Love sick

[Lexus]

Jayden didn't budge when she pulled away, he was far too exhausted. She didn't know it but after she and Landen took their naps he came in and watched them sleep, Jayden never could bring himself to leave to go home and sleep in his own bed because he was far too busy watching Alyssa's breathing like a hawk. He really didn't get much sleep between watching her, taking care of the kids and spending free time with Jess.

 

[isax]

Alyssa sighed at the fact that Jayden wouldn't let go of her hand. She stayed holding his and watched him sleep with their kids in between. These were the moments she loved and missed. She made her decision however and it was one she would never forgive herself for. She slowly began to fall asleep again and didn't wake when the kids woke up. Her breathing was off this time around and Arabella noticed so she quickly woke up her father.


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[Lexus]

Jayden woke instantly at the touch of his daughter, it was a parental habit. "What is it princess?" He asks with a yawn as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes. His exhaustion still present but he grew used to that.

 

[isax]

"Mommys breathing." Arabella said as she watched her mother sleep. She was breathing slower then normal and it scared her to death. "Daddy is she okay?" Arabella asked with serious eyes. She couldn't lose her mom. Not when Alyssa was in her life a lot more now.


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[Lexus]

"Shhh she'll be alright." Her father reassured her in a whisper. For a two year old she was smart behind her years. Moving over he forcefully nudged Alyssa to wake her and had her sit up. Wrapping his hand around her wrist he he kept watch on her pulse as it slowly turned back to normal after she say up he let go.

 

[isax]

Alyssa sighed as she yawned and looked at Arabella who looked at her with worried eyes. "I'm not going anywhere princess." Alyssa whispered to her as Arabella hugged her mom close and Alyssa hugged her back. Landen became fussy and when he looked at his dad, he crawled into his lap but spread his legs along his mothers and fell asleep like that. Alyssa looked at him then at Jayden and laughed a light laugh. Landen was so cute.


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[Lexus]

Jayden smiled at their son and ran his fingers through his blonde hair as he slept. Slowly Jsyden himself began to find his sleep again but was awoken by the sound of Jessica's screaming. When he realized it was towards Alyssa he became angry. "Hey," he says getting up. "Who told you you had the right to speak to her like that?! Who told you could do that?! You don't ever speak to her that again!" When Jessica tried to defend herself Jayden held his hand up. "I don't care why, I said don't let it happen again." He says angrily to her. "Like it or not she's not going anywhere, she's my kids mother and she deserves respect if you can't do that then you're free to leave at any time."

 

[isax]

Alyssa stayed looking at her lap and fought back tears as she let what Jessica told her sink in. Alyssa laid Landen down next to Arabella and excused herself as she went out to the back and sat in the rocking chair Sadie and Alex had hanging on a tree branch. Alyssa brought her knees up to her chest and sighed as she hid her face in them and cried silently. Every point Jessica made was true and right. Alex went up and saw the anger in Jaydens face so he looked at Jessica and asked her to leave. Well he told her too. He didn't want any harm to come to Jayden and Jessica's relationship if she stayed.


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[Lexus]

After she left Jayden's anger simmered and he ran for Alyssa. He felt horrible with what just happened. Jessica had no right to say a thing to Alyssa it wasn't her place. Jayden took Alyssa in his arms as he spoke to her. "I'm so sorry, this is none of her business." Alyssa was doing so well and Jessica had to go and ruin it with her own opinion, little did Alyssa know when Alex asked her to leave Jayden made it for good.

 

[isax]

Alyssa was shocked to feel arms wrap around her and pull her close. She put her head against Jaydens shoulder and continued to cry. "No she's right Jayden. Everything she said was right." She whispered weakly and sighed. Sh hated this. She knew what she did and now she'll never forgive herself.


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[Lexus]

"No she isn't, you're a wonderful mother who would do anything for her children. By no means does that make you a bad person. You can't let people judge you for your mistakes Alyssa, if I let people do that than I would be stuck thinking I'm a stuck up rich kid who gets everything handed to him. Don't listen to her she's just trying to get under your skin."

 

[isax]

Alyssa sighed as she looked at Jayden and then looked away. "Well she did it. She got under my skin Jay. There's nothing to say anymore." She whispered as she began to stop crying. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything Jayden." She whispered to him.


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[Lexus]

"I know. Alyssa." He whispers with a faint smile. "I've already forgiven you though, it's time for you to forgive yourself." Leaning down he kissed her forehead. "You're a smart woman don't forget that."

 

[isax]

"I can never forgive myself." She whispered as she sighed and looked out at the land Alex and Sadie owned. "The kids really love you Jayden. Thank you for taking full custody of them." She whispered with a smile.


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[Lexus]

"About that," Jayden says with a sneaky grin. "You're just as much a part of their life as me so I want them to have equal time with you. I already filed the request to the court. You deserve them Alyssa, you've proven yourself that much."

 

[isax]

Alyssa looked at Jayden in utter shock at what she was hearing. "Jayden are you serious?" She asked, pure excitement in her voice. She couldn't believe this and honestly, she was beyond ecstatic. "But Jayden, I still want you to have full custody." She told him but when their eyes meet, she watched as the sun casted a nice color to them. She got lost in them for awhile.


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[Lexus]

Jayden shook his head. "It's already done." Seeing her smile made him smile and he too got lost in her eyes for a few moments. Braking the silence he spoke. "Do you want to go to dinner with me and the kids?"

 

[Lexus]

Jayden shook his head. "It's already done." Seeing her smile made him smile and he too got lost in her eyes for a few moments. Braking the silence he spoke. "Do you want to go to dinner with me and the kids?"

 

[Lexus]

Jayden shook his head. "It's already done." Seeing her smile made him smile and he too got lost in her eyes for a few moments. Braking the silence he spoke. "Do you want to go to dinner with me and the kids?"

 

[isax]

Alyssa blinked at the question as she looked at him then looked inside where the kids were running around inside. "Sure. Id love to." She whispered and then stood up. "Where do I meet you?" She asked him.


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[Lexus]

Jayden laughed. "Are you afraid I'll bite? We can all go together." Heading back inside he grabbed the kids who were running around like crazy. He felt bad how much Sadie and Alex helped him out and he knew they needed s break. Taking the kids to the car he buckled them into their seats. "Are you coming?" He calls out to Alyssa.

 

[isax]

Alyssa laughed softly and nodded. "Yeah." She called out and ran over to the car and got in with them. Sadie and Alex watched with a smile. They were all so perfect. Alyssa sat in the car and then talked with Arabella the whole time.


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[Lexus]

Jayden listened to their conversation and smiled, this was how things were supposed to be. Their kids were supposed to grow up with a family. It was unfortunate things couldn't stay like this. At dinner Jayden seated the kids and the four of them enjoyed a meal together.

 

[isax]

When they all finished, Alyssa went back to Sadies and Alex's house to pick up her truck. She kissed her children goodbye then told Jayden bye before she went to her truck and started it. She enjoyed dinner with her family. They should have been like that but she ruined things.


On the way home however, Alyssa was hit from the side. Nobody was around to witness it and the one that hit her was a hit and run. Alyssa hit her head against the window and felt the blood stream down her face. She dialed 911 and all she remembered after that was hearing sirens in the distance.


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[Lexus]

When Jayden got the call from her mom he jumped. Taking the kids back to Sadie and Alex'x he and Sadie drove to the hospital but when Jayden arrived he got s rude awakening. Because she was in intensive care and he wasn't family he couldn't go see her. For a moment he was confused but then he remembered he wasn't her husband anymore. Heaving a sigh he took a seat and tapped his foot impatiently while he rested his head in his hands. A swarm of emotions overwhelmed him and they were becoming unbearable. When the doctor came back out he ran for him. "What's going on? Is she alright?" The last question was a stupid one he knew that but he hoped he would have good news. .