Realistic or Modern OOC: Santa Monica Home for Boys and Girls [Reboot!]

[Edric Blight]

Also, I literally work with young children as a summer day camp counselor. I am dealing with young children for 8 hours a day 5 days a week. Do you like not think I'm background checked for that shit? Plus, I'm a college student, it's not even like I'm some creepy ass old man.

 

[Edric Blight]

Parents entrust their own flesh and blood in my care man, I'm anything but a pedophile

 

[KaiMedia]

Nah it's not his fault. Ugh that's awful that he thinks this is all on him. Even better reason to get that trash out of your life. How dare she makes your son feel like he did something wrong.

Yeah i know he’s just upset over everything that happened and i dont think he knows how to process it.

 

[Edric Blight]

Aww man... that sucks.... My heart goes out to him. He already has enough shit to deal with, and now this....

 

[KaiMedia]

It just sucks that we are even needing to have this conversation right now.

 

[Edric Blight]

Yea fr

 

[Edric Blight]

I'm just like still so worked up about being called a pedophile, the very type of person I oppose. I used to literally catch and drive pedos off of a disgusting site you may be familiar with called Discord. I feel like it's my duty to protect helpless children, so to be called one of the very people that make me literally sick to think about, hurt real bad. I know it's just silly words on the internet typed by some old out of touch homophobic lady, but they still hurt ngl.

 

[KaiMedia]

It means a lot to know your husband is supportive here. I started mentally spiralling and .. Well I needed to be sure.

Im really mad and upset that she hit Liam and made him cry. I respect him a ton for being willing to stand up for her but like it makes me soo upset.

As part of my work im background checked and every two years have to do a course on identifying and reporting abuse on kids like this. A thing ive had to actually report more than once.. There its just like depersonalised. Here though...

Yeah don’t worry Dawn he is completely fine with this and doesn’t blame you guys for anything he was actually kinda worried how you guys might be feeling after being accused of all that just awful stuff


And yeah i just man im sorry you are going through this and have to deal with these feelings

 

[KaiMedia]

I'm just like still so worked up about being called a pedophile, the very type of person I oppose. I used to literally catch and drive pedos off of a disgusting site you may be familiar with called Discord. I feel like it's my duty to protect helpless children, so to be called one of the very people that make me literally sick to think about, hurt real bad. I know it's just silly words on the internet typed by some old out of touch homophobic lady, but they still hurt ngl.

Yeah i just dont get how she can just go throwing those accusations around like that man im sorry you have to deal with it and i just hope we can end up putting all us this behind us

 

[Edric Blight]

Yeah it's disgusting. But dw, I can definitely put this all behind me after tonight, but I just wanted to rant a little and express how I felt and make my view known. I wanna stress to you that I would never put your son in danger.

 

[Dawnstar]

Im not even sure Im fully able to proccess this. I know its still hurting me. Still hurting Liam. Still hurting Edric. And this just kinds sucked.

None of us did anything wrong yet she accused us and hurt Liam and.. Yeah i cant process all this still. Im still in tears writing this. (Double great I got work in an hour).

Even though ive done nothing wrong those words feel like an emotional knife is being twisted at even talking about Liam. Let alone the fact I wish I coukd give him a apology hug. Even that feels scarring now to write.

 

[Edric Blight]

Yea exactly. I completely agree Dawn. :/

It's kinda sickening, I'm like actually sick to my stomach thinking about it tbh...

 

[KaiMedia]

I think we all need this and am kinda glad we are getting this off our chests and we can talk about it for as long as we need to.

I just well if i am being honest i have been so worried that this would cause us to just stop talking and i was worried i was going to lose two friends that mean a lot to me. I could care less about loosing my mom but my friends too i was so worried about that.

Okay thats not true i do care it does hurt loosing my mom and my dad but they made their stance very clear so i can stand to loose them but not you guys too

And i know you wouldn’t put Liam in danger Edric dont worry i dont even have that thought in my head right now

 

[KaiMedia]

Im not even sure Im fully able to proccess this. I know its still hurting me. Still hurting Liam. Still hurting Edric. And this just kinds sucked.

None of us did anything wrong yet she accused us and hurt Liam and.. Yeah i cant process all this still. Im still in tears writing this. (Double great I got work in an hour).

Even though ive done nothing wrong those words feel like an emotional knife is being twisted at even talking about Liam. Let alone the fact I wish I coukd give him a apology hug. Even that feels scarring now to write.

Yeah... sorry i just I don’t know what else to say

 

[Edric Blight]

Yea certainly.

And yea I was a bit nervous that that was it too. I thought we were all done for, so I kinda went to dinner sad and in a bad mood thinking I might have just lost three great friends. I thought surely I was gonna be reported or something or barred from speaking to you guys.

But I'm glad you know where I stand Kai.

I've not much else to say.

 

[Dawnstar]

I just well if i am being honest i have been so worried that this would cause us to just stop talking and i was worried i was going to lose two friends that mean a lot to me. I could care less about loosing my mom but my friends too i was so worried about that.

...Ill be honest mentally I kinda had a full shutdown last night and my insticts wanted to run and hide. Even tho I knew almost all of this already... I also was worried abou losing off of you too though my brain nearly made me want to and... Yeah.

 

[littlemedia]

Dad please dont get mad i know i am supposed to be off my tablet and sleeping but i just cant sleep and i saw everyone was on here.

Im sorry all this happened Mr Edric and Mr. Dawn if i just wouldn’t have gotten on here none of this would have happened im sorry my grandma hurt your feelings and im sorry she said those mean things to you and im sorry that you haven’t slept because of me this is all my fault i should have just not been on here i should have just let dad do his thing on here and not talk to you gusy and none of this would have happened

 

[Dawnstar]

I think a trigger on me was also im still pretty closetted around my extended family about being bi. So her entire.. Everything kinda shook me. Made me lock uo emotionally.

 

[KaiMedia]

well good to know we were all worried about loosing eachother I guess

 

[Edric Blight]

You don't need to be sorry for anything Liam. It's not your fault.

 

[Edric Blight]

I'm gonna head to bed. I really should.

Good night guys.

 

[Edric Blight]

Sorry to leave so suddenly lol but I gotta get some rest man.

 

[Dawnstar]

Dad please dont get mad i know i am supposed to be off my tablet and sleeping but i just cant sleep and i saw everyone was on here.

Im sorry all this happened Mr Edric and Mr. Dawn if i just wouldn’t have gotten on here none of this would have happened im sorry my grandma hurt your feelings and im sorry she said those mean things to you and im sorry that you haven’t slept because of me this is all my fault i should have just not been on here i should have just let dad do his thing on here and not talk to you gusy and none of this would have happened

No!
No apologies!

This is not your fault. You did nothing wrong! She was tbe one starting stuff. She took your tablet. She was the one who hit you.

Not your fault!

 

[KaiMedia]

its okay Liam
like Edric said and me and pops keep sayign its not your fault buddy

I'm gonna head to bed. I really should.

Good night guys.

good night Edric

 

[Edric Blight]

Exactly what Dawn said ^