Just Want To Be Loved.

[That one dummy 999]

Cory watch Brax reach his house when he heard a bang inside of his house. Cory stood up opening the door noticing his mother and father were drunk beating each other. "Great" he sputters climbing up the stairs and into the bathroom locking the door behind him. Pulling out a razor and slicing his skin. Blood drips to the floor, he washed the sink out just to make sure nobody found out about his secret. He then rushed to his bedroom slamming the door and peers out the window.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Through the window, Brax can be seen. It's Friday, most kids are out having fun but Brax is doing homework. He finishes up quickly since it's only and English paper. He puts his notebook away and sits by the window in his room.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory noticed Brax at the window and writes something on a piece of paper and held it to the window and it read 'Hi, sorry for earlier' he pointed at it banging on the window to get his attention.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax glanced at Cory's window. he squinted hard to read the message. He then writes something down on a piece of paper and holds it up in response and it reads 'Its ok'. Brax then turns around with his back facing the window, relaxing and resting his head on the window.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory laughed a little then walks away for a moment and turns on Bring Me The Horizon.


Cory came back sitting on his window seal watching Brax from the other end and smiles fixing his hair. He then writes something on a fresh piece of paper saying 'I'm kinda douchebag' is said then he opened up his window just a little for Brax to hear his blasting screamo music from across the street. You could hear it even when all the windows and doors were shut Cory only did it just to get his attention again.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax glanced out the window again, reading the message. He grabs another piece of paper and writes 'We all have flaws'. He holds it up.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory nods his head and sets down the piece of paper smiling smashing his face up against the window laughing. Then licks the glass smirking a Brax then gives a playful wink.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax looks down at his feet. He thinks for a moment about how strange Cory's last action was. Moments later, his dad barges in, in clear view from Cory's window, and Brax's dad walks up to the window and shuts the curtains after seeing Cory. He then delivers Brax's daily dose of discipline for being gay and beats him. Not much noise can be heard, Brax is used to it.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory steps back and shuts his blinds and turns off his music hearing the beating going on next door her gringed his face. Then rushes down stairs noticing his mom and dad covered in blood they were beating each other.


"Get the f*** upstairs" my mother grunts I roll my eyes and sigh walking back upstairs shutting my door the rolling up my sleeves revealing cuts all the way up his arms and wrists he chewed his lower lip nervously looking down at his cuts. Then laid back and closed his eyes falling asleep hearing Brax getting beaten next door slightly.

 

[PenBlade1326]

After about an hour, the abuse finally stops. Brax's father walks out of Brax's room, whispering "I do it because I love you" as he walks out. Brax's face is bruised, a black eye and cut on his lip, as well as several new sore spots in his body.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory sat in his room folding his hands looking at the ground and sighed. He stood up and raced down the steps and out the front door. Cory ran down the street to the local park, it was empty so he went over and sat on the swings pulling out a cigarette.

 

[PenBlade1326]

After collecting himself, Brax left his house and took a walk, listening to music as he walked along the street. His eye was black and his lip was cut. He was no stranger to abuse so he was used to this...he crossed his arms as he walked along the street listening to his music. In his earbuds he was blasting Sleeping With Sirens, dealing with the abuse in his own way. A small tear fell down his cheek, coming from the black eye.

 

[That one dummy 999]

(I SWS)


Cory sat in the darkness swinging himself on the swing smoking his cigarette alone in the dark looking around the area. He sat there then noticed a figure walking along the sidewalk he bit his lower lip and tilted his head trying to figure out who it was. Cory just shrugged looking at the ground with his black hair in his eyes throwing his cigarette on the ground then crunching it under his feet.

 

[PenBlade1326]

(Omg me 2 )


Brax walked by under a street light, revealing his identity for a brief moment. It was obvious he was trying to hold back some more tears, and failing. His black eye was very noticeable in that small amount of time under the light. He kept his arms tightly crossed. His figure began to walk out of the park area.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory looks over noticing Brax walking and...crying. He felt bad but he didn't know how to respond to his action but just to yell something out to get his attention even though he doesn't know his name. "Hey kid?! What are you doing out here?" He yelled flipping black hair adjusting his hat to get a better view of Brax.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax couldn't exactly hear Cory through the music. He did, however, hear SOMETHING. A muffled voice, really. He took out his earbuds and scanned the area. "Um...hello? Someone there?" He asked, not knowing who was out there.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory yelled out again "I'm over here" he spoke raising a hand motioning him over. He realized he forgot to pull down his sleeves Cory grit his teeth looking down at his cuts and scars then immediately pulls his sleeves down gripping on to the ends of his jacket sleeves chewing his lower lip nervously glancing up seeing Brax standing there confused.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax slowly walked over, kind of recognizing the voice calling him. Once he was out of the light, his black eye was hard to see. "Hello?" He asked blankly in the dark, only able to tell that Cory's figure was there.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory sat there raising an eyebrow then grabbed his shoe and threw it at Brax "I'm over here, you deaf son of a b****" he yelled laughing slightly. He motioned him over "come here!" he adds with a smile acrossed his lips.

 

[PenBlade1326]

The shew missed Brax by an inch. He could tell where it was coming from and he followed. He then got a better look at Cory. "Oh...hey." He said quietly. The black eye was aching badly, he restrained from touching it.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory flipped his black hair out of his eyes looking at Brax he had cuts and bruises all over his skin and black eye. Cory grit his teeth scanning his face "were you crying?" he asks looking at Brax with a disgusted face "sorry...are you okay? i meant...heh" he spoke itching the back of his head nervously.

 

[PenBlade1326]

"Just going through the motions of everyday life." Brax says, implying that the black eye, bruises and cuts are a normal thing.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory nodded his head looking up at him pulling out a cigarette "you smoke?" he asks lighting it and placing it in his mouth.

 

[PenBlade1326]

Brax shook his head no. "No thanks." He says, crossing his arms slightly and sighing quietly.

 

[That one dummy 999]

Cory glanced up at him and shrugged then placed the cigarette in his mouth "are you sure, cause it can help calm you" he spoke smirking blowing the smoke in his face.