝͆̍́̕͝y̷̨̙̫̦͉̲̹͒̀̄̕͝ǫ̷̞̱̺̖́̅̈̃̏ũ̴̳̦̠̒̚ ̶̧̨͕̙̉͗͑̇s̴̢̝̺͍̺̪͕̄̕ơ̸͎̤̅͒͆̀͝͠m̸͉̥͍͈̊͌̀͂͐̚͠ę̵̛̰̜̪͓̌ͅt̸̢̤̣̮̠̳̄̌̀ͅḫ̸͖͔̠̂͛͘i̴̯͇͖̱͕̙̺̊ṋ̶̨̋̚͝g̸̜͆̏,̵̩̎̊̌̀͌̑ ̷̡̞̻͈͊̒̑I̶̡̳͎̮̰͓͊͛̉̋̈͛̽ ̷͇̜̥̱̬̙͌͌̀̇̑̇a̴̛͈͓̜̬̼̩̍͆̀̕͝m̵̡̲̰̀̀̿̍̇̋ ̵̤͆ã̸̪̞͚͓͇̏̑͐̈́̇͜ ̵͕́̈́͑̑ḋ̸̤̝͋͜e̸͇͈̹̅̋m̶̬͔̭̒̒ò̵͕̞̫̗̻̳̪̌̊͠͝n̵̢̛̬̊̾̚.̷̱̫̩͔̉͌̅͒S̵̻͖̝͕̏͘õ̴̡̎m̸̡̢̛̛̬̜̟̀̈̇̆̾e̷̥̠͎̝̯̹̱̔ ̶̨̜̘̇̄s̷̠͇̹̳͉̆̌̃̑̑͝a̶̺̱̞̅͠y̷̧͈͔̤̗̍̒͂̂ ̶͍̩̳͇̘͔̑͊͑m̶̢̥̦͈̰͙͍̿y̴̟̫̪͙̅̇̆̓̕͘͠ ̸̼̈̂̂̍̀̍b̸͓̝̘̏̔́i̵̢͍̮̱̤̣̺̿̂̅̉͠͝g̴̲̜͎̫̋̒͝g̴̢̻̣̖͙̔͜ễ̶̙͓s̶̢̙̗̖̻̻̓̀͗̆ẗ̵͉̜̻́̏̿ ̶̛̟̞̟͛̌͗͒́͂w̷̡̨̢͕̬̥̯̓͌̿̈̐e̸͉͖̭͒̒ā̸̬̙̽k̶̭͋͊̽̏̔ǹ̶̺̥̙̯̘̞̳ẻ̴̤̝͎̏͑ş̶̙̳͎̤̰͔͆́̓͑͐̒ś̶̫̻̳̾̆͋́͝ͅ.̸̞́̏̕.̶̘͌.̶̢͓̞̯̟̇̾Ì̸̩̞̤̰̮̤̦̊̓̂̀ ̵̧̲̼̱̼̊̽̆͛̒̑͘ĥ̷͔̟̗͈͌̚ã̵̙̮̫͆͋́v̵̭͉̹̣̗̪͗́̀̀͊ë̸̗̎̉̆̑̀͝ ̴̛̺͐̏̐̈́m̶͖̔̀ÿ̷̝͈̘̜͉́ ̶̙̯̘̈́͊̈͑͋̅͝ŕ̷̡̻̻͇͎̪̗͛̆͂́̇̈ę̶̛͈̫̭͉̒̎͠ă̴͕̼̺͎̦̅̆̄͊͐s̸͚͐̈́̃͛̏̈́͗ȯ̸̻͋̅͛n̷̳̮̭̘̮̲̆̈́̀s̵̩͓͐-̵̡͈͉͎͉͊̔̈͘-̴͚̥̖͓̮̏̕ͅĈ̵̦̜̦̖̽̾̚̕̕ǎ̴̛͇̈́͒̈́͋l̸̳̜͈̫͌̓̅̈͆͗͋l̶̬̽̕ͅ ̶̢̹̘̳̪̓̌ị̴̤̱͔̊t̶̰͙̿͠ ̵̫̣̋̎̅̾̿͒͝m̵̬̀͗y̶̲̗̞̫͙̒́̀̒̄ ̴̥̖̪̮̙͂̌̔̀͝͠d̵̡̜̜̫̊̅̚ė̴̦͉̫͕̞̖̦͑̕͝ḟ̷̯̄e̷̪̱͈̓́̄̾̔̄̌n̸̛͎̬̤̥̈́̚s̵͉͉̻͙̰̭̆̚̕ẻ̵̬̟͔͔̣̭̄̌̆̇͝͝.̵͈̖̤̳̌̂ ̶͖̉̍̽B̷̳̥̝̑̎̑̉͑͜e̵͕̺̫͑͌̽̕ ̴̧̼̻̹͐̑̈c̴͉̩͕̪̣̝̤̏͒͐̈́ä̵̬́͑͠͠ͅr̴̡̲̘̺̰͙̀é̴̝̭̠̬̑f̷̧̪̻̣͚͋u̶͍͗͗̑̈́͋̉͠ļ̵̬͆̀̆̀̓́͛͜ ̶̢̝̩̬̳̣͒̿̏͜͝w̵̧̧͚͚͖̠̉̕͝ͅḩ̵̢̗͍̬̭̀̿͒a̸̢̱͙̠̗͖̽́̽̿̍t̸̡̨̛͙̒͛̑̈́͝ ̸̱̥̹̟̐̌͒̈́̆̑͘y̵͔͎͛͂̇͝o̴̞̜̼͓͈͙̔̐ų̸͔̠́̏͛͂̿́̚'̴̪͍̜̝̈͌̓̀̈̚͠r̷̟̟̗̂͛̃̔̀é̶̮ ̸̟͌͆̑w̵̨̖̜̎̇͋̅͝ǐ̷̧̟̥͓̜́̈́͂s̴̢̮̖̀̌̀̂͐h̴̼̬͍̲͗͆͒ï̸̢̖͉̼̮̲ń̶̢͚̪̫͉̖̦̆͌͊̎g̵̨̩̪̯̰̜̑̃̏͌̃̀͝
[div class=speakeasy]LOCATION:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxOld Shell Gas Station
OOC:xxxxxxxxxxxxxx wew
TAGS:xxxxxxxxxxxxx Hell0NHighWater Rui Chise_Robin_ Artificial Angel Lakyr Epiphany
BGM:xxxxxxxxxxxxxx BILLY IDOL - DANCING WITH MYSELF
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Nik could feel the anger coming in waves off of their "fearless" leader. It prickled at his skin, the inhuman grace of God or something equally inane causing Nik discomfort. He almost wished the guy would just deck him in the face and get his machismo bitchfit over with. He wondered if testosterone made egos this big and bruisable, or it was just a specific—and somewhat endearing—quality that this whitelighter affixed himself to. Nik certainly had an ego, but not this tender.
"Thanks..." And now he was grumbling like a petulant child.
"I've met some real fucking pricks in my time, but you my friend, are a fucking cactus and I don't have the blood alcohol level to deal with you right now." Nik raised his brows and smiled in agreement, his expression painting something akin to Yeah, I'm a dick. You're not wrong.
"I'd love a Sex On The Beach, personally, but we're not going to find a mixologist, since the world has apparently gone to hell in a handbasket. Or a fucking appletini." He liked all forms of alcohol, but a man bringing up girly drinks in the presence of someone with that much ego stuffed into every muscle of his body was something he did to get a rise. Apparently, it didn't work, because he pushed on, and Nik wondered if everyone in this group was allergic to a good time, or it was just him.
There had to be some glee in all this. For as damaged and afflicted as he was, he knew the quickest way to death was taking everything so seriously. When you give up hope for a smile, and hope for a laugh, you ultimately just give up hope. That's what he thought, at least. Introverts generally hated him, and that was just fine with him. You can't live your life as a loner, humans need someone to relate to, he thought.
"Hey asshole, what are you most afraid of?"
The enigmatic woman with the deadly revolver, the keen shot, and the sultry brown locks had asked him a question. Nik smiled, broad and full, switching to his best behavior after their magnetic leader had chewed him out for being the little shit he was. But best behavior was a very, very thin term for Nik. He couldn't quite help himself. It was more like "passable" behavior, because sooner rather than later, the devil in the smart shoes would say something offensive. Or he'd flirt with someone. Or he'd try to get a rise out of someone by purposing prodding an emotional bruise, as he had plainly just done to the handsome man with the white light in his veins.
Or, he'd spill his guts. Dig his fingers into his own stomach and rip them out like flowers springing from the rich, vibrant earth. Like he was about to do at this very moment—in guarded terms of course—because, at this point, everyone knew that their commander was terrified of snakes. They might as well know that the catalyst of chaos was afraid of something, too. He was unafraid to admit that he had fears. Anyone afraid to admit their weaknesses was more fearful than he'd ever truly be.
But he was careful about what he disclosed. No one needed to know about his heartache. He doubted he could trust any of them with that. He also knew if he became intoxicated he'd probably spill stories about the dark-haired beauty anyways. Nothing was impossible. The opportunities for making a fool of himself were endless. But this didn't matter in a world where the holy was real, people wielded fire, and a man walked on a line, peering over at the chance to be a part of something great and dark.
That was how the group of misfits, of powerful wielders of light and fire and guns and glory, would grow closer. And as much as Nik realized he was untested, untrusted, and an errant mole on the ass of the group he was now traveling with, he knew community and familiarity would keep them breathing for just one more day. He would be more or less fine in a world filled to the brim with the darkest nightmares and the most unfathomable blessings. He'd have just waited to get dragged, feet first over the dividing line, between good and evil. And as much as he craved that, like an addict waiting for the hit that would quite possibly never come, the inkling in his bones told him no. Not yet.
The visage of his dead fiance's ghost, be it hallucination or apparition, was trying to keep him on a deliberate path. Whatever it was, it meant something. Or else she wouldn't have appeared in her blue, pale, and brown graces. Floating and skipping as if a reminder of his own tenuous tightrope walk between humanity and demonhood. And he'd be a fool to ignore whatever warning his mind, or her pale, tattooed fingers, was trying to articulate to him in gasps and slips of image. The truly foolish missed the signs given to them. They were little gifts, often wrapped in terrors and electric pain. But they served a purpose, and he wasn't stupid enough to turn a blind eye to the wonders of their new landscape.
"Losing someone I care about. Again," was all the man with the dirty blonde hair could muster about that topic. He didn't go into the details, but he felt that the woman would understand.
There was a red-head, and a welcoming one at that. He had a penchant for the red-haired, not that Diana's lush brown locks hadn't been the most beautiful he had seen in all his days. But that Witch in Queens had the fires of life flowing in her curls. It was a beautiful thing, that.
"Come on, you might as well all get in here. You don't to be out here in the dark, do you?" Still wearing the smile that was concealing the memories he was forcing himself to sidestep, he walked through into the gas station, and gave her a knowing nod.
He pulled out his severely dwindled packet of cigarettes from his back pocket. The snake shifted and he smirked to himself, it was indeed a gentle little creature. At least at this moment, which he was grateful for. Taking out one cigarette, he lit up with his obnoxiously bright, cloyingly green lighter, and stuck it squarely between his lips. He took out another, and was about to offer it to the straight-shooting woman, who he had named Calamity Jane in the caverns of his mind, for lack of a name.
But she was already ahead of him, and had taken a seat. Nik stared blankly and held out the cigarette in his hands, unsure of who to pass it to. Or if anyone would want that creature comfort.
"I'm Emma. And I'm guessing you're the ones responsible for all that racket I've been hearing for the last hour from the direction of the airport?"
"Niklas. Nik does just fine, or asshole, if you prefer," he didn't bother shooting a playful glance at anyone, instead intent to speak behind his cigarette. The smoke cleared up into the air, twisting as the silver-haired woman had in the snow. As the ghost had in his vision during the Revenant horde's attack. He pushed the image away again, and began to examine the barren shelves. The offered cigarette was still within his fingers. He wasn't above sharing them, though they were rare.
People had to have something to hold onto. Something from the past that made all of this normal. Or, more normal, rather.
He gleaned Calamity Jane's name...Alaska. That was a frigid name, but also very beautiful. He wondered if her parents were hippies for the slightest of moments, before blowing the smoke out from his nose like the malignant wraith he was. His piercing blue eyes surveyed the empty shelves, and he made a small sound of annoyance.
"Emma, do you have water? I only have knives to trade...and cigarettes. But if you take those, I'll probably lose my fucking mind."
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