Realistic or Modern High School Life... (Always Accepting)

[RozieRawrs]

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Isabella


Isabella sat up a little after she did and slowly slid her arms around skylars waist as she held her close. "Maybe you are the most exciting person to be around. And for all I know you don't seem like the girl to hurt some one. So I'll take this risk." She said softly and then smiled as she moved a hand to her cheek and made skylar look at her as she gave her a gentle smile

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Skylar

I smile softly, my worries slowly slip away. "I'm hardly exciting, but take the risk, I guess, I don't mind."

I chew on my bottomlip and stare down at the ground, why me? I mean, I'm not pretty or smart...​

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar

I smile softly, my worries slowly slip away. "I'm hardly exciting, but take the risk, I guess, I don't mind."

I chew on my bottomlip and stare down at the ground, why me? I mean, I'm not pretty or smart...​

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Isabella


Isabella giggled a little when skylar told her to take the risk. "Gladly. I take risks every day. But I never thought I'd start a relationship like this." She said before giggling a little then going quiet and not letting go of skylar. Isabella truly couldn't believe it, a relationship! With some one she hardly knew yet wanted to know, it was so new to her.... Now she just needed to figure out how to tell her this was her first relationship

 

[RozieRawrs]

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Isabella


Isabella giggled a little when skylar told her to take the risk. "Gladly. I take risks every day. But I never thought I'd start a relationship like this." She said before giggling a little then going quiet and not letting go of skylar. Isabella truly couldn't believe it, a relationship! With some one she hardly knew yet wanted to know, it was so new to her.... Now she just needed to figure out how to tell her this was her first relationship

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Skylar

She looks so happy.. How could I tell her that I'm afraid? How can I tell her that this might not end very well?

I decide not to, because warnings could end something so pure and simple as this.

But a relationship? So soon? Patch would call me every kind of fool.

Especially after all of the losses, do I really want to get close to another? Do I really want to take the chance of loving, before knowing if I will lose them?

And suddenly I wish I could see her aura, suddenly I wish I could read her mind. Suddenly I wish that such powers do exist.

Well of course they do! Wiccans...


Aren't real. I tell myself. After all of these years reading up on the mythology of life, I know whats real and what isn't I know the scientific explanations of the world.

And we didn't start with a bang.

So we won't end with one.

And suddenly a poem pops into my head,

This is the way the world ends, this is the way the world ends, this is the way the world ends. Not with a band, but with a whimper.

The Hollow Men, T.S Elliot.

Wise words

​

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar

She looks so happy.. How could I tell her that I'm afraid? How can I tell her that this might not end very well?

I decide not to, because warnings could end something so pure and simple as this.

But a relationship? So soon? Patch would call me every kind of fool.

Especially after all of the losses, do I really want to get close to another? Do I really want to take the chance of loving, before knowing if I will lose them?

And suddenly I wish I could see her aura, suddenly I wish I could read her mind. Suddenly I wish that such powers do exist.

Well of course they do! Wiccans...


Aren't real. I tell myself. After all of these years reading up on the mythology of life, I know whats real and what isn't I know the scientific explanations of the world.

And we didn't start with a bang.

So we won't end with one.

And suddenly a poem pops into my head,

This is the way the world ends, this is the way the world ends, this is the way the world ends. Not with a band, but with a whimper.

The Hollow Men, T.S Elliot.

Wise words

​

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Isabella


"Hey? You ok?" She asked softly after a few minuets of skylars silence. She wondered what was going through her head and if there was anything she could do to try and comfort her from the pain she was obviously feeling but not wanting to show

 

[RozieRawrs]

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Isabella


"Hey? You ok?" She asked softly after a few minuets of skylars silence. She wondered what was going through her head and if there was anything she could do to try and comfort her from the pain she was obviously feeling but not wanting to show

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Skylar

I nod, "Yeah, just thinking about my home." I turn and look up at Isabella, "I could take you there some day? Its an island. I was vorn and raised there. I want to go back after school ends..." I play with my hands, "Or sooner.. I miss my home.."

But your sister and mother died there.

But its still my home, all I know...​

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar

I nod, "Yeah, just thinking about my home." I turn and look up at Isabella, "I could take you there some day? Its an island. I was vorn and raised there. I want to go back after school ends..." I play with my hands, "Or sooner.. I miss my home.."

But your sister and mother died there.

But its still my home, all I know...​

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Isabella


Isabella smiled and nodded. "That sounds like a lot of fun. I've never left here so I don't know much about every where else in the world." She said with a small laugh and a smile to her as she studied her playing with her hands then smiled more at her as they sat there under that tree. The distant sounds of the boys that had Come on to the track reached her and skylar every once in a while but were stil quiet

 

[RozieRawrs]

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Isabella


Isabella smiled and nodded. "That sounds like a lot of fun. I've never left here so I don't know much about every where else in the world." She said with a small laugh and a smile to her as she studied her playing with her hands then smiled more at her as they sat there under that tree. The distant sounds of the boys that had Come on to the track reached her and skylar every once in a while but were stil quiet

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Skylar

My mind is preoccupied by sounds. The wind, the boys in the distance. And yet, as soon as Isabella begins talking, my mind shifts to her. My heart begins melting at the sight. But a question burns the back of my mind, one that needs to be known, but one that I'm too frightened to announce. So I remain quiet, trying my hardest not to burst into another crying fit as thoughts of my family begin pouring through the small window of oppertunity I had given them. Just in between how some of the boys would have been my type, and how the tree we are under is very big and I hope it doesnt squish us.

Silly thoughts mostly.

And then my mind is wiped by the touch of Isabella.

Then my question burns.

Then the thoughts pour.

This becomes a constant circle.

"Show me around?" My voice is soft, gravely, and somewhat bitter. I don't intend this, its just how I am.​

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar

My mind is preoccupied by sounds. The wind, the boys in the distance. And yet, as soon as Isabella begins talking, my mind shifts to her. My heart begins melting at the sight. But a question burns the back of my mind, one that needs to be known, but one that I'm too frightened to announce. So I remain quiet, trying my hardest not to burst into another crying fit as thoughts of my family begin pouring through the small window of oppertunity I had given them. Just in between how some of the boys would have been my type, and how the tree we are under is very big and I hope it doesnt squish us.

Silly thoughts mostly.

And then my mind is wiped by the touch of Isabella.

Then my question burns.

Then the thoughts pour.

This becomes a constant circle.

"Show me around?" My voice is soft, gravely, and somewhat bitter. I don't intend this, its just how I am.​

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Isabella


Isabella smiled more and took skylars hands in hers and got up then pulled her up as well. She ignored the horse sound of her voice and smiled but wanted to know what made her speak like that. Did she have something to say but didn't know how? What was it? All she wanted to know was what was wrong but she figured skylar wouldn't tell so she just smiled more and slid her left hand into skylars right and started back into the building

 

[RozieRawrs]

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Isabella


Isabella smiled more and took skylars hands in hers and got up then pulled her up as well. She ignored the horse sound of her voice and smiled but wanted to know what made her speak like that. Did she have something to say but didn't know how? What was it? All she wanted to know was what was wrong but she figured skylar wouldn't tell so she just smiled more and slid her left hand into skylars right and started back into the building

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Skylar

I look down at my feet as we walk, I have an urge to pull my hood back up and slink into the background.

So maybe Isabella is a great girl, maybe I like her, and maybe she likes me... But she doesn't numb how much I hate people and life.. And the fact that I had killed my family. My mother, my sister.

My father would be so disappointed, he would frown upon how sad and indifferent I am now.

If he weren't a drunk, that is...​

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar

I look down at my feet as we walk, I have an urge to pull my hood back up and slink into the background.

So maybe Isabella is a great girl, maybe I like her, and maybe she likes me... But she doesn't numb how much I hate people and life.. And the fact that I had killed my family. My mother, my sister.

My father would be so disappointed, he would frown upon how sad and indifferent I am now.

If he weren't a drunk, that is...​

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Isabella


Isabella walked with a little bit till they neared the lunchroom and then stopped skylar and got her attention. "Skylar...... What's wrong?" She asked worriedly at how sad she was being. Isabella hopped she wasn't like this al the time, she was beautiful that it wasn't good for her to be sad

 

[RozieRawrs]

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Isabella


Isabella walked with a little bit till they neared the lunchroom and then stopped skylar and got her attention. "Skylar...... What's wrong?" She asked worriedly at how sad she was being. Isabella hopped she wasn't like this al the time, she was beautiful that it wasn't good for her to be sad

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Skylar

I close my eyes and nod, "I'm fine, honest. I'm just damn tired..." I shrug and play with my sweater. "Honest, I'm not used to early mornings. In Macasawa school started after noon."​

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar

I close my eyes and nod, "I'm fine, honest. I'm just damn tired..." I shrug and play with my sweater. "Honest, I'm not used to early mornings. In Macasawa school started after noon."​

"I wish I could go to school there. And are you sure. You seem like a lot more is going on." She said to her worriedly as she stood there facing her and waiting for an answer from her hopping she truly was just tired but it didn't seem like she was just tired

 

[RozieRawrs]

[QUOTE="Daniel reaving]"I wish I could go to school there. And are you sure. You seem like a lot more is going on." She said to her worriedly as she stood there facing her and waiting for an answer from her hopping she truly was just tired but it didn't seem like she was just tired

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I nod, 'I'm just tired, I promise. Its nothing serious." I look down, even I know that I'm sad, and it's obvious she can tell too. But I don't want my emotional blah to get in the way of a relationship that actually could work... I hope it works...

 

[Daniel Reaving]

I nod, 'I'm just tired, I promise. Its nothing serious." I look down, even I know that I'm sad, and it's obvious she can tell too. But I don't want my emotional blah to get in the way of a relationship that actually could work... I hope it works...

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Isabella nodded knowing she didn't want to talk about it. "Will you tell me some other time?" She asked hopping skylar would at least say yes to this question as she started walking again and gently pulling skylar along with her

 

[RozieRawrs]

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Isabella nodded knowing she didn't want to talk about it. "Will you tell me some other time?" She asked hopping skylar would at least say yes to this question as she started walking again and gently pulling skylar along with her

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Skylar

I nod, "Yeah, one of these days, I'll tell you everything.. But not now, not while I'm... Like this..."

I look down and bite my lip, I know that she would run away the moment I shared everything. Everything that I have done, seen... It's too much for even myself.​

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar

I nod, "Yeah, one of these days, I'll tell you everything.. But not now, not while I'm... Like this..."

I look down and bite my lip, I know that she would run away the moment I shared everything. Everything that I have done, seen... It's too much for even myself.​

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"Good because if I don't know I can't help." She said back to her with a smile as they approached the art class which she had next and then looked to skylar. "What class do you have next?" She asked her curiously

 

[Dru]

She shook a few of their hands and smiled at them, "Well, nice meeting you guys." She said and her smile faded as she looked down at a text that was sent by her agent saying there was a party going on tonight that she was invited to down at one of the clubs in the city. Elizabeth responded back quickly then looked up at the table, "My agent just texted me saying there's a party going down at a club in the city? Anyone care to join me? Because I really prefer not to be there with my," She did a quotations with her fingers, "Celebrity friends." She smirked, "Know what, invite anyone you want. I'll just tell the bouncer they are all with me."


***





Lucy tucked some hair behind her ear and smiled as she played with her hat, "Nope, no plans for me either."


She then smirked and leaned in a bit, "And what did you cancel last week?"



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Tiana grinned and told Elizabeth, "We'd love to. I'll be damned if we ain't the type. What time and where?" Tiana flipped her hair as she said this.


"Ion think I can go. My dad went 'n' grounded me, you know how that go," The one Tiana introduced as Kyla said. Tiana raised her eyebrow and sighed.


"You actin' as if you ain't never did this before. Sneak out, girl."


Kyla shrugged in acceptance. Tiana smirked at Elizabeth.


***


Evan joked, "Oh, I guess I'm obligated to ask you on a date. No way out of it." He ran a hand through his hair then stuck the hand in his pocket momentarily. He suddenly realized he'd been constantly moving his hands as he talked with Lucy, whether it be making gestures as he spoke, running them through his hair, playing with a pen, anything. He forced them to rest as he thought about answering Lucy's question. "Nothing, nothing, just goin' over to Dante's house." He lied as he motioned to Dante at the other side of the table, the one who'd spoken up, then realized he moved his hands again. "Shit," he muttered under his breath unintentionally.

 

[RozieRawrs]

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"Good because if I don't know I can't help." She said back to her with a smile as they approached the art class which she had next and then looked to skylar. "What class do you have next?" She asked her curiously

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Skylar


(Switching to third person)


Sky shrugs, "Art I think.." she pulls the class schedule out of her bag and nods, "Yeah, art. You?" Skylars eyes shimmer as she looks up at Isabella. How beautiful she is, how lucky Sky is... How terrifying.. Will Isabella ever know what Sky has been through? Will Sky ever tell her? All of these things are thoughts that brush through Skylars head every moment she is with Isabella.


"I kind of just want to skip and go to the mall or something, you know? I really don't want to be here right now."

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar
(Switching to third person)


Sky shrugs, "Art I think.." she pulls the class schedule out of her bag and nods, "Yeah, art. You?" Skylars eyes shimmer as she looks up at Isabella. How beautiful she is, how lucky Sky is... How terrifying.. Will Isabella ever know what Sky has been through? Will Sky ever tell her? All of these things are thoughts that brush through Skylars head every moment she is with Isabella.


"I kind of just want to skip and go to the mall or something, you know? I really don't want to be here right now."

Isabella


"Then let's go." She said happily to her as she pulled her past the art room and smiled at her. "I don't feel like being here either so let's go somewhere." She said to her happily

 

[RozieRawrs]

Skylar


She nods, "Are you sure you want to be around me? I mean, I'm not all that special..." Skylar chews n her bottom lip and looks down.

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar
She nods, "Are you sure you want to be around me? I mean, I'm not all that special..." Skylar chews n her bottom lip and looks down.

Isabella


Isabella groaned at her words then turned t her. "What do I have to do to show you that I want to be around you?" She asked her

 

[RozieRawrs]

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Isabella
Isabella groaned at her words then turned t her. "What do I have to do to show you that I want to be around you?" She asked her

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Skylar


"I.. I don't know..." She looks down, embarrassed. "I'm just not used to any of this, I havent had anyone since... Well and.. I just.. I'm afraid, I've been pushed away..." Skylar plays with her sweater, maybe this wasnt a great idea...

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar
"I.. I don't know..." She looks down, embarrassed. "I'm just not used to any of this, I havent had anyone since... Well and.. I just.. I'm afraid, I've been pushed away..." Skylar plays with her sweater, maybe this wasnt a great idea...

Isabella


"What do you want me to do huh? You have me now. So what do I need to show you that? Come on." She said as she pulled her along again a little agitated at how she acted like this

 

[RozieRawrs]

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Isabella
"What do you want me to do huh? You have me now. So what do I need to show you that? Come on." She said as she pulled her along again a little agitated at how she acted like this

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Skylar


She looks down at the ground, "I don't know, I'm sorry." Sky stares at her feet as she walks. Maybe Isabella likes her, or maybe sky is just a fool.


Every kind of fool.


A fool for something more, something that she has been aching for for a long time...

 

[Daniel Reaving]

Skylar


She looks down at the ground, "I don't know, I'm sorry." Sky stares at her feet as she walks. Maybe Isabella likes her, or maybe sky is just a fool.


Every kind of fool.


A fool for something more, something that she has been aching for for a long time...

Isabella


Isabella pulled her to the parking lot then turned t her and smiled to her. "Get on." She said softly as she pulled her to a pink dirt bike


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