Aww. You're totally welcome. I know it's hard when your thoughts and emotions don't line up with those of the people around you, and you never quite feel like you fit in. I know APD and Autism aren't the same, but they do at least share that aspect. I once watched a fascinating interview with a man with APD, and surprisingly found myself empathizing with him (and others with the disorder, by extension) quite a lot.I had to learn how to be compassionate so I'm glad my efforts are looking good but APD? Yea I have it and it's self-diagnosed because I don't trust my doctor enough and I try not to listen to that side of my conscious as nobody would like me if that was the case lmao
But thank you for the encouraging words for that it's no cookie just love
Go for it!
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Lmao well y'know what they say "If you gaze long enough into the abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you"They might know the generalities of what a typical Sith might think or might do--but they couldn't possibly know what my character was truly thinking. To do that they would have to try and read his inner thoughts and that would not be a wise thing to do unless your character is powerful. After all, sometimes there isn't reason or logic; sometimes it is the perpetration of the act of violence and chaos that is the 'reason'. Cruciatus doesn't care if your sith or Jedi--he's a force sensitive creature, a Gen'Dai that has naturally evolved to hunt other force sensitives. He is full of such rage that you don't have to be force sensitive to experience the madness that is palpable exuding from him. He would more than likely cause your character to go insane if you tried to delve into his mind; all she would perceive is a void gazing back at them; a vast, angry void.
