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One Thousand Club
Glancing to her, it seemed that she hadn't chosen to pity him... or at least he tried to convince himself of that. Though his past was something that would constantly weigh on him, he didn't like to be looked down upon for it and he considered pity to be such a thing. He didn't need his past to stay strong, at least he didn't at the time, yet it would get a little hard at times when you had so few memories of comfort, or of the funner times. He didn't have much to fight for and most of his friends would't care if he were to drop dead as long as they gained from it.
He noticed that it had gotten darker and he did hope he could last the next hour seeing as night had begun to fall, he knew it would be problematic if he passed out along the sidewalk or in public. He assumed he should have rested longer, but his dream wouldn't seem to allow that. He just needed to make it to the apartment then he assumed she wouldn't truly mind if he were to doze of there.
"Its fine if your curious about me" He said quietly, looking towards the odd lights that brightened the night. "You'll probably figure it out at some point anyways, so it would be less of an embarrassment to tell you now rather than then..."
"Let's speed up, it's getting dark..." He suggested, hoping not to reach a state of unconsciousness in front of her or truly anyone, he couldn't hold his illusion when in that state.
He noticed that it had gotten darker and he did hope he could last the next hour seeing as night had begun to fall, he knew it would be problematic if he passed out along the sidewalk or in public. He assumed he should have rested longer, but his dream wouldn't seem to allow that. He just needed to make it to the apartment then he assumed she wouldn't truly mind if he were to doze of there.
"Its fine if your curious about me" He said quietly, looking towards the odd lights that brightened the night. "You'll probably figure it out at some point anyways, so it would be less of an embarrassment to tell you now rather than then..."
"Let's speed up, it's getting dark..." He suggested, hoping not to reach a state of unconsciousness in front of her or truly anyone, he couldn't hold his illusion when in that state.