Eli stiffened as Thrawn told him he wasn’t dismissed. That temper he’d kept in check since Anaxes threatened to flare, but he tamped it down as he turned back to Thrawn, not masking the irritation in his gaze, but not showing it much in the express. Though he stilled it to neutrality, there was simply no denying the fire behind them as he looked at Thrawn.
And Thrawn asked him if he was angry.
His voice was even as he answered, “As you have forbidden discussion on the matter that has upset me, Grand Admiral, I believe I cannot elaborate any further.” Even. Stiff. Thrawn would know his commander was upset, but not the reason.
Eli didn’t know if Thrawn would open the subject back up, or dismiss Eli out of hand to avoid it for now. Eli knew that Thrawn couldn’t be having a good go of things, either. The problem was, other people didn’t know the truth behind it. At least, other people Thrawn cared about. ‘If he cares.’
Eli wanted to shake that thought, desperately.
‘And you have no one to talk with, either.’ Because he had to keep Thrawn’s secret. He couldn’t tell Cora or air things out with Faro, either. He had to sit on it.
~***~
A relationship was something to be “over the moon” about. Eira knew that would not be the case with Mitth’raw’nuruodo, and Lin obviously knew it, too. She wanted it. She wanted that happiness which had accompanied so many meetings with him, and the time spent in his company, but the galaxy wasn’t kind.
Once it was public knowledge, it was a headache for a good week, if not longer.
It hadn’t been so with Darius or Adlai, but those were acceptable options. Mitth’raw’nuruodo…wasn’t.
So Eira could only sigh, shrug, “I’m holding up the façade, aren’t I?” Which meant much, so far as how stable she was, but little else. The front wouldn’t break easily, but there were always things that could shatter it. She was thankful this hadn’t turned into such an event.
Still, she added, “I’m not well. Obviously, Shay hates it. You can guess who spread the information,” Shay. Who wanted them broken up as soon as possible. Shay, who was no doubt feeding antagonism further, even with people who hated Shay, just because she was a sephi. “I can’t imagine how others are going to take it.” Though there would be a meeting that day.
Adlai and Skye were returning, after all.
And this news…changed things. For everyone.
And Thrawn asked him if he was angry.
His voice was even as he answered, “As you have forbidden discussion on the matter that has upset me, Grand Admiral, I believe I cannot elaborate any further.” Even. Stiff. Thrawn would know his commander was upset, but not the reason.
Eli didn’t know if Thrawn would open the subject back up, or dismiss Eli out of hand to avoid it for now. Eli knew that Thrawn couldn’t be having a good go of things, either. The problem was, other people didn’t know the truth behind it. At least, other people Thrawn cared about. ‘If he cares.’
Eli wanted to shake that thought, desperately.
‘And you have no one to talk with, either.’ Because he had to keep Thrawn’s secret. He couldn’t tell Cora or air things out with Faro, either. He had to sit on it.
~***~
A relationship was something to be “over the moon” about. Eira knew that would not be the case with Mitth’raw’nuruodo, and Lin obviously knew it, too. She wanted it. She wanted that happiness which had accompanied so many meetings with him, and the time spent in his company, but the galaxy wasn’t kind.
Once it was public knowledge, it was a headache for a good week, if not longer.
It hadn’t been so with Darius or Adlai, but those were acceptable options. Mitth’raw’nuruodo…wasn’t.
So Eira could only sigh, shrug, “I’m holding up the façade, aren’t I?” Which meant much, so far as how stable she was, but little else. The front wouldn’t break easily, but there were always things that could shatter it. She was thankful this hadn’t turned into such an event.
Still, she added, “I’m not well. Obviously, Shay hates it. You can guess who spread the information,” Shay. Who wanted them broken up as soon as possible. Shay, who was no doubt feeding antagonism further, even with people who hated Shay, just because she was a sephi. “I can’t imagine how others are going to take it.” Though there would be a meeting that day.
Adlai and Skye were returning, after all.
And this news…changed things. For everyone.