Merciless Medic
Walking Pokemon Dictionary
Date: September 10, 2067
Location: OUTRIGGER, Kāʻanapali Beach Resort, Hawaii
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The Regal Rper
What a way to end a trip. The buzzing in his phone went unchecked as he parted ways with the other person he had just glanced at.
He honestly couldn't say he was surprised. From what he heard from those he was charged with overseeing, most of them had lost any interest in any DWMA related event after this. Or at least ones hosted for this program.
It was the same thing, over and over, though it differed here and there from mouth to mouth. It made him laugh or chuckle one or two times. And he had to explain, he couldn't blame them.
Shit like this just seemed to come with the job.
If it wasn't apocalyptic starting demigods back from a deep slumber to flip the world upside down or traumatized victims of an abusive family relationship trying to please their toxic relatives, it was a random surprise behind any of the numbered doors and someway or another it was not guaranteed those surprises would be good.
If anything all this reminded him of was PAEAN. Their time on the island had been supposed to be for a fraction of the month, not cut as short as it had been. That was what he had at least had heard from his cousins. One mage who had been offering volunteer support for the program, the other a Weapon that had been there to supervise other Weapons in the program that had been having issues managing their more elemental based abilities.
He had thought the Twisted Joke was that one shot life had been itching to get out of its system, but apparently, the Law of Chaos was rated E for everyone at any point in time, and liked to strike more than once in a blue moon.
He himself was frustrated. Not just in the shared mutual feeling he had about the situation but how it had made him essentially revert to a worse state of his old self. The part of him that just didn't care about anyone in the grand scheme of things if it didn't align with his own interests. Even Nadia hadn't been safe if she had continued down the line of making him feel slighted, he knew for a fact he would have moved on her instantly without mercy. And that was what had him the most frustrated. Noah, popped into his mind but Gav didn't even think long about their situation, all the negative thoughts he had had about that evaporated the moment clarity slapped him back in the face, and even if the negative feelings lingered, he now knew they had no solid basis and that was enough for him to forcefully push those feelings away and channel that negativity into his fury at the source of all this.
Problem was he didn't know who had, so like everyone else, he couldn't make them pay.
What a way to end a night.
The buzz got his attention this time and when he glanced at his phone it was from Noah.
The thought of ignoring it for now crossed his mind, but the brief glimpse of the text message he saw spiked his curiosity.
Reading over the text had him frowning immediately, and before his phone was even gone he used soul perception to track him down and when he did, he paused at the sight of the crying Weapon.
"...Noah, sheesh, heh" it was an awkward chuckle despite the small little grin, "c'mon dude don't be getting all teary on me. We are okay alright?"
Finally, Gav was nearby. The panic attack continued, unfortunately, as Noah looked up at him, as if trying to assess if he was real or not. He just slowly moved to Gav and wrapped his arms around him, fear engulfing him once again, making his knuckles bone white as he gripped his clothes tightly to stave off the numbness creeping up his arms. "I-I-I-I th…" He choked. He couldn't even get his sentence out as he fell apart in quiet, intense sobs. He did manage as he stubbornly tried again. "I thought y-you'd l-leave me… I-I w-was so weird… A-An' to s-someone who w-was so h-happily taken an' a sis to me, I- just…" The thought of him losing the connections and friends he had from all this, him being alone again like when he was young, left his knees growing weak.
Clutching at the Meister, he attempted communication through their souls. 'I-I d-don't wanna be ab-abandoned again c-cuz of so-somethin' I d-didn't even d-do… Not a-again…'
As much as Noah attempted to be strong and tough and act like the experience when he was a kid didn't affect him or leave a scar, he was lying. It always bothered him and he counted his blessings in the form of his friends since Sara made him her friend. But now, he felt like all of that was in jeopardy just because someone wanted to play a stupid game of "spin the bottle".
He could feel the trembling in his hands even as he gripped him and that was before the hitched breathing against him. Gav stayed still while Noah held on to him like he was the floating device saving him from drowning.
He could feel the stretched hand reaching out through resonance and Gav had a thought as he considered their situation and his mind wandered back with a sudden random thought asking a simple question: What would a Phoenix do?
A Phoenix would, in fact, tell Noah to get a hold of himself, dry his tears, and be thankful he hadn't made a horrible situation out of every contact he still had. They'd be blunt, the words wouldn't be affectionate or gentle, wouldn't be soft like the times he only ever saw his mother behave with his father or in the rare instances with him when they were in the Realm- as an accepted Phoenix now, he should have grabbed Noah by the shoulders and forcefully made him see that his tears were for nothing.
Flatly told him he was only making a fool of himself now.
His relationships would be fine. And if they weren't after this, good riddance.
No one wanted 'friends' for a moment that vanished when you were in need the next.
And as his hands moved, he considered for a brief second telling him to stop crying, but then he felt the pain Noah shared through the resonance he had allowed, saw a flicker of a memory of what he had lost, what he had-- and instead of the old Gav rising; feeling angry, feeling envious for friendships that he had never seen, feeling lower than Noah for being able to express fragility where he would have been talked down for it by his sister, brother, cousins, aunts-- he placed his hand on his head and wrapped his other arm around him supportively and said in the gentlest voice few souls ever heard him use, "You aren't going to lose a thing because of this. Not me. Not your friends. No one's going to abandon you, shrimp.
Finally, Noah's sobbing lost its intensity, a gentle touch and sweet words of reassurance all he needed. Well, for now at least. Until the fear came back to tear open that wound again. But it was the glimpses he saw through the slight resonance with Gav that had him pausing and looking up at him. Gratitude surged through him, and he sniffled. "Thank y-you…" He then continued within their connection. 'I'm sorry for what they did to you. They look pretty shitty back then, hurting you like that.' Fleeting anger arose, but it soon died, as Noah used that to anchor himself and calm down again.
Sighing, he smirked, but more out of nervousness. "I, uh… haven't cried like that since… um… I'd like to live with ya f'r a while… I… yer my anchor right now… N-not like you'll leave me but… it's assurance… just in case this old scar hurts again." Because he knew it would, it happened before, just with less tears and more depression that warped his behavior and made him an asshole.
'If it'll help, then sure' was his reply and gentle pat. "I can't have you crying like this again. Prefer if it was because I was too rough on you and your brain was still catching up then sobbing."
The vulgar joke had him chuckling, albeit only short due to his mind throbbing in discomfort from his sobbing. "And ya choose that to say aloud of all things." He smirked and looked up at him, only for his smirk melting into a gracious smile. "I'm so lucky to have you…" It just came out and his face turned red, prompting him to hide his face against his chest. While Noah's face and hands felt numb and prickly, he was slowly yet surely recovering.
Affectionately patting his head as he hid away, Gav chuckled. A vibrating sound Noah might've felt through his chest.
"Love you too, shrimp." Ignoring the fact he wasn't actually that tall. Still, a fitting nickname for thunderstick anyway.
He honestly couldn't say he was surprised. From what he heard from those he was charged with overseeing, most of them had lost any interest in any DWMA related event after this. Or at least ones hosted for this program.
It was the same thing, over and over, though it differed here and there from mouth to mouth. It made him laugh or chuckle one or two times. And he had to explain, he couldn't blame them.
Shit like this just seemed to come with the job.
If it wasn't apocalyptic starting demigods back from a deep slumber to flip the world upside down or traumatized victims of an abusive family relationship trying to please their toxic relatives, it was a random surprise behind any of the numbered doors and someway or another it was not guaranteed those surprises would be good.
If anything all this reminded him of was PAEAN. Their time on the island had been supposed to be for a fraction of the month, not cut as short as it had been. That was what he had at least had heard from his cousins. One mage who had been offering volunteer support for the program, the other a Weapon that had been there to supervise other Weapons in the program that had been having issues managing their more elemental based abilities.
He had thought the Twisted Joke was that one shot life had been itching to get out of its system, but apparently, the Law of Chaos was rated E for everyone at any point in time, and liked to strike more than once in a blue moon.
He himself was frustrated. Not just in the shared mutual feeling he had about the situation but how it had made him essentially revert to a worse state of his old self. The part of him that just didn't care about anyone in the grand scheme of things if it didn't align with his own interests. Even Nadia hadn't been safe if she had continued down the line of making him feel slighted, he knew for a fact he would have moved on her instantly without mercy. And that was what had him the most frustrated. Noah, popped into his mind but Gav didn't even think long about their situation, all the negative thoughts he had had about that evaporated the moment clarity slapped him back in the face, and even if the negative feelings lingered, he now knew they had no solid basis and that was enough for him to forcefully push those feelings away and channel that negativity into his fury at the source of all this.
Problem was he didn't know who had, so like everyone else, he couldn't make them pay.
What a way to end a night.
The buzz got his attention this time and when he glanced at his phone it was from Noah.
The thought of ignoring it for now crossed his mind, but the brief glimpse of the text message he saw spiked his curiosity.
Reading over the text had him frowning immediately, and before his phone was even gone he used soul perception to track him down and when he did, he paused at the sight of the crying Weapon.
"...Noah, sheesh, heh" it was an awkward chuckle despite the small little grin, "c'mon dude don't be getting all teary on me. We are okay alright?"
Finally, Gav was nearby. The panic attack continued, unfortunately, as Noah looked up at him, as if trying to assess if he was real or not. He just slowly moved to Gav and wrapped his arms around him, fear engulfing him once again, making his knuckles bone white as he gripped his clothes tightly to stave off the numbness creeping up his arms. "I-I-I-I th…" He choked. He couldn't even get his sentence out as he fell apart in quiet, intense sobs. He did manage as he stubbornly tried again. "I thought y-you'd l-leave me… I-I w-was so weird… A-An' to s-someone who w-was so h-happily taken an' a sis to me, I- just…" The thought of him losing the connections and friends he had from all this, him being alone again like when he was young, left his knees growing weak.
Clutching at the Meister, he attempted communication through their souls. 'I-I d-don't wanna be ab-abandoned again c-cuz of so-somethin' I d-didn't even d-do… Not a-again…'
As much as Noah attempted to be strong and tough and act like the experience when he was a kid didn't affect him or leave a scar, he was lying. It always bothered him and he counted his blessings in the form of his friends since Sara made him her friend. But now, he felt like all of that was in jeopardy just because someone wanted to play a stupid game of "spin the bottle".
He could feel the trembling in his hands even as he gripped him and that was before the hitched breathing against him. Gav stayed still while Noah held on to him like he was the floating device saving him from drowning.
He could feel the stretched hand reaching out through resonance and Gav had a thought as he considered their situation and his mind wandered back with a sudden random thought asking a simple question: What would a Phoenix do?
A Phoenix would, in fact, tell Noah to get a hold of himself, dry his tears, and be thankful he hadn't made a horrible situation out of every contact he still had. They'd be blunt, the words wouldn't be affectionate or gentle, wouldn't be soft like the times he only ever saw his mother behave with his father or in the rare instances with him when they were in the Realm- as an accepted Phoenix now, he should have grabbed Noah by the shoulders and forcefully made him see that his tears were for nothing.
Flatly told him he was only making a fool of himself now.
His relationships would be fine. And if they weren't after this, good riddance.
No one wanted 'friends' for a moment that vanished when you were in need the next.
And as his hands moved, he considered for a brief second telling him to stop crying, but then he felt the pain Noah shared through the resonance he had allowed, saw a flicker of a memory of what he had lost, what he had-- and instead of the old Gav rising; feeling angry, feeling envious for friendships that he had never seen, feeling lower than Noah for being able to express fragility where he would have been talked down for it by his sister, brother, cousins, aunts-- he placed his hand on his head and wrapped his other arm around him supportively and said in the gentlest voice few souls ever heard him use, "You aren't going to lose a thing because of this. Not me. Not your friends. No one's going to abandon you, shrimp.
Finally, Noah's sobbing lost its intensity, a gentle touch and sweet words of reassurance all he needed. Well, for now at least. Until the fear came back to tear open that wound again. But it was the glimpses he saw through the slight resonance with Gav that had him pausing and looking up at him. Gratitude surged through him, and he sniffled. "Thank y-you…" He then continued within their connection. 'I'm sorry for what they did to you. They look pretty shitty back then, hurting you like that.' Fleeting anger arose, but it soon died, as Noah used that to anchor himself and calm down again.
Sighing, he smirked, but more out of nervousness. "I, uh… haven't cried like that since… um… I'd like to live with ya f'r a while… I… yer my anchor right now… N-not like you'll leave me but… it's assurance… just in case this old scar hurts again." Because he knew it would, it happened before, just with less tears and more depression that warped his behavior and made him an asshole.
'If it'll help, then sure' was his reply and gentle pat. "I can't have you crying like this again. Prefer if it was because I was too rough on you and your brain was still catching up then sobbing."
The vulgar joke had him chuckling, albeit only short due to his mind throbbing in discomfort from his sobbing. "And ya choose that to say aloud of all things." He smirked and looked up at him, only for his smirk melting into a gracious smile. "I'm so lucky to have you…" It just came out and his face turned red, prompting him to hide his face against his chest. While Noah's face and hands felt numb and prickly, he was slowly yet surely recovering.
Affectionately patting his head as he hid away, Gav chuckled. A vibrating sound Noah might've felt through his chest.
"Love you too, shrimp." Ignoring the fact he wasn't actually that tall. Still, a fitting nickname for thunderstick anyway.