ZombieBaee
Zombie Enthusiast
Suua
Suua wanted to tell her parents so bad, she wanted to brag to every single person she met that Tae was her boyfriend, that this amazing and wonderful man was hers. Even thinking about it caused her heart to swell. But telling her parents was so many different types of scary, she hadn’t been allowed to date until she was legally an adult and even then she chose to really not. Suua had never had a boyfriend, only been on a few dates, so this was her first time telling her parents about someone she loved. That person was someone they loved too, someone they already knew and cared for. It was another layer of scary, the fear that her relationship might affect their relationship with him. It was the same reason that Suua clamped down on her feelings for however many years, that fear of changing things beyond repair. Suua watched as the water went down the drain and breathed through the worry, it was stupid she knew it but Tae was so important to her that every little thing felt astronomical. Every thing needed to be perfect for him.
Tae’s voice came from the other side of the door and Suua jumped slightly, “Hey.” She spoke so softly as he slipped into the door, leaving it slightly ajar as he came over to where she stood near the counter. Tae opened a bottle of water and placed it near her before standing behind her and looking at her in the reflection. The touch of his hand made her instantly relax a bit, her breath escaping her in a long sigh. “N-no Tae! I want to tell them! Really, honestly.” She watched him in the mirror, her eyes widening a bit as she tried her best to convince him. Then he continued and Suua watched as something akin to pain crossed Tae’s dark eyes. Her heart broke.
“Tae no.” Suua turned where she stood to take his face in her hands, now facing him instead of watching each other in the mirror. Her dark chocolate eyes stared up into his own, a gentle smile lighting up her face. This man was the love of her life, she hadn’t needed to be with others to know that fact. Suua was lucky to have known Tae as long as she had, she was lucky to have fallen in love early and lucky to have him love her back. Their relationship was beautiful, it was awkward and evolving but she loved him. “I love you more than I’ll ever be able to explain. You are so kind and loving, talented and brave, smart and handsome. I felt so lucky just to have you as a friend and to know you love me too feels like a dream still.” Suua paused to run her thumbs over his skin, it was so soft and warm against her clammy hands. “My parents think the world of you, they always have. They love you, they love your parents- I love your parents even if Hoya is an ass. But that’s what made me so worried, the same reason I didn’t tell you I loved you for so long. I don’t want anything to affect anybody’s view of each other. I know my parents won’t but I just have this irrational fear that you go from Tae to Suuas boyfriend and it strains how close you and my dad are. It won’t! But I just- if I caused that it would kill me.”
Suua rambled, it was her thing. But eventually she fell silent and just stared up at him. “I want to wear t-shirts with your face and hold up signs that say Gi Tae is my boyfriend. I’m not worried at all about anyone being disappointed, if they are fuck them.” Her smile brightened as her hands finally fell from his face and she reached for her bottle of water. After a few long slips and closed the bottle and pushed away from the counter. Suua’s lips graced Tae’s jaw with a soft kiss as her hand reached to lace her fingers through his. “How about we go together? I mean they’re bound to be thinking of reasons we’ve been in her for so long right?”
Suua wanted to tell her parents so bad, she wanted to brag to every single person she met that Tae was her boyfriend, that this amazing and wonderful man was hers. Even thinking about it caused her heart to swell. But telling her parents was so many different types of scary, she hadn’t been allowed to date until she was legally an adult and even then she chose to really not. Suua had never had a boyfriend, only been on a few dates, so this was her first time telling her parents about someone she loved. That person was someone they loved too, someone they already knew and cared for. It was another layer of scary, the fear that her relationship might affect their relationship with him. It was the same reason that Suua clamped down on her feelings for however many years, that fear of changing things beyond repair. Suua watched as the water went down the drain and breathed through the worry, it was stupid she knew it but Tae was so important to her that every little thing felt astronomical. Every thing needed to be perfect for him.
Tae’s voice came from the other side of the door and Suua jumped slightly, “Hey.” She spoke so softly as he slipped into the door, leaving it slightly ajar as he came over to where she stood near the counter. Tae opened a bottle of water and placed it near her before standing behind her and looking at her in the reflection. The touch of his hand made her instantly relax a bit, her breath escaping her in a long sigh. “N-no Tae! I want to tell them! Really, honestly.” She watched him in the mirror, her eyes widening a bit as she tried her best to convince him. Then he continued and Suua watched as something akin to pain crossed Tae’s dark eyes. Her heart broke.
“Tae no.” Suua turned where she stood to take his face in her hands, now facing him instead of watching each other in the mirror. Her dark chocolate eyes stared up into his own, a gentle smile lighting up her face. This man was the love of her life, she hadn’t needed to be with others to know that fact. Suua was lucky to have known Tae as long as she had, she was lucky to have fallen in love early and lucky to have him love her back. Their relationship was beautiful, it was awkward and evolving but she loved him. “I love you more than I’ll ever be able to explain. You are so kind and loving, talented and brave, smart and handsome. I felt so lucky just to have you as a friend and to know you love me too feels like a dream still.” Suua paused to run her thumbs over his skin, it was so soft and warm against her clammy hands. “My parents think the world of you, they always have. They love you, they love your parents- I love your parents even if Hoya is an ass. But that’s what made me so worried, the same reason I didn’t tell you I loved you for so long. I don’t want anything to affect anybody’s view of each other. I know my parents won’t but I just have this irrational fear that you go from Tae to Suuas boyfriend and it strains how close you and my dad are. It won’t! But I just- if I caused that it would kill me.”
Suua rambled, it was her thing. But eventually she fell silent and just stared up at him. “I want to wear t-shirts with your face and hold up signs that say Gi Tae is my boyfriend. I’m not worried at all about anyone being disappointed, if they are fuck them.” Her smile brightened as her hands finally fell from his face and she reached for her bottle of water. After a few long slips and closed the bottle and pushed away from the counter. Suua’s lips graced Tae’s jaw with a soft kiss as her hand reached to lace her fingers through his. “How about we go together? I mean they’re bound to be thinking of reasons we’ve been in her for so long right?”