Just Want To Be Loved.

[That one dummy 999]

Cory looked over at him and cleared his throat "have you ever tried kicking his f*****g ass?" he wonders taking a deep breath trying to control his anger.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax shook his head. "Fighting him wouldn't solve anything. I turn 18 in a couple months and when I do, I'm outta this town." Brax says. He places a hand on Cory's shoulder, sensing he's angry and trying to calm him down.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory looked over at Brax and shrugged "well at least he wont have to see you, he doesn't divserve a son like you...to be honest he should be f*****g burn in hell like my mom" he adds "and as shall i" he spoke looking forward.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax looks confused. "A son like me?" He asks, confused, if not a little blushed. He looked up at Cory.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory nodded "yeah, your a good kid" he spoke taking off his hood looking over at Brax and sighed.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax tilted his head. "Thanks." It's been ages since Brax has received a compliment. "You're not so bad yourself," he says to Cory.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory shook his head "thanks but...honestly no" he adds looking over at Brax taking a deep breath.

 

[PenBlade1326]

"You're a better person that my dad. He works in a church...Just think about that for a second." He says, implying that his dad is almost evil yet works in a place of love and care.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory looked over at Brax and raised an eyebrow "he works in a damn church?, i mean f*** he's Satan....I guess your right, kinda" he muttered rubbing his face with his hands.

 

[PenBlade1326]

"I know I'm right." Brax says. He plays with his hands nervously as he looks around the area.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory chuckles looking down at Brax noticing him playing with his hands nervously "are you scared of me?" he wonders raising an eyebrow.

 

[PenBlade1326]

"No. I just remembered how you punched my stomach earlier for being quiet." Brax said, chuckling slightly.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory laughed slightly "yeah, i dont tend to like quiet people" he adds itching his wrists slightly trying to hide them. "I get a little too aggressive for no reason" he laughs glancing at Brax.

 

[PenBlade1326]

"We all have minor flaws." He says, understanding.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory chuckles looking down at his fist then punching him in the shoulder slightly "at least i didn't use my brass knuckles" he mutters flipping his black hair.

 

[PenBlade1326]

"My dad uses his sometimes. I could've taken the blow" He says with a small laugh.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory nods his head "bet you could, i use those on other people in my alley way or when i get in fights or just shank them with my knife...it works pretty well you should carry a knife around and stab him in the eyes it works trust me" he adds pulling out his knife handing it to Brax. "here take it your gonna need it sometime" he mutters.

 

[PenBlade1326]

"I had a knife like this once...tried to kill myself last year with one like this." He said.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory nodded his head "i was gonna use it for when i kill myself in a couple months on my 19th birthday" he mutters looking down at the sharp blade. "i have many memories with that thing" he spoke softly looking up at Brax.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax's eyes widen. "You're gonna kill yourself?"

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory nodded his head "yep, first time trying and will be my last" he spoke taking a deep breath looking over at Brax.

 

[PenBlade1326]

"Why?" He asks, giving a look of compassion and worry, despite the fact they hardly know each other. It's just in his nature.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory shrugged looking down at his feet then up at Brax "reasons...i've f***ed up my life already ruined and hurt my family and so many people" he spoke softly as his face saddens then trying to shake it off.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax unconsciously hugs Cory from the side in a friendly way, understanding how he feels.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory pats his back looking at him "i can't sleep at night that's why i come here until day light or early in the morning" he spoke