KasperXIII
Sworn To A Great Divide
If Tony was becoming defensive about his own feelings for Thalia, then most definitely, Frank was as well. Worse, he was defensive OF Thalia herself. Every time the older detective took a verbal stab at her, it seemed like Frank had to jump to her rescue. She's a big girl; she can handle herself. Or can she? Tony's bested her in combat before, and Ra's left her in pieces at the resort. Oh, how the driver wanted to call out the defensive comments that came from his partner, but Frank's words were much closer to a sense of equality than one of obsession or closeness to one side. Who knows. Maybe all three of them in the vehicle were lying to each other. But Tony couldn't help but try to be a good friend for Frank and protect him. If he really was in bed with the fiance of the leader of Al-Asheera, he was taking a huge risk. He'd studied Al-Asheera for long enough to know that they are backstabbers. If this were the case, his partner would learn the hard way that he should've never been involved with the mystery redhead. But then again, he was equally guilty of wanting in on it. But really, all Tony wanted was a one night stand with the girl. That's it. Then he could move on, marry Melissa, and live happily ever after.
"Can't help but feel a bit... over protective of my partner, Frank. After Richard? I can't lose another. Not like that. Partnership goes beyond the usual... I don't want to see you go down the same way he did." Genuine, but Tony wasn't worried about a gang of at least a dozen Al-Asheera brutes gunning Frank down. He was worried about some little girl they have using him as a pogo stick. Only because he wanted to be that pogo stick. Good old jealousy. This was, indeed, going to break out into a dick-swinging contest, with Thalia being the lucky girl. Not like she'd say no to two dicks anyway. Tony took her as the type. But maybe Thalia just wanted to slow down. No more hardcore shit when it came to having sex. Maybe it was time for her to calm down, be a normal girl. As normal as she could be. Wouldn't stop her from having a threesome of Frank ever so wanted, but she wouldn't get into the kinkier shit she'd been involved in before. Never again.
Sure, Tony was being an asshole with the constant insults and jabs at her. But he felt it justified, and just ignored Frank's comment about it all. He just listened to Frank's story, other things on his mind. So did Thalia, but she wanted to listen to him. Hear things about the man she was falling in love with. His choice of futures... his 'what ifs', they were certainly something that caught her eye. A smile came across her face as she listened in to his story. She wanted to know so much about this man, was that too wrong? Whenever Frank takes a day off, the most that she wants is to sit down and talk. Just... aimlessly, even if it's just about the weather. And she'd listen to him too. She already showed a bit of her talkative attitude when they finished the heavylifting in bed and relaxed, side by side. Did Frank get sick of her constant blabbering? Maybe. Who knows. But she loved it. She loved Frank even more, though. She had no regrets admitting her love to him. If only they weren't interrupted by Tony's rash decisions. More importantly, Frank had dreams. Dreams that came and went with his life story. Kind of attractive as well to know he played guitar. Thalia wasn't too crazy for musicians, but she did sleep with a few rock stars to steal their cash on hand. That was certainly a blast. Again, she was settling down from that wilder life. But she'd love to hear Frank play guitar for her someday. But once he finished, it was time for her to share.
"Well... my turn," Thalia began, laying her head back in the back seat, moving her legs slightly on Tony's chair, which subsequently bothered the driver, but he put up with it. "I don't know if I told either of you, but my family was a demanding bunch. My mom was a French immigrant who taught in grade schools, even my classes for a while. My dad was a pastor for some Catholic church in Philly. Don't ask about the sect, cuz I don't know and don't really care that much. They wanted me to be so much more than I thought I could be." She sighed, remembering the days with her parents, some of the happier days among a majority of miserable ones. "I was involved in more activities than you could imagine." she smirked. "Would either of you envision me as a ballerina? Or an altar server? Anyone? Nope?" Her smirk became laughter at those two activity choices. "It wasn't my choice. Nobody fucking as me to do ballet again, because I'll break your arm if you do." She threatened, but in a joking way, evident in her smile. "A lot of my childhood wasn't, and it wasn't just limited to ballet and altar serving. French club. Math club. Honors choir. Every play her school had, even if I was the tree in the background. Recycling club. Fucking recycling club. My middle school had that, and I was there with like five other goodie-two-shoes kids cleaning up the streets with a bunch of juvies on probation. I've read the Gospel for my dad and played Mary in his Christmas pageant every fucking year, with all the questions of why Mary had red hair. I would just say I got it from my mom..." Which was true, in all honesty. "My m.... Maman, wanted so much from me beyond the religious aspect from my dad. I would speak to her in full French back in the day. It's why I'm so fluent in it now. I've got nothing against it. It was just... weird, in front of other kids. Whenever I'd talk to her in front of my friends, it'd feel so strange. So much more strict. They say it's a romantic language? Not when you're being disciplined...." She stopped for a moment... "But me and Maman had many good times as well... Dad was always busy with the church, but I had good times with my mother. She'd.... always dress me to look really nice and pretty, taught me a bit of elegance, which I lost with Al-Asheera.... she brought out an ambitious side of my when I was 11 or so. I was kind of really involved in all the activities. I.... I remember when I was 11, I actually told her that I loved her... But when I turned 12, I kind of hit puberty. Started rebelling. Listened to a lot of punk rock and hardcore music. Started wearing more black, wearing black messy make-up. I almost wanted to learn guitar myself and join a band, but Maman...she wouldn't let me. I had the voice for it, sure. But she didn't want me around rock stars. That's all. I could've passed off as actor or a model, gone to a fancy college with the grades I had--I even skipped a grade. But I didn't want to do that with my parents choking me. Through 7th and 8th grade, they just kept.... forcing me into a corner. Yelling at me all the time, and I'd yell back. It went beyond usual teenage rebellion. And then.... fuck. I didn't even think how heartbroken they'd be when they couldn't find me the next day..." Her breaths became a bit uneasy thinking back. "I didn't know Maman was pregnant... that I'd have a brother. I didn't know that they'd do everything in their power to try and find me. They had a whole documentary back in Philly to look for me. My parents got up in front of cameras for so long, begging me to come home... and I was there. Watching every episode of the broadcast and.... regretting. Because I abandoned them and became a thief, of all things. Deep down, I wanted to be different from the pack. Do something to help people, not be forced into something I don't like. Even if I studied business or something simple like that, I think I'd be more of an individual than what my parents wanted me to be. They had a huge plan for me to get free rides to all sorts of universities but.... all for nothing. Because they lost their precious little girl...."
To avoid getting emotional, Thalia tried to cover it up by continuing the story. "Ra's told me when he took me in that... the girl that ran away from home, Thalia... that she was dead. And only Al-Jameela would remain. But now I know that Thalia's alive and well. And she wants a chance in this cruel world. I don't care if I'm someone's secretary and have do their dirty work. If it's going to help people I want to do it. And that's my dream now. Helping people. I've sent too many years hurting people by my actions, and I regret everything I've done for the past eight years. I regret hurting my parents like that. So... yeah. My 'what if'? I might've been some puppet to my parents. A doctor or something. I don't know.... but now all I am is a lowlife who wants to change her ways. To stop hurting people..."
Though he was mostly zoned out, the emotion in the girl's voice did touch Tony in a weird way. Change her ways.... he doubted it deep down. Whatever Ra's made of her might be there to stay forever. Sad but true. It's not like they were going to be best friends with Thalia forever. They just needed her to get rid of Al-Asheera, then put her behind bars, and if Tony has time, he'd get in her pants. But that was it. He wanted nothing further. All that really got to him was the misery of her parents. Those poor people. Losing a daughter. If it were him and Melissa, he'd surely be a wreck if he lost a child...
If only Thalia could talk to her mom and dad again. Talking about them both filled her weith regrets, despite the hate she carried in her heart for their ways. She knew they only wanted the best this whole time. They weren't pushing her away. She pushed herself away, and crushed them by doing so. I'm sorry Daddy... Pardon, Maman... Je veux revenir, bientôt. [I'm sorry, Mom... I want to come home, soon.]
Maybe someday, she will. But she remained poised on the outside.
A moment of silence between them. After some time, Tony looked over to Frank and told him, "Maybe you should ask the next question, for all of us?"
"Can't help but feel a bit... over protective of my partner, Frank. After Richard? I can't lose another. Not like that. Partnership goes beyond the usual... I don't want to see you go down the same way he did." Genuine, but Tony wasn't worried about a gang of at least a dozen Al-Asheera brutes gunning Frank down. He was worried about some little girl they have using him as a pogo stick. Only because he wanted to be that pogo stick. Good old jealousy. This was, indeed, going to break out into a dick-swinging contest, with Thalia being the lucky girl. Not like she'd say no to two dicks anyway. Tony took her as the type. But maybe Thalia just wanted to slow down. No more hardcore shit when it came to having sex. Maybe it was time for her to calm down, be a normal girl. As normal as she could be. Wouldn't stop her from having a threesome of Frank ever so wanted, but she wouldn't get into the kinkier shit she'd been involved in before. Never again.
Sure, Tony was being an asshole with the constant insults and jabs at her. But he felt it justified, and just ignored Frank's comment about it all. He just listened to Frank's story, other things on his mind. So did Thalia, but she wanted to listen to him. Hear things about the man she was falling in love with. His choice of futures... his 'what ifs', they were certainly something that caught her eye. A smile came across her face as she listened in to his story. She wanted to know so much about this man, was that too wrong? Whenever Frank takes a day off, the most that she wants is to sit down and talk. Just... aimlessly, even if it's just about the weather. And she'd listen to him too. She already showed a bit of her talkative attitude when they finished the heavylifting in bed and relaxed, side by side. Did Frank get sick of her constant blabbering? Maybe. Who knows. But she loved it. She loved Frank even more, though. She had no regrets admitting her love to him. If only they weren't interrupted by Tony's rash decisions. More importantly, Frank had dreams. Dreams that came and went with his life story. Kind of attractive as well to know he played guitar. Thalia wasn't too crazy for musicians, but she did sleep with a few rock stars to steal their cash on hand. That was certainly a blast. Again, she was settling down from that wilder life. But she'd love to hear Frank play guitar for her someday. But once he finished, it was time for her to share.
"Well... my turn," Thalia began, laying her head back in the back seat, moving her legs slightly on Tony's chair, which subsequently bothered the driver, but he put up with it. "I don't know if I told either of you, but my family was a demanding bunch. My mom was a French immigrant who taught in grade schools, even my classes for a while. My dad was a pastor for some Catholic church in Philly. Don't ask about the sect, cuz I don't know and don't really care that much. They wanted me to be so much more than I thought I could be." She sighed, remembering the days with her parents, some of the happier days among a majority of miserable ones. "I was involved in more activities than you could imagine." she smirked. "Would either of you envision me as a ballerina? Or an altar server? Anyone? Nope?" Her smirk became laughter at those two activity choices. "It wasn't my choice. Nobody fucking as me to do ballet again, because I'll break your arm if you do." She threatened, but in a joking way, evident in her smile. "A lot of my childhood wasn't, and it wasn't just limited to ballet and altar serving. French club. Math club. Honors choir. Every play her school had, even if I was the tree in the background. Recycling club. Fucking recycling club. My middle school had that, and I was there with like five other goodie-two-shoes kids cleaning up the streets with a bunch of juvies on probation. I've read the Gospel for my dad and played Mary in his Christmas pageant every fucking year, with all the questions of why Mary had red hair. I would just say I got it from my mom..." Which was true, in all honesty. "My m.... Maman, wanted so much from me beyond the religious aspect from my dad. I would speak to her in full French back in the day. It's why I'm so fluent in it now. I've got nothing against it. It was just... weird, in front of other kids. Whenever I'd talk to her in front of my friends, it'd feel so strange. So much more strict. They say it's a romantic language? Not when you're being disciplined...." She stopped for a moment... "But me and Maman had many good times as well... Dad was always busy with the church, but I had good times with my mother. She'd.... always dress me to look really nice and pretty, taught me a bit of elegance, which I lost with Al-Asheera.... she brought out an ambitious side of my when I was 11 or so. I was kind of really involved in all the activities. I.... I remember when I was 11, I actually told her that I loved her... But when I turned 12, I kind of hit puberty. Started rebelling. Listened to a lot of punk rock and hardcore music. Started wearing more black, wearing black messy make-up. I almost wanted to learn guitar myself and join a band, but Maman...she wouldn't let me. I had the voice for it, sure. But she didn't want me around rock stars. That's all. I could've passed off as actor or a model, gone to a fancy college with the grades I had--I even skipped a grade. But I didn't want to do that with my parents choking me. Through 7th and 8th grade, they just kept.... forcing me into a corner. Yelling at me all the time, and I'd yell back. It went beyond usual teenage rebellion. And then.... fuck. I didn't even think how heartbroken they'd be when they couldn't find me the next day..." Her breaths became a bit uneasy thinking back. "I didn't know Maman was pregnant... that I'd have a brother. I didn't know that they'd do everything in their power to try and find me. They had a whole documentary back in Philly to look for me. My parents got up in front of cameras for so long, begging me to come home... and I was there. Watching every episode of the broadcast and.... regretting. Because I abandoned them and became a thief, of all things. Deep down, I wanted to be different from the pack. Do something to help people, not be forced into something I don't like. Even if I studied business or something simple like that, I think I'd be more of an individual than what my parents wanted me to be. They had a huge plan for me to get free rides to all sorts of universities but.... all for nothing. Because they lost their precious little girl...."
To avoid getting emotional, Thalia tried to cover it up by continuing the story. "Ra's told me when he took me in that... the girl that ran away from home, Thalia... that she was dead. And only Al-Jameela would remain. But now I know that Thalia's alive and well. And she wants a chance in this cruel world. I don't care if I'm someone's secretary and have do their dirty work. If it's going to help people I want to do it. And that's my dream now. Helping people. I've sent too many years hurting people by my actions, and I regret everything I've done for the past eight years. I regret hurting my parents like that. So... yeah. My 'what if'? I might've been some puppet to my parents. A doctor or something. I don't know.... but now all I am is a lowlife who wants to change her ways. To stop hurting people..."
Though he was mostly zoned out, the emotion in the girl's voice did touch Tony in a weird way. Change her ways.... he doubted it deep down. Whatever Ra's made of her might be there to stay forever. Sad but true. It's not like they were going to be best friends with Thalia forever. They just needed her to get rid of Al-Asheera, then put her behind bars, and if Tony has time, he'd get in her pants. But that was it. He wanted nothing further. All that really got to him was the misery of her parents. Those poor people. Losing a daughter. If it were him and Melissa, he'd surely be a wreck if he lost a child...
If only Thalia could talk to her mom and dad again. Talking about them both filled her weith regrets, despite the hate she carried in her heart for their ways. She knew they only wanted the best this whole time. They weren't pushing her away. She pushed herself away, and crushed them by doing so. I'm sorry Daddy... Pardon, Maman... Je veux revenir, bientôt. [I'm sorry, Mom... I want to come home, soon.]
Maybe someday, she will. But she remained poised on the outside.
A moment of silence between them. After some time, Tony looked over to Frank and told him, "Maybe you should ask the next question, for all of us?"