MzHyde
'Flamebird'
The walk through to the safe house was done in silence for both Fia and Kay. The sight of seeing John carry Elliott's body was gut wrenching to the two of them, it was just yet another moment that was bringing it all home to them that Elliott truly was gone. Neither could barely watch as John placed his body on the table and covered his body with the trenchcoat when they reached the safe house. It was just far too difficult to witness so all they could do was sit on chairs they were near and wait for the help to arrive that Cliff called.
Kay felt awkward being the first to be seen to because she was pregnant but she understood it and knew that Cliff wouldn't rest until she was, so she kept her thoughts to herself and just let the help see to her. Hearing that everything was okay with foetal Fia was of great relief to her as it was for Cliff, as like Cliff the last thing she wanted was have John lose a second child in one day, if at all. She knew she herself would be absolutely devastated if she lost Fia, despite still every now and then having to remind herself that this was even happening to her. But it was the idea of John having to go through two loses of children that she couldn't bare the most. Fia was now his only child, one of, if not THE last symbol of hope to prove to him he was a good man deep down. She refused to let him lose that, putting those feelings way above her own and seeing Cliff visibly slump with relief when the all okay was given just raised her own relief, with a nod of thanks to the midwife. She then let the nurse tend to her wounds with little wincing as much as possible as the dirt and debris got removed from her gashes. "thank you" she mumbled in the all too familiar defeated tone that their whole group was expressing. With her gashes seen to, she could feel Fee from within helping in healing her to a certain extent, whilst also letting Kay know she too was feeling Elliott's death and wished to just remain disconnected emotionally for a while. The way Fee was reacting was surprising to Kay and a bit disconcerting as they had never been disconnected in any way before, so having their connected all but muted felt strange for her.
With Fia, she welcomed the help from the male nurse in helping her heal correctly. As she felt the warming sensation course through her abdomin to heal her ribs, she closed her eyes to just concentrate on her breathing and keep herself as calm as possible whilst he worked, not surprised to hear that she had fragments dangerously close to her lungs, but it still worried her that Sykes came so close to possibly killing her, which she had no doubts would have affected her unborn self and then created a hell of a lot more questions than the two nurses could get answers for. It scared her that she could have died or could die if just one slip up happened in healing her, with the feeling that her family hated her. She knew if that she died seeing hatred in her family's eyes for her she would rather die alone. Thankfully, those thoughts didn't need to be thought about for long as she felt herself be fully healed, to which she too gave her thanks and gratitude, just as Kay had moments ago. All she felt now was stiffness in her muscles and the after ache which she was used to and knew would subside soon enough, but if she had her way she would have rather be left with that feeling as a reminder for the night.
Kay and Fia felt glad that John was accepting the help and getting splinted up and seen to, it was a start in their eyes but neither felt surprised that he was insisting the scar from this night remained and not healed. It also was of no surprise that Jay refused the help for the majority of her injuries and how it took Cliff to speak up for the medical experts to agree to Jay see to her injuries herself. Cal was also the other person they were particularly concerned about, next to John. Seeing the level of shock Cal had sunk into was absolutely devastating to see and neither could fully comprehend what she was going through the most, knowing that she had her brother back in her life for a matter of a couple of weeks or a little over, only to have him ripped from her all over again. The only way Kay could try and understand was to envision if Elliott was Sam and that was unbareable to comprehend. She didn't know what to do or say as everyone got seen to, she just sat there, slumped in the chair, hands wrapped round her bump protectively but lightly, unable to have the energy to put any real force into her actions. Fia wanted to speak, she wanted to apologise all over again for her part in what transpired, even though she felt like an utter pawn in everything. She still thought she was doing right by her brother, by all of them, but right now it just felt like Rinaa's family used her to be the fall guy for all of this. One last 'fuck you' to her, even though she wasn't their Fia. Yet she also didn't want to speak whilst the medics were around, and something told her if she kept quiet, someone, probably John would no doubt start verbally tearing into her anyway when they could gather their voice.
The only other thing she knew was that she wasn't going to be welcome here for much longer and with everything that has happened, she had to go back to her time to see if anything had changed. If by some sheer miracle Elliott was still in her life there? She would be going straight to him and hugging him incredibly tightly.
Kay felt awkward being the first to be seen to because she was pregnant but she understood it and knew that Cliff wouldn't rest until she was, so she kept her thoughts to herself and just let the help see to her. Hearing that everything was okay with foetal Fia was of great relief to her as it was for Cliff, as like Cliff the last thing she wanted was have John lose a second child in one day, if at all. She knew she herself would be absolutely devastated if she lost Fia, despite still every now and then having to remind herself that this was even happening to her. But it was the idea of John having to go through two loses of children that she couldn't bare the most. Fia was now his only child, one of, if not THE last symbol of hope to prove to him he was a good man deep down. She refused to let him lose that, putting those feelings way above her own and seeing Cliff visibly slump with relief when the all okay was given just raised her own relief, with a nod of thanks to the midwife. She then let the nurse tend to her wounds with little wincing as much as possible as the dirt and debris got removed from her gashes. "thank you" she mumbled in the all too familiar defeated tone that their whole group was expressing. With her gashes seen to, she could feel Fee from within helping in healing her to a certain extent, whilst also letting Kay know she too was feeling Elliott's death and wished to just remain disconnected emotionally for a while. The way Fee was reacting was surprising to Kay and a bit disconcerting as they had never been disconnected in any way before, so having their connected all but muted felt strange for her.
With Fia, she welcomed the help from the male nurse in helping her heal correctly. As she felt the warming sensation course through her abdomin to heal her ribs, she closed her eyes to just concentrate on her breathing and keep herself as calm as possible whilst he worked, not surprised to hear that she had fragments dangerously close to her lungs, but it still worried her that Sykes came so close to possibly killing her, which she had no doubts would have affected her unborn self and then created a hell of a lot more questions than the two nurses could get answers for. It scared her that she could have died or could die if just one slip up happened in healing her, with the feeling that her family hated her. She knew if that she died seeing hatred in her family's eyes for her she would rather die alone. Thankfully, those thoughts didn't need to be thought about for long as she felt herself be fully healed, to which she too gave her thanks and gratitude, just as Kay had moments ago. All she felt now was stiffness in her muscles and the after ache which she was used to and knew would subside soon enough, but if she had her way she would have rather be left with that feeling as a reminder for the night.
Kay and Fia felt glad that John was accepting the help and getting splinted up and seen to, it was a start in their eyes but neither felt surprised that he was insisting the scar from this night remained and not healed. It also was of no surprise that Jay refused the help for the majority of her injuries and how it took Cliff to speak up for the medical experts to agree to Jay see to her injuries herself. Cal was also the other person they were particularly concerned about, next to John. Seeing the level of shock Cal had sunk into was absolutely devastating to see and neither could fully comprehend what she was going through the most, knowing that she had her brother back in her life for a matter of a couple of weeks or a little over, only to have him ripped from her all over again. The only way Kay could try and understand was to envision if Elliott was Sam and that was unbareable to comprehend. She didn't know what to do or say as everyone got seen to, she just sat there, slumped in the chair, hands wrapped round her bump protectively but lightly, unable to have the energy to put any real force into her actions. Fia wanted to speak, she wanted to apologise all over again for her part in what transpired, even though she felt like an utter pawn in everything. She still thought she was doing right by her brother, by all of them, but right now it just felt like Rinaa's family used her to be the fall guy for all of this. One last 'fuck you' to her, even though she wasn't their Fia. Yet she also didn't want to speak whilst the medics were around, and something told her if she kept quiet, someone, probably John would no doubt start verbally tearing into her anyway when they could gather their voice.
The only other thing she knew was that she wasn't going to be welcome here for much longer and with everything that has happened, she had to go back to her time to see if anything had changed. If by some sheer miracle Elliott was still in her life there? She would be going straight to him and hugging him incredibly tightly.