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Asher couldn't help but laugh a bit as Felix reacted to the cold water running down his back. As the water hit Asher he basked in its cool refreshing qualities. "well yeah hence why I thought it might..." Asher was cut short as terror took over his body as he suddenly felt Felix's weight leave his shoulders falling backwards. You Idiot!!! You let go of him!! These thoughts darting through his mind as he spun around heart skipping several beats worry and terror filling his body at the thought of what he might see as he turned. " FELIX!!!" his voice was filled with the waning like that of someone about to cry. Asher was incredibly relived when he turned and saw Felix safe and sound on his own two feet. Wait?!? did he just? He just dismounted me Holy shit that scared the ever living crap out of me. Asher's face warped to that of a relived but still worried and slight annoyed older sibling. "DUDE!! I thought you fell! You had me scared out of my mind. You didn't hurt yourself did you?" Asher said as he threw all pretenses of their relationship up to this point out of the window him grabbing Felix and seemingly inspecting that the twelve year old was indeed okay. Through all this Asher had completely missed Felix's first statement.
Asher looked at Felix as he began "going off" a bit realizing fully the kind of impression he had made on the boy. Asher though after yesterday was not in the mood to get all emotional right now so he just shook his head a bit trying to get some of the guilt and regret out of his mind. Still trying to wrap his newly awakened mind around why he did this to people and realizing more and more with every second how badly he must have hurt so many people in his life. "what? no... no its not like that I swear I just... well I could feel your butt burning a hole in my shoulder from all the trapped heat and figured you must be getting kinda hot up there doing all the work... and well I just thought it might be kinda funny... plus I don't think I have ever like seen a Tv show where brothers are washing a car and it doesn't end in a water fight and I just thought... well I guess I just thought we are kinda like brothers right now and I've always wanted to just spontaneously get in a water fight while washing a car like they do on Tv I'm... I'm sorry if I upset you I wasn't trying to we... we can just get back to work." Asher seemed to be trying to make a joke out of the whole situation at first but his waning voice betrayed him a little letting his true feelings inch their way out as he stood and grabbed a sponge to begin working on the side of the van turning his back towards Felix. " And I'm sorry... you didn't deserve any of the things I did to you I was just being a jerk cause well I don't think I really know guess I'm just upset with myself or something... but I'm sorry okay? We don't have to like each other and you don't have to accept my apology lets just get this over with." he mumbled his voice trailing off more and more as he spoke becoming nearly imperviable.
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