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[QUOTE="Elfia Nightwing]Nah, it's a small community college, I'm just getting my first two years so I can transfer and focus on my major. I'm thinking about a Master in English ^^'

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*has no idea what a major or master is* college words *thumbs up*

Kihara017 said:
I'm dealing with it with nasty ass meds
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*thinks of buckleys* I hate nasty medicine...*shudders*

Kihara017 said:
hows your life been?
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If you go back a couple posts you can see in detail but


to sum up

  • Came to terms with how the relationship is going with Goldielocks but now becoming unsure if i really have because I'm conflicted lately
  • Started Streaming 2 weeks ago
  • Made new friends & "Friends"
  • Got hurt by "friends"


Theres my current life. *thumbs up*


Also I'm hungry and tired AF right now
 
RegalWindstar said:
*has no idea what a major or master is* college words *thumbs up*
*thinks of buckleys* I hate nasty medicine...*shudders*


If you go back a couple posts you can see in detail but


to sum up

  • Came to terms with how the relationship is going with Goldielocks but now becoming unsure if i really have because I'm conflicted lately
  • Started Streaming 2 weeks ago
  • Made new friends & "Friends"
  • Got hurt by "friends"


Theres my current life. *thumbs up*


Also I'm hungry and tired AF right now
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oh? well hopefully things get better and streaming eh? I'm intrigued. :3
 
RegalWindstar said:
I should be streaming tomorrow if I feel well enough.
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...(~;w;)~


wh-why are weren't you telling me about all this? I-I-I...I'm so sad! How could all of this happen to such a nice gal like you?! I'm so sorry!!! I wish I was there to help you out! You're so caring and loving I have no clue why you have to be so sad! I'm here for you if you need anything! (>;O;)>


PLZ be happy X<
 
sgtmickey said:
...(~;w;)~
wh-why are weren't you telling me about all this? I-I-I...I'm so sad! How could all of this happen to such a nice gal like you?! I'm so sorry!!! I wish I was there to help you out! You're so caring and loving I have no clue why you have to be so sad! I'm here for you if you need anything! (>;O;)>


PLZ be happy X<
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Oh Sgt *hugs* I was thinking I could work it out myself. I was in over my head though.


Also I'm not that nice or caring or loving. People give me too much credit, I'm definitely overrated.


Thank you though Seriously Sgt. *hugs*
 
RegalWindstar said:
Oh Sgt *hugs* I was thinking I could work it out myself. I was in over my head though.
Also I'm not that nice or caring or loving. People give me too much credit, I'm definitely overrated.


Thank you though Seriously Sgt. *hugs*
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I j-just want to be here for you! Th-the same thing happened to me (~;w;)~


I-I'm surprised at how strong you are! We RP-er's gotta stick together! ;O;
 
Kind of neat seeing a few of us have returned here, even if it's for the sake of catching up. Some things don't change (like being one of the last people to jump into the OOC *cough*me*cough*)


Nice to see everyone's doing well for the most part. :)


@RegalWindstar
 
@thistle


UNNIE! *hug tackles* <3 *Clings to* How are you?

thistle said:
Kind of neat seeing a few of us have returned here, even if it's for the sake of catching up.
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*grabs net and starts capturing and dragging people in* what? I'm doing nothing. Nothing at all

thistle said:
Some things don't change (like being one of the last people to jump into the OOC *cough*me*cough*
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*Hugs* Mhm ^_^ though saying that makes it seem like we haven't seen eachother in decades! Kind of feels like that though.

thistle said:
Nice to see everyone's doing well for the most part. :)
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Yeah, it is isn't it? ^w^ Also *pokes a billion times* I swear you forgot you even have an email :P you never replied about out old one on one RP xD


Also I thought you weren't coming back to RPN bc of how addicting it was here. :o
 
I just realized how late it really was, I should get some sleep. Night guys <3 don't try to run and hide while I sleep *grabs net* you can't escape family ;P
 
RegalWindstar said:
I just realized how late it really was, I should get some sleep. Night guys <3 don't try to run and hide while I sleep *grabs net* you can't escape family ;P
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o-oh....g'night ;w;
 
RegalWindstar said:
Oh Sgt *hugs* I was thinking I could work it out myself. I was in over my head though.
Also I'm not that nice or caring or loving. People give me too much credit, I'm definitely overrated.


Thank you though Seriously Sgt. *hugs*
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If you need comforting you can talk to us. Trust me I made the mistake of keeping my pain and suffering to myself and I regret it. Though I'll admit I didn't really have friends like you back then. I hope things stop going south for you though and hopefully we'll all be able to help even if it's just a little c:
 
Kihara017 said:
If you need comforting you can talk to us. Trust me I made the mistake of keeping my pain and suffering to myself and I regret it. Though I'll admit I didn't really have friends like you back then. I hope things stop going south for you though and hopefully we'll all be able to help even if it's just a little c:
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y-yeah, all of us wuv u regal! :D I honestly would really like to continue the rp we had going on, Don't worry, I'm dealing with a neglectful girlfriend.... she cheated on me and now refuses to talk to me... ;w; b-but I still have that inkling of love that you're talking about too. It's hard I know but you're mature enough to know when it's time :o
 
RegalWindstar said:
Mm but I don't know what situation he was in, things could have been hectic I may not know what his job is but I do know for a fact it is a very important one.
Well okay I'm a bit wrong on that part, I keep saying he didn't visit me or contact me at all when he came back to town but he did once, its just I was really tired and drowsey at that time having been hard on myself Which I remember faintly he was mad about but that was the ONLY contact with him since he returned, and all it was was him scolding me for me being down on myself no I missed you or anything though maybe it was because I fell asleep after being scolded about being hard on myself. I remember saying things about how I didn't deserve him and also about how he was a jerk leaving me so long. I was drowsey think of..drunk people spilling all their thoughts. Thats how I was. So I might be the problem, thats another thing I've realized is all this could actually be my fault.


At the same time though I think its his, its so...complicated.


I don't know why I keep forgetting that tiny bit of contact when he came back either, is it perhaps because I consider it a bad memory so my brain keeps trying to get rid of it so I can live happily? Thats how my brain has become It'll forget anything unpleasent as fast as possible sometimes accidentally dumping good memories with it. Augh! I don't know, I just Don't know!


Even though I've come to terms with how things are going, I at the same time am wondering if I really have because of how confused and conflicted I end up once in awhile.


Do you know what all I want from him is? An Apology, thats it and maybe a hug. I also want him to be there when its important in the tough times.


But before I give up on him? Just an apology would bring me back, just a simple sincere apology. Thats all I ever want when I'm wronged! Why can no one ever give that to me? Why am I always the one apologizing?


Also I'm so sorry I just..haven't had anyone to talk about this really to lately and the more I think the more confusion and confliction I feel and I just feel like I'm being torn two directions. On one hand I want to keep my love longer to give him more time but on another I'm so ticked off and frustrated. I just don't know anymore.
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Don't know Re, I think you just need to drop him. But, I'm not you, so think about what you really feel before making any rash decisions. One last thing, the stuff he did is not ok to do if he actually cares about you.
 
i posted a thing, it didn't change anything so hopefully people will feel like returning to the bar...and hopefully since im the only one there....I CAN ACTUALLY GET ADDRESSED ;W;
 
sgtmickey said:
i posted a thing, it didn't change anything so hopefully people will feel like returning to the bar...and hopefully since im the only one there....I CAN ACTUALLY GET ADDRESSED ;W;
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You time skipped four months without asking.
 
Cryobionic said:
You time skipped four months without asking.
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bu-but that was because four months past in real life, it was more of a joke than anything xD


It wasn't like my last post where I time skipped like eons in the future >.>


I'm sorry, is there any edits you'd like to make, I can change it o3o
 
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