SidTheSkid
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- (Location: Luxor Academy, Starry Estate )(Mood: Desperate)
(Interactions: Clair )
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For a heroine considered to be so powerful, Miss Spotlight felt utterly powerless in the face of such a distraught scene between her and Clair. "I hate you." Receiving those three painful words felt like a well-deserved blow to the heart, with a following punch to the gut to the stomach as Clair sprinted back to her bedroom and leaving a now broken Miss Spotlight all-alone to ruminate on those aching blistering sea of emotions swirling through her like a raging storm. "Please forgive me." A weakened response spilled out from her constricted throat as she drooped her out stretched arm back against her side in disbelief. Why? Why did she have to go and do that?! What's the point in being Edenia's protector if she can't even stop herself from getting upset at a little girl? Caressing her bicep while gazing mindlessly at the mess, Jessica's guilt only amplified seeing the same event play out in her head over and over again as if it were a broken record continuing to spin. "No wonder why she hates me, I cannot even control my own emotions." Even though there was many things to be disliked about the girl, Jessica almost found herself instinctively wiping away the droplets of sadness dripping from her eyelids before she just wiped the tears away with her forearm.
Clair was so different, yet so similar! Every time she noticed that awkward techy-girl she pictured a younger image of herself trying to mentally cope with the jailed emotions locked inside. "She is hiding something." But what? Why was she hiding the reason why she hated her? It didn't make any sense! Was it her personality that she disdained? Sure It would have some significance behind her insults that she directs at Jessica but then again there must've been a logical reason behind her growing to hate it. "Maybe I should try mentioning it." Figuring she'd do just that before cleaning up the mess made in the kitchen, Miss Spotlight begun quietly tip-toeing up the stairs before knocking on the guest bedroom's door and making herself present with her voice. "Clair? Don't worry, i'm not coming in but.. I just want to apologize for... Everything! I know you hate me for who I am, I cannot control that but I do want to know why.. That's why i'm so frustrated, call it ignorance but I just want to know what i've done to hurt you so badly." Pressing her hand against the side of the door-frame, Miss Spotlight tried her best to express herself anyway she could as she continued to speak "If it's okay for me to say, I don't hate you either! In-fact, I'm jealous of you! Unlike me, you're actually smart.. Really smart, smarter than i'll ever be." Feeling she said all she could, Jessica sunk against the wall across from the door, sitting quietly on the carpet beneath her as she patiently waited for any kind of response.