Realistic or Modern Falling. Fading Away

[Forever6A7X]

Noah took a deep breath before yelling to Jolly to call 911 for him and send it to his place "Carmen stay on the phone with me please, I'm coming home okay? Just stay awake." He begged as he started to panic.

Max gave him a soft smile and walked around with him "Oh this is really nice, would be a great nursery." She said softly as they looked through the rooms. By the time they were done she could tell how tired Ricky was "Did you have another appointment scheduled? If not lets go home so you can get a nap."

 

[decadent-rider]

He shook his head and smiled. “We got one more. What did you think of this one?” He asked, thanking the realtor as they started heading out, “I think there’s better houses out there still in our price range.” He told her as they got in the car.

She grumbled but did her best, not understanding why he was so panicked. “I’m tired babe. I wanna go to sleep.” She was starting to slur her words by this point

 

[Forever6A7X]

Max gave a small shrug and nodded in agreement "Its nice, but I agree with you. I think there are better ones we can look at." She said giving a small smile before kissing his cheek "What do you want for dinner?"

Noah shook his head some "No you gotta wait until I get there babe." He said before sighing softly looking at Jolly worried as he heard the whole thing "Can you watch Eden please?"

 

[decadent-rider]

He nodded and shrugged. “Whatever you fancy. I’m not very hungry anyway.” He told her yawning a little and headed to the next house, “this was the one you liked a lot more in the photos wasn’t it?” He asked

She frowned a little and looked around. “Noah… I think I might be bleeding.” She told him frowning. “I don’t remember cutting myself.” She mumbled, starting to pass out by this point and stopped answering him on the phone.

 

[Forever6A7X]

Max nodded happily as they pulled up to the house "Yeah it looks great in the photos, and I think you'd like it too. One of the rooms looks great for you to make a studio office out if it." She said excitedly.

Noah frowned more and went wide eyed when she said blood. He rushed out and just left Jolly with Eden before he rushed to the house. He arrived as the EMTs were getting there as well and quickly let them inside finding her on the couch blood covering the blanket that layed across her legs.

 

[decadent-rider]

He smiled and nodded. “Well I’ll call the other realtor tomorrow and let her know we don’t want that house but let’s go see what this one is like.” He smiled, parking up and heading inside with her.

She wasn’t coming around for hours until finally she was waking up in a hospital room confused and a little freaked out, finally seeing Noah on his phone with Eden bouncing in his lap. “What’s… what are we doing here?” She mumbled, frowning at how upset he looked, “are you okay?”

 

[Forever6A7X]

Max nodded and went inside with him. By that evening she layed between his legs on the couch smiling some "So we're set with the second house?" She asked happily while she played with his fingers "Are you okay? You've been quiet since we got back."

Noah looked over at Carmen as she woke up feeling a wave of relief wash over him. He ended his phone conversation before moving to sit closer to her "Hey, how are you feeling?" He asked completely disregarding her question for the time being.

 

[decadent-rider]

She frowned a little and reached for Eden when she was trying to get in the bed anyway, “hey baby…. I feel weird. But better than I was…. What happened?” She asked him frowning. “I just remember taking a nap and I was gonna call you but it’s all fuzzy.” She frowned.

He nodded and smiled some. “I liked it, I wanna look at some more but we should go do another viewing.” He told her, avoiding her question “Scoot, I gotta go pee. You want spaghetti for dinner?” He asked. “I’ll make bolognese.”

 

[Forever6A7X]

Noah gave a small nod and sighed heavily "Yeah..." he said quietly before taking a deep breath "We uh....you were pregnant Carmen...we lost the baby." He explained quietly before wiping his eyes "I'm so sorry Carmen."

Max nodded some and gave a small sigh "Yeah I like the sound of that." She murmured before moving off of him. She gave a small smile as he came back placing her phone to the side "I ordered a pillow, hopefully it'll help me sleep better through the night. "

 

[decadent-rider]

She was letting Eden get settled while she listened but looked up at him and frowned. “What? No… no that’s not fair…. That’s not… why? What did I do wrong?” She whimpered a little, holding Eden a little tighter to her and kissing her head. She heard movement and felt Noah sit on the bed behind her.

He nodded and smiled, heading to the kitchen to start on dinner, “why don’t you have a nap babe? I’ll wake you up when food is ready.” He suggested, out of sight from her so free to hold bjs side and lean on the counter while he tried to open up his pain pills and take a couple.

 

[Forever6A7X]

Noah moved to sit behind her and held her close to him "I don't know love, but its going to be okay. They want you here for atleast the night to make sure everything is okay." He said softly as he held her "They already told me as well that we can stay."

Max woke up later as he gently nudged her and smiled softly "Hey...is dinner ready?" She asked in a groggy voice while she rubbed the sleep from her eyes "I don't think I've ever been this sleepy before in my life." She said with a small laugh.

 

[decadent-rider]

He smiled and nodded, helping her up "You're always this sleepy... You just don't act on it then you get grumpy." He pointed out, kissing her cheek. "How far along did they say you were?" He asked her yawning a little and going out to the kitchen with her to eat

She shook her head and frowned "Take her home Noah... Let her sleep in her own bed... I'll be ... You're not gonna be alright on your own are you?" She asked, seeing the look on his face and just held his arm to her tightly, smiling at Eden playing with the blanket on the bed "At least we have this little one... Keeps us on our toes." She mumbled

 

[Forever6A7X]

Max stuck her tongue out at him and gave a small laugh "I'm about 10 weeks along now." She said before pulling up her tracker app "Thats the size of them right now too." She murmured happily

Noah looked at her with fear in his eyes and took a deep breath "Yeah atleast we have her." He said quietly holding her close to him "I love you both more than anything in this world."

 

[decadent-rider]

She frowned a little and turned so she could see his face. “Talk to me…. Before this gets pushed so far back you can’t unpack it.” She murmured, managing to keep it together mostly for his sake for now.

He nodded and smiled a little “That’s cool.” He murmured, finishing up dinner shortly after and going straight up to bed, still much quieter than normal. On top of the fact that usually by now after a tour even as short as two weeks he’d be all over her and refusing to let her get out of bed.

 

[Forever6A7X]

Noah shook his head some "I just....does the world hate us? We've lost two now....why so cruel? Haven't we been through enough in our lives?" He asked quietly taking a deep breath "Its like I can never catch a break from God."

Max gave a small frown and sighed softly at how quiet he was being. She wasn't used to this and it worried her, she just hoped he wasn't upset about the baby and hiding that from her.

 

[decadent-rider]

She frowned and cupped his cheek gently, “We have. But we also have a daughter here. Happy and healthy… and we can keep trying okay?” She murmured, turning to look at Eden as she squealed. “Say dad, I’m here and me and mom love you so very much.” She smiked tiredly.

Vinny was banging on their door the following morning, bored out his mind and tired of ricky ignoring his texts.

 

[Forever6A7X]

Noah gave a small smile when he saw Eden and gave a nod "You're right, we were blessed with her." He said softly before takong the little girl into his arms and cuddling her close to him.

Max groaned when she heard the banging and got up to answer the door. She didn't even need to look through the peephole to know who was there "Vinny you better have a damn good reason to be banging on my door this early in the damn morning." She said in a very grumpy tone.

 

[decadent-rider]

He nodded and grinned at her "Morning to you too, now don't fall over.... But I'm picking up Ricky. Got a job to do with him." HE told her "I promise to bring him back by lunch time." He smiled, looking over when Ricky was coming out of their bedroom and giving Max a guilty look

:Sorry.... He is right and I'd forgotten last night. I remembered after you were asleep." He told her, not giving her the real reason simply because he didn't want her stressing.

Carmen nodded and gave his arm a squeeze, "Why don't you take her home? You two rest up and come pick me up in the morning." She suggested, "I'll be alright, promise." She murmured, just worried about him plus the idea of Eden having to spend the night here was less than thrilling to any of them

 

[Forever6A7X]

Max gave them both a small glare before nodding "Alright, I'm going back to bed." She muttered before going upstairs.

Vinny gave his friend a small frown before helping him to the car "Rick....I think you should tell her man. I don't like this sneaking around."

Noah gave a heavy sigh but nodded softly "Alright, just call me if you need me okay? I don't care the time." He murmured before kissing her gently

 

[decadent-rider]

She smiled and kissed him gently. “At least these days it’s the same time zone.” She murmured, squeezing his hand and gave Eden some final cuddles then let her go with Noah

He nodded slowly. “I will once I know that there is definitely something to be concerned about. Until then I’m not giving her more to stress over. You need to learn how to keep cool.” He muttered, fiddling with his phone and going over some emails on the way the to the hospital to get checked to see if his body was rejecting the new liver or not.

 

[Forever6A7X]

Noah gave a small nod and smiled softly "I love you beautiful. I'll be here first thing in the morning." He murmured before kissing her gently and getting up to get Eden's things ready.

Vinny gave a heavy sigh and shook his head a bit as he drove them to the hospital "Whatever you say.." he muttered

 

[decadent-rider]

She nodded slowly and just kept cuddling her until it was time for them to go, kissing her little face repeatedly and finally let Noah take her. “I love you too, kiss the cats for me.” She smiked some, waiting til they were gone before rolling over and starting to cry.

It was hours later that he was back in the car with Vinny on the way home, tired and cranky and feeling sore, just wanting to get into bed and not be bothered

 

[Forever6A7X]

Max looked over at the door when they came in and smiled happily "Hey there! Look what your sister sent me!" She said before showing Ricky the younger teen photos of himself giggling a bit "You were so cute!"

Noah was back first thing in the morning like he had promised. He gave a small sigh when he saw Carmen curled up in bed "Hey....how are you feeling?" He asked as he made his way over to her giving a small smile when Eden reached for her.

 

[decadent-rider]

She smiled up at him a little, seeing how he was dressed and shook her head. “Like I’ve been hit by a truck. They said I have to take it easy for a couple more days but I can do it at home. I want Eden with me though.” She told him sighing a little, “did she dress you today?” She teased a little.

“Yeah? After I fucking asked her to stop doing that??” He muttered, brushing past her to go lay down without another word.

Vinny sighed as he headed off and shook his head. “Personally I think he needs to do every other tour at the minute. Cause he’s not got the stamina to do the tour then come home and be able to function…. How’s mini Olson doing so far? Gonna come out and know that his uncle Vinny is the best.” He grinned.

 

[Forever6A7X]

Noah gave a small nod and chuckled softly "No, but I did get dressed in the dark so that probably has something to do with it." He said smiling when Eden cuddled her close "She missed you last night."

Max frowned deeply at his response and shook her head a bit "What happened when you guys were out?" She asked him quickly giving a heavy sigh as he just shrugged "Well I'm sure the little one will definitely know you by the time their out. You come over enough they'll probably know your voice." She said with a small laugh