Forgotten Horrors

[spacepanda]

Her head instantly snapped up at his confession, her icy eyes drilling a hole in the back of his head. He was worried? About me? There weren’t many people she could say ever cared or worried about her in her life, the only two people she could think of being Greg and the previous owner of the jacket Akaski was now sporting.


Anja scrunched her nose in confusion; Akaski had already made a point to notify her that she was a fool, that he had gotten the better end of the deal, and that was using her. She didn’t really fault him for that. To be honest, he wouldn’t have had a chance if she had not been so… eager for company. Once again Anja was feeling like everyone’s favorite chew toy.


But she had witnessed a softer side to the demon, and he had proven himself to be kind… caring even maybe. She smiled sadly. Whether he was kind or manipulative, it was a sweet thing for him to say, even if it wasn’t particularly true. Maybe he wasn’t so bad after all. At least he seemed to be trying to make her feel better. Although it was most likely for his own benefit, Anja appreciated the lie.


“Thanks, Akaski.” Was all she found she could say.

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

Akaski felt even more embarrassed once she thanked him, his invisible tail stirring up a bit behind him as he let his eye wonder over to her, slightly, no longer completely evading eye contact. He had know his action would have this effect on him, yet he had done it anyways to try and cheer her up. Though she may perceive it as a lie he was being completely truthful.


"Y-you don't need to thank me" He said, hoping to get rid of at least a bit of the embarrassment, fixing his eyes ahead of him as they continued to walk. "I j-just thought that you would like to know."


He was attempting to make it seem as if it wasn't all that big of a deal. He wouldn't want her blabbering out to anyone who wished to know even though he would strongly deny it if she did. He didn't care that the statement was truth, he still wouldn't want everyone to see him for what he is even though it was a bit hypocritical, seeing as he wanted people to eknowledge him as a demon.

 

[spacepanda]

At his continued speech, Anja finally raised her eyes from the ground, stopping short. She wasn’t quite sure what to think. Had he been telling the truth? He had seemed a bit reluctant to divulge the information, and was even stuttering a bit. She took it to mean whatever it was he was saying, it was obviously giving him tremendous discomfort.


Absentmindedly playing with her ponytail once again with one hand, she grabbed out reaching the sleeve of the Demon’s jacket so that he was facing her. She stared deeply into his eyes, wishing, not for the first time in her life, that she was a mind reader.


“Akaski, I-”


“Oh look, Darkie’s here.” A male voice sounded behind her, cutting her off. She whirled around to view the source of the sound and was astonished to realized they had reached their destination. The voice, of course, belonging to Victor. He was leaning against the outside wall of the café enjoying a smoke.


“Really? Is that the best you can come up with?” She responded in irritation, dropping both her hair and Akaski’s sleeve. Her former classmate seemed to always take great pleasure in mentioning her tanned skin. “Not everyone can be a perfect snow princess like you, Victor.” She retorted.


He snorted, flicking his cigarette at her feet, and re-entered the café, the door opening with a cheerful jingle.


After a moment she sighed, turning to Akaski. “Well, we’re here. Think you’re ready?”

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

Akaski watched her as she spoke with the unfamiliar person, and though he was unsure why his invisible tail flicked in a bit of irritation. He didn't get the best feeling about his guy, he seemed to pick at her as well yet Akaski would tend to be rather defensive of things he has grown a liking for. Yet he kept quiet, watching silently as the man left into the interior of a structure.


It smelt like food here, and he assumed the smell was coming from within the building the man had just entered. She seemed to work within a food establishment, though this place held a rather sweet sent. He remembered the food she had brought home for him and guessed it was from here.


Akaski nodded as she questioned him, most of his embarrassment had left do to the distraction of the stranger. "Yes, I'm ready" He answered, wondering what her boss was like. Akaski was in a bit of an unfamiliar situation, never before had he been asked into the presence of a man with the title of boss. He wondered why she even wanted to bring him to meet this person, as did he wonder what the man's purpose was in inviting Akaski over.

 

[spacepanda]

Stomping out the remains of Victor’s still-lit cigarette, Anja decided it was probably a good idea to go over plans once more. Reaching up she attempted to fix his hair, (being careful to avoid the place where she remembered his horns being) as it was still ruffled from the quilt, and now from the wind as well.


“Okay, remember: We’re friends so you have to pretend to like me, we’ve known each other 4 years, we met online- don’t worry if you don’t know what that means, he doesn’t either,” she rolled her eyes and brought her hand back down now satisfied with the state of his hair. “You’re visiting me for the holidays, and… I think that’s it. Just try not to talk too much. If he says something you don’t understand, just ignore it. I’ll tell him you don’t speak English very well.”


She was having second doubts about this whole thing. But if she hadn’t of said anything, she would have had to work this evening, and at the time the idea of Akaski alone in her house unnerved her. Her eyes widened with the thought that it didn’t so much anymore.


“Okay this is your last chance for questions before we go in.” She looked at her phone, it was about 4:30, meaning pre-dinner rush would begin soon. “We’re only going to be inside for a minute or two, but I promise I’ll buy you some actual food when we leave. Now, questions?”

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

He glanced up as she tampered with his hair, though he listened to her as she spoke out her plans. Luckily he was already skilled at wearing facades, he has had to act before to complete deals of accomplish a goal of some sort. He never truly took on a role like this though, but he was sure he could manage to pretend to be nice, as with the excuse that he was pretending it couldn't really be seen as him actually acting in such a way.


Though he did have questions, most of them where related to subject other than the current one. It seemed he was already loaded up for the next time they would participate in that game. He wanted to know who that man was, the one who had been speaking with Anja only a moment ago. Still Akaski didn't truly like his presence, and though he would have liked to hear about it now he remained silent.


"I understand, I'll behave..." He spoke the last part as he would in most deals where he would need to passively speak with a stranger. He just thought it would reassure the one he was currently working for or working with, though this wasn't truly part of any deal he still chose to see it as such, just so he would take it seriously.

 

[spacepanda]

Anja blinked. Behave? It seems Akaski was once again comparable to a puppy. She let out a sudden laugh, allowing some of the tension of the day escape her.


“You’re funny, sometimes. Come on,” she smiled. Taking ahold of one of his arms, she opened the door to the café and pulled him in. Thankfully the café was nearly empty, with only 3 patrons in the whole of the establishment.


Victor, shocked to see Anja locked in arms with… well… anyone shot her an incredulous look. She provided him with a sneer, leading Akaski to the back room. She took a deep breath and knocked on the door to Greg’s office.


“Just a minute!” A muffled male voice sounded from behind the office door. It was quickly opened to reveal friendly looking blonde man in his 30’s. He smiled warmly at Anja and…her friend? His jaw accidentally dropped momentarily. He hadn’t thought she was at all serious.


“Greg,” spoke Anja nervously, “This is Akaski, I told you about him earlier today…” She shifted her feet nervously, shooting Akaski a concerned look.


“Well hey! Nice to meet you! I’ve heard… so much about you,“ Greg said with a little too much enthusiasm. Anja visibly winced. “So, where are you from?” Greg asked politely, attempting to discreetly size the Demon up from head to toe.


“He’s from Germany! We’re…part of a language exchange program!” She interrupted quickly.


Greg’s eyes quickly shot to Anja once again. “What? Germany?” He blinked in surprise “I didn’t know you spoke German, Anja…” he stared at her with a look of confusion. She had never mentioned any of this before, and he had always made sure to make the poor girl try to feel somewhat welcome.


“Guten tag, eins-zwei-drei-vier? Fünf sechs sieben acht-neun-zehn!” She spoke rapidly, speaking the only German that she had ever learned.


“Wow!” Greg clapped his hands, obviously impressed, “So what brings you here?” He addressed his question to Akaski yet again, and Anja shot him a desperate look.


(I totally laughed out loud writing that German Part.)

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

Akaski had thought over his new role, he had to pretend to be rather close to her and to show this he would have to go outside of his normal personality and say things he typically wouldn't. He just had to hold the act up for a little bit, then the two would leave and he probably wouldn't need to worry over it for a while, but seeing as how enthusiastic this man was being he did wonder if he should try to act a bit happier himself.


She said that he was visiting her for the holidays, and that they had met online... he didn't truly know what online met, but he assumed a normal person would be in a happy mood if he was in the presence of a close friend, and it seemed that he held the role of a long distance friend as well.


Akaksi forced a smile upon his face, softening his expression a bit and pulling away the normal look upon his face, somewhat like how he was when he was asleep. "I came to visit Anja for the Holidays. Its a pleasure to meet you Greg!"


Akaski offered his hand to the man in the offering of a hand shake for his greeting, he did hope he wouldn't have to visit this place to often. Holding such a facade would probably get boring, but he assumed if needed he could just make up an excuse as to his behavior this day. 'I was excited to see where Anja worked' ...or something like that.


(x3 Good day, one-two-three-four? Five six seven eight nine ten. )

 

[spacepanda]

Anja’s face mirrored Greg’s just a moment before, but thankfully he hadn’t seem to notice. Had she known Akaski would be so good at playing the part, she wouldn’t have been so nervous. She was both simultaneously amazed by both the cheeriness in Akaski’s voice and the expression he now held on his face. He looked almost… friendly. Bastard, she thought affectionately.


Greg took the Demon’s hands with gusto, giving him a firm handshake. “Pleasure’s mine, bud! Wow! I don’t even hear an accent!” He smiled.


Greg, you’re dumber than a sack of rocks, Anja tried her best to hide a smirk. “Yea, his pronunciation has really improved over the years, but, you know,” she held a hand to Greg’s ear, “He doesn’t really understand all that much.”


“Oh!” Greg looked at Akaski and smiled. “I. THINK. IT’S. GREAT. THAT. YOU. HAVE. SUCH. A. CARING. FRIEND. LIKE. ANJA!” Greg articulated with great loudness and precision.


Anja shrunk back with a horrified expression, “Right well,” she squeaked, “we’re going to get going now… Akaski wants to… shop.”


“Oh so soon! Well, IT. WAS. NICE. TO. MEET. YOU. AKA - SKI.” Greg beamed.


He can understand his own name, dumbass! Anja shook with a bit of frustration, biting her tongue.


“Can I just talk to you for a moment in my office before you go, Anja?” Greg had that fatherly look again, and Anja cringed to think what kind of advice he’d be giving this time. Although she was very pleased the interaction had been so simple. Then again, Greg was a simple man... and a simpleton.


“Sure…” Anja agreed, then as soon as he was in the office turned to Akaski. “Oh my gods, what the hell was that? You can go sit down in the café, I’ll be out in a minute.”

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

Her boss defiantly was... something. Akaski found it a bit amusing though he held up his role and didn't allow himself to chuckle when the man had so easily fallen for they're tricks. Akaski found the situation to have been easier than he first thought, it was a simple conversation and he truly didn't need to say all to much. He had expected for the man to question him more before separation, but it seemed he was content after Akaski spoke hardly anything more than a single sentence.


Watching as Anja was requested into the other room, he was unsure if her reaction was positive or negative. Was that good? Or had he managed to slip up somewhere in the small amount he had said? Akaski didn't know what a German accent was, so he couldn't mimic one, and he assumed that might be what she could find to be a flaw in his work, but over all Akaski thought he did rather well.


He nodded as she finished speaking, and soon did as she told him to and turned away, looking around the café. It was near empty, which made him a bit glad as he thought he wouldn't need to act like this much more. It had annoyed him to pretend to be so friendly, and hopefully Greg wouldn't go out telling the whole town about it. He would rather not be deemed sweet and innocent as he often made his image be the exact opposite.


Akaski walked to an empty seat, choosing to occupy it as he curiously examined the room. This was a human eating establishment. He could smell a sweet flavor within the air and it seemed to be relatively calm at the moment. Demons would often be violent and noisy, especially when a bar was placed within a building, so this was a change of environment for him. He continued peering around him, waiting for Anja to return.

 

[spacepanda]

Anja returned from the office with a face that was visibly paler and a tad distraught. Greg had given her the ‘Birds and Bees’ talk and she was now clearly mortified. Finding Akaski sitting by himself in the café she poked him and beckoned him to follow her. “Let’s go.” She spoke in nearly a whisper. Walking towards the exit she heard a familiar voice.


“Later loser!” Called Victor as they passed him.


The blue-eyed girl stopped, but simply stared at him, choosing not to respond. The couple of guests that were there before had left, and they were the only ones left in the café. Very slowly she reached forward, and maintaining eye contact, tipped over the display he had been carefully working on.


“What the hell, Anja!” He growled, but she chose to ignore it, leading Akaski outside once more.


Once outside she suddenly began laughing with obvious delight. “Oh my gods, Akaski, you were amazing, I could kiss you! But seriously, oh my gods, Greg, how mortifying. I really had no idea he could be that stupid, I mean, I had an inkling...” Her laughter continued for a while before she was finally able to stop, noting that her previous nervousness had settled into a mild form of hysteria.


She began breathing deeply to calm herself, then blushed, embarrassed yet again. “Ha, sorry. So, what now? Are you hungry?” She smiled at him, her mood now improved by Victor’s obvious annoyance.

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

Akaski grinned lightly as she submitted the praise, he was glad that he had completed what he needed to successful and apparently his act was one that reached her satisfaction. His tail curled a bit behind him though he still forced it to remain invisible and moving on to her next question he though a moment.


"We can do whatever next... I am a bit hungry, but it's nothing dire" He responded quietly, peering over his shoulder to view the cafe once more. He still did wonder who that other guy was, though he had already come to know Greg a small bit. He wasn't necessarily sure if she would want him provided questions when they were no longer playing the game.


It was only then that he realized that he hadn't gathered all to much information from her, he only asked a few simple things and teased her a bit. He still didn't know all that much about her, though neither did she know all to much about him seeing as he had been quiet about most things so far.

 

[spacepanda]

She shivered. The evening was beginning and the sky was already starting to turn a darker blue. It was getting colder. She took down her hair to block the wind from drafting down her neck when she remembered Akaski. He had seemed cold even in her house earlier, and although he was zipped up in the jacket she had provided him, he was sure to still be a bit chilly. Her hands reached her scarf for adjustment and she stopped.


“Here.” She handed him the long green scarf. On her, even wrapped it had passed the length of her torso, but it would probably fit him well seeing as he couldn’t use his hood properly.


Her mind mulled over her options, she had already decided she would take him to the buffet on the other side of town. She didn’t exactly know how much he could eat, and even though he wasn’t too hungry now, it was another 20 minute walk before they would reach their destination. And then almost another hour walk home. She hoped he would be able to hold out, or that he food would help give him energy.


Yes, they would eat first, and then pick up some items of clothing on the way home. She would make it quick; he only needed something to sleep in and some clothes for tomorrow. They could deal with the rest later.


“Hmm, alright, let’s go. I’m going to do my best to make it quick, but we’re going to be walking a while.” She hopped around for a bit in attempt to warm herself up. “Wanna play a game?” She smiled at him.

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

Akaski looked down the the scarf curiously. 'Don't you need it?' He was about to question, though once again his pride got in his way and he silenced himself.. He had just acted rather nicely earlier, and he didn't feel like coming of as too kind. She might have even forgotten about that hesitant statement, but he had doubt that she had. Humans seemed to have the capabilities of a demonic mind, she could probably remember things from even her childhood, though he didn't automatically assume this seeing as he held no recollection himself.


He brought the scarf upwards and wrapped it around his neck, rather relieved to have some warmth there seeing as it had gotten colder sense they left the apartment. He would try to keep from warming himself by wasting energy and rather he would rely on this coat and scarf as he didn't want to waste it all quickly, he slept for little over an hour after all.


The mentioning of a game caught his interests, wondering if it would be the same as the game they had played on they're way to the cafe. He might have a chance to ask her about that stranger, the one he didn't truly like all to much. He had taken to judging upon his gut feelings, as most of the time they would be correct in a matter like this.


He nodded as she mentioned the game. "What game?" He chose to question, seeing as it was possible that his assumption could be wrong and she might have a new game in mind.

 

[spacepanda]

“Same as last time,” she waved her hand about, “You can start if you want.”


Nearly instantly she regretted that offer. He had seemed to enjoy messing with her, which was something she felt like she could handle… but he had gotten her a bit upset earlier. She sighed, hoping he wouldn’t hit her with the hard questions right away. It wasn’t that she had anything to hide, rather she just hated being pitied… and the last thing she really needed was Akaski having yet another thing to tease her about.


But she did have some questions for him as well, being naturally curious. She wasn’t about to let an opportunity to learn about a Demon pass her by.


Yet again she wondered if demons popping into the human world was a thing that happened very often. It had to be at one point, she decided, thinking about all the references to Demons in the days of old.

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

Akaski was made rather happy when she selected the game, as he had been curious all this time and he had managed to mess up the last time they attempted it. He thought over his first question, wondering if he should just get the biggest question within his mind over with or not. It didn't seem to be all to difficult of a question, he was just asking for the identity of someone.


He didn't wish to upset her again, so he did hope this question wasn't something to difficult, he didn't truly feel like embarrassing himself again.


"Who was the person?" He questioned her, his tail flicking behind him though it couldn't be seen. "That guy who was in the diner, you seemed to know him..." His curiosity was within his voice as he asked.

 

[spacepanda]

Anja furrowed her brows as they walked, not quite sure who he was talking about. Uh, Greg? Oh! Victor! She eyed him curiously for a moment; she supposed she should have probably introduced them to each other, but to be honest she liked to keep her interactions with Victor to a minimum.


“Oh that was just Victor, he’s…” she paused. He was a bit more than just a co-worker, seeing as they had gone to high school together. The word she wanted to use was enemy, but hearing that Demons constantly used their aquaintances, she could only imagine what they did to their enemies. Tear them apart, she supposed.


“He’s no one important. I’ve known him for a long time; we don’t get along well.” I hate him, she could have added. But Akaski had only asked who Victor was, not their history. She had probably given him too much information already.


Her mind wandered to the aspect of using people, and she remembered Akaski had mentioned something about never having met a demon who didn’t try to use him.


“How does demon friendship work in your world?” She asked. She would have actually preferred to ask if he had any friends, but not having any herself it would have been quite awkward if he had returned the question.

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

Akaski took the given information, looking over it silently. He was sure to memorize the name as he had her's, yet if Akaski hadn't been wearing such a friendly role he would have probably gotten himself in an argument with Victor. He disliked him due mostly to the fact that he had been picking at Anja, and he would have made that fact clear if he wasn't acting as if he were an angel for her boss.


Hearing her say that he was no one important would aid him in this, it seemed that if he did chose to tell the guy off she wouldn't mind, seeing as she wouldn't care for his opinion of Akaski. The demon suspected he would run into him again at some point, and though he wasn't physically aggressive all the time, Akaski did get into a lot of arguments.


Yet as she asked of demon friendship, he though over his relationships rather quickly. The demon who had taught him had him in return collect a few things for her, he would commonly be used for his strength and in return would gain some rare book or something like that. As would the demons back stab one another commonly to complete they're own goals, then make up later when the other was needed.


"Well, basically demons just use each other for what they lack. Deals will be created in which each demon gains something, and that's basically friendship. Though, its a common occurrence to get back-stabbed, but its looked over later when the two require one another again. I've never known a demon who hasn't used me, or I them... it's how things work" He replied, wondering how his own friendship would differ from her's.


"What's your idea of friendship like? A human's friendship" He asked her, as he did wish to see what she had in mind.

 

[spacepanda]

Anja visibly tensed. She had a pretty good idea of what a friendship should be like, or at least what she wanted one to be like. But again, she had very few experiences like those before they revealed to be the ruse of a heartless narcissist.


Was that really how demons worked? It wasn’t very much different from what she had experienced in her life, although she had never really gotten anything in return. Well, except for maybe a jacket once…


“Well, I suppose, human friendship is… when you enjoy spending time with someone. And when you take care of each other without expecting or wanting anything in return. You know, being nice.” She emphasized that last word, as Akaski had mentioned previously that he didn’t consider himself to be nice. She was starting to understand why.


She thought back on their deal. Well, he already was using her, even though she had been the one to suggest it. Seeing as she never knew when she would have to call her favor, she figured now was probably the best time to find out Akaski’s abilities.


“So, what can you do. I mean, like powers.” She pointed to their shadows on the sidewalk, “Aside from the whole shadow-knife thing.”

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

Akaski was a little surprised over her explanation. He had never heard of a friendship like that before... he had seen demons care, but that mostly only happened within a family and Akaski couldn't remember his own. He wondered if anyone had ever really cared for him, or had he been used all his life? He knew he had cared for something deeply before, the feeling when he woke from his dreams hinted at that strongly, it made him wonder if he had a friend like that before.


Yet, what did he lose that he cared about so much? Was it a friend or some significant item? Akaski couldn't recall ever getting so fussy over any sort of item, one of his best books had even been burned once yet he wasn't effected to greatly by the loss. He wished he could know already, yet would he even be able to handle the answers if he got them? He guessed it would have to be something he would need to wait and see to understand.


"Well, I can create more than knives from the shadows. I can create anything as long as it is within my limits of energy. The mass and density of the item are what matter, for the higher the density and the higher the mass both create more energy to be lost. Other than that, I can at times use shadows to create little illusions, like what I've been doing with my horns and tail. It uses energy as well, but an illusion this minor doesn't consume much"


He then reached into his pocket, pulling out the same ruby-made key he had used to get into the human realm. "This is a key, I can't remember how I got it, but it allows me to move myself from place to place when I put enough strength into it. I used it to get here, but it seemed that traveling between realms takes a lot more energy than I expected. I'm luckily I came here, anymore distance and I could have drained completely."


He then moved on to his own question, thinking a moment before continuing. "Why won't humans like the presence of a demon?"

 

[spacepanda]

Now unexpectantly deluged with knowledge, Anja pupils contracted slightly in excitement. She honestly hadn’t expected him to offer so much information, as he usually seemed reluctant to provide any. “An illusion this minor,” he had said, meaning if he had enough energy he could possibly create something much larger. She wondered how much energy it required to keep his horns and tail invisible for so long. He had only gotten a little over an hour’s rest, and yet he seemed to be having no difficulty holding the illusion.


Maybe I’ll ask him to make me invisible and I can rob a bank, or maybe I can have him create illusions only Victor to see and he’ll get sent to an asylum. She chuckled at the fantasy; she wasn’t nearly as immature as all that, but it was fun to think about.


“Ah! That,” her expression turned to worry once again. “Demons aren’t really thought to exist. At least not by most people. If people find out you do, they’ll hunt you down and… probably perform a vivisection or something.” She wouldn’t put it past scientists to not want to wait till after Akaski was dead to rip him open.


She felt suddenly sick. He’s a demon, Anja, she chanted in her brain, knowing fully well she probably shouldn’t even care what happened to him. At least she could always blame it on the fact that she still owed him a favor if he noticed her concern.


“What’s the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen,” she asked, hoping to steer the topic a bit. She wondered what it would be like to be able to travel through worlds, he must have seen some wondrous things. And some things most grotesque as well…

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

Akaski's current illusion didn't require much energy as he had already taught himself how to use his illusions well, and over time he had grown accustomed to using them and it became much easier. Yet, he knew he was still running a bit low as he was normally fully charged, he could probably last a while into the night before his illusions began to waver.


He still wondered why humans would go to such a grotesque method to learn of him, demons wouldn't go that far with science for they had other options. Using certain abilities, demons could preform examinations and autopsies without even placing a scratch on the body, rather they could peer right inside and pick out what was wrong. This could be done by the more psychic kinds of demons, ones who could manipulate space and time yet these demons where a rare sort.


Yet as her next question came along, he was forced to think. The most vivid sights in his mind had been he horrific ones as it seemed they knew how to scar, but he had seen some sights over the year he could recall.


"Well, I once came upon an ocean... They're rare were I'm from, but it wasn't blue as water should be. It was the holding a fierce demon, and truly the land was hidden away, but the ocean was a mix of vibrant colors. It shined brightly beneath a green moon, and the forest surrounding it was just as bright. It was a big change from the normal bleakness of the demonic realm, and I did take a liking to it..." He grinned faintly, but he hid it quickly as a faint redness crossed him. He hadn't meant to speak like that.


"I-I mean... I-it was kind of nice..." He corrected quickly, though this was a lie. He quickly moved on to the next question. Yet he said this one a bit quieter, glancing away as the redness remained. "Do you consider me to be a friend... a small one?"

 

[spacepanda]

Slightly closing her eyes, Anja smiled lightly as a feeling of comfort washed over her. Akaski’s answer had been just the kind she was looking for. To hear of such a place… it sounded so beautiful. She had always dreamed of magical adventures, and the picture he had painted in her mind was filled with satisfying romanticism.


A friend? Anja was quickly wrenched out of her daydream.


“I don’t… know.” She answered as her mind raced. It was not a term she would use lightly. Everyone she had ever considered a friend for a short while, soon turned on her. In her darkest times she even wondered if Brian, the owner of the jacket, would have turned on her as well. Perhaps he just hadn’t had enough time to get to it. Her mind had sort of pictured him as a hero over the years, a knight in shining armor. The only one to have never really wronged her. And yet… he still might of.


A friend. She crossed her arms, reviewing the information Akaski had given her about demon friendship. “I suppose if we went by your standards, the answer would be yes…” Although he had mentioned something about worrying over her earlier, she was pretty sure he had meant it in relation to himself, the deal. The wheels turned a moment in her head.


“Wait a minute, why don’t you remember where you got the key?” Finding an object such power, at least in her boring life, would certainly be something she’d remember. But then again, perhaps he was simply used to such instruments. She was beginning to feel a bit jealous.

 

[xXRassBerriXx]

He tensed a bit as she asked him, unsure if he should part with that information. Yet again, he was forced to wonder why he should care if her opinion of him would change with the information, he didn't want to be pitied though why would he be pitied over something like that? Its true that his unknown past would grant him nightmares, it tormented him and chewed at him, but he wouldn't need to give the information.


Most demons already knew about his small memory as a smart demon could pick up on the signs and blabber it around a bit, then it would continue to be told around as demons where just as nosy, if not nosier than humans. They loved to get into one another's business as it provided them an upper hand when they would have to deal with the demon and sense Akaski was one of a slightly high ranking, some demons would take notice to him.


It wouldn't matter if he told it to her vaguely, besides if he would be sleeping at her house she would probably figure it out at some point seeing as he was occasionally active when he was asleep. He could murmur something, or give of other hints and for all he knew it could catch her attention.


"I..." He paused, hesitating still before he pulled in a calming breath and continued. "I can't remember any of my past before a year ago. I don't know why its gone, and I can't seem to find anyone who knew me before hand. I only knew basic information about my self, it dawned on me at some point. Akaski is a fake name, in case you would like to know. My birth name was lost."

 

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There it was. That feeling. Anja cringed a bit with guilt. She hadn’t meant to pry, and was actually attempting to ask him questions that wouldn’t seem too personal. But she had unintentionally brought up a subject that could only be described as…sensitive. So there it was, that feeling. That feeling that she as a complete ass.


“Oh! I see,” she nodded in a way that she hoped seem nonchalant. Oh, you lost nearly all your memories? No big deal, it happens to the best of us. All the time actually, her face seemed to say. Or at least, it was trying to say.


The sky had officially dimmed, and the festival lights around them suddenly turned on, illuminating their features with a soft glow.


“Anja, isn’t my real name either,” she provided. “It’s David. I had a sex change.” She was trying to make him laugh, but she instantly realized he could see it as an insult to his actual dilemma. “Just kidding…ha.” She added lamely.