Fantasy Everything Is Not As It Seems...

[KneelingAngel]

"Fuck this." Lake said and clicked off her seat belt. "I'm not going to sit in a fucking car with this fucking bitch, Tobais." She got out of the car and turned to Aurora. "How about you learn to fucking shut that c*ck sucking mouth of yours before you tell me what to do? You don't know me and you never will… Oh, and I would never join a sl*t like you with whatever you do with Oliver. You have some fucked up fantasies." And with that she started to walk down the road towards school. There was no way that the two of them would survive being in the same building together.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I shrugged my shoulders and sat back. Peace and quiet. I laid my head on his shoulder once more and closed my eyes. I was glad she walked away because I didn't wanna fight. It's my life. Stay out of it. I clenched my jaw briefly before relaxing.

 

[JKthegreat]

"For f*** sakes" I said shrugging her off and opening the door to get out "Why the f*** do I always have to fix this s***. I'm sorry but you two need to sort something the f*** out because we're in some serious s*** here and you guys need to realize that" I stepped out, and slammed the door without letting Aurora stop me. I ran after Lake and called "Don't be f****** stupid, Lake, its like twenty kilometers away." I managed to catch up to her and I grabbed her arm. "I'll ask Tobias to organise another car" I said holding her arm tight so she couldn't break my grip "Just don't go do something stupid like walk there alone."

 

[KneelingAngel]

Lake bit her tongue, trying to keep her tears from falling. "I can't do it, okay?!" She snapped and turned towards him. "Just let me walk! I need to calm down! I don't want to be within a miles radius from her! People like her made me the way I fucking am and I can't change if she keeps snapping at my heels!" She pulled her arm free and too a step back, rubbing her eyes with the heel of her hand. "I don't fucking need her to tell me the things that I already know! Just go back to her, will you?! You reek of that fucking tramp! Why won't you just leave me alone?!"

 

[JKthegreat]

"All I ever try to f***** do is help you" I said frustrated "But instead you throw it in my face. All I want to do is make it easier for you, to let you talk, or to just make sure you don't get f****** killed, which is something you don't seem to be too fazed about. Look if you're just going to leave, fine, I won't stop you. But after this, no more. If you walk away, I won't even try anymore. I won't care at all. So you have a choice, walk away leaving Cole who clearly cares about you, and me who is only trying to help behind, and lose my help forever, or walk back there, sit down and wait till the other car arrives."

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I sat there in silence with my mouth hanging open in shock. Should have left while I had the chance I thought as I held back tears. I pushed myself against the door and stared out the window. Alone. S***. Unwanted. The descriptive words invaded my mind. Maybe I should leave now. It wouldn't matter since we're gonna die anyway. Love... I shook my head at the thought and rested my chin on my knees. Whatever.

 

[KneelingAngel]

Lake bit her lip hard enough to draw blood, keeping her sob in as tears rolled down her face, head hanging low. "Can you please ask Tobias for an other car?" She whispered. "I don't want to deal with her right now." She sniffed and wiped her nose with the back of her hand. She hoped Oliver understood. Lake felt too weak to walk, too weak to ask for more help and even weaker to accept his help. Just asking the simple question was hard enough for her.

 

[JKthegreat]

I nodded and said "Go wait with Cole, it probably won't take long to get here." With that I walked back to our car, and as I got in said "Tobias you need to -" he interrupted me by saying "Its already on its way, should be here within the next 10 minutes. I'm going to stay here with them and wait for it, the driver will take you straight to the school." He then exited the car, leaving me, Aurora and the driver. "Look, I'm sorry I snapped like that" I said turning to Aurora "Its just...I know its hard for you, but you gotta try and just completely ignore her rather than snap at her. It will make it easier...for everyone."

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I was completely unaware of the tears falling down my face as I turned to him. "Save it! I get it okay! It's my fault! Always has been!" I yelled. I was hurt and I didn't care if it showed or not. "Nothing is gonna change!" I froze and stared at him. He snapped at me and went after her I thought and clenched my jaw. "Everything you told me was a lie," I said, barely above a whisper before turning back and staring out the window.

 

[KneelingAngel]

Lake was sitting on the side of the road when Tobias came walking up to her. Cole and Sapphira still stood on there other side waiting for the car, but apparently Tobias didn't get that she wanted to be alone. "You're not the brightest doctor, are you?" She asked as she sniffed and wiped her nose. Her tears had stopped spilling, but Lake felt as if she could still break at any moment.


She had heard what Aurora yelled at Oliver, she could be happy, but she just felt worse. She had probably distorted the only thing Aurora had left and the feeling was eating her, even if she wouldn't admit to it.

 

[JKthegreat]

"Are...are you f***** serious right now" I said looking at her in disgust "I go out there to try and f***** fix something that will help everyone, because all I want to do is help people and because of that when I told you I loved you I was lieing. Don't f****** say that to me because you've gotta be really f***** messed up to believe that. For f**** sakes I ran into a building filled with armed men just to make sure you were ok. When I had been shot twice, I made sure that your wounds got cleaned up first. I carried you lord knows how far back to the facility when your ankle was broken. I'm not trying to make myself look like a hero or anything, I'm just saying don't come with this bulls*** that I was lieing when I told you I loved you, because you know for a fact that I wasn't.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I stayed silent as I started to cry softly. I hope she's happy. She ruined the one good thing that's happened to me. I took my eyes off of everything outside and looked down, hiding my face in my arms. I didn't want anyone to see me like that.

 

[Hibes]

((long time no seeing this much swearing... worse than a rap song ))


Cole hearing the half of the problem, as it may have been heard a few streets away too, felt bad. He did not go there to stop Lake, nor did he want to. Sooner or later they will have to get along with each other. He was thinking about how could they accelerate this process. He was quietly stared at his shoes, and he needed a few minutes when eventually he noticed that the girls stopped the verbal massacre of each other.

 

[JKthegreat]

"Man can you just go" I said to the driver "We need to get there at some stage." He complied by putting the car into gear, starting the engine, and driving off towards the school. I sat with my head against the window and thought I can't believe she just accused me of that.


((BTW GUYS The school looks like this

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[AviouslyPTX]

Maybe if I jump out, it'll be enough to kill me I thought as I silently stared out the window, tears still streaming down my cheeks. Once I get to my dorm, I can always turn the bed sheets into a noose, and I'm pretty sure there are knives there. The suicidal thoughts ran through my mind as we sat there in silence. Who am I kidding. It's too late to take back what I said. He'll just snap at me again.

 

[JKthegreat]

We eventually reached the school and I was quite awe struck. The place was huge, with old stone buildings and huge fields and swimming pools. As we got out the car, a man in a black suit was there to greet us. "Hello" he said "Welcome to the St Peter's College. I am the headmaster, Mr Cameron. I was told there would be five of you..." he trailed off and I replied with "The other two are on their way in another car. Not enough space in this one." Great I thought The first words out of your mouth to your new headmaster are lies. "Well we will send someone to show them the way, this way please" he said as he started to walk down the black slate corridor. We eventually got to a set of stairs that he stopped at.


"This is the way to the Senior Dorms" he said "Female dorms on the first and second floors, Male dorms on the third and fourth. There are fifteen dorms on each level, so we only have a limited amount of space for senior boarders. Luckily for you guys, Tobias has many friends." He led us up the stairs and stopped at a door near the end of the extremely long corridor that we walked through. "This shall be your dorm, Miss Bell, room 14" He said handing her a key "Please settle in and get comfortable. Breakfast is at 7:00, Lunch is at Second Break, which is after your 4th period and Dinner is at 6:3-0. But there is a timetable and a map on the desk in the room. Now Mister Steele, if you will just follow me to your room." He walked off and I glanced at Aurora one last time, before walking after him.


After another two flights of steps, we eventually reached the third floor where he took me to one of the doors. "Room 33, Mr Steele, please come see me in my office if you need any more assistance, it is on the map." With that he handed me a key and was gone. I stepped into my room and was quite amazed. They were amazing rooms, with wooden floors, one single bed it seemed, but they looked a little bigger than normal single beds, a desk with a laptop already sitting on it, a closet and a window overlooking the fields. "I could get used to this" I said as I opened the closet, and once again found it filled with clothes. "How do they always get it here before we're even here..." I said before dropping down on the bed.


((Dorms))

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I went to my dorm without saying a word and looked around. It was nicer than I had anticipated, but I didn't care. I didn't bother exploring the room any further than what my eyes caught at first glance. I locked my door and laid down as I started crying harder than before.

 

[JKthegreat]

After awhile of just lying there thinking about what to do, I decided that avoiding the situation was probably the worst thing to do, and getting mad at Aurora a close second worst, so I went to her door, knocked lightly and said gently "Hey, can I come in."

 

[AviouslyPTX]

"What's the point? I'm just gonna f*** up again, and you're gonna get mad again and yell at me again," I said, wiping my eyes as I slowly stopped crying. "Then I'm just gonna have suicidal thoughts again," I added with a slight sob. I actually did want him to come in and comfort me, but I felt too weak to get up and unlock the door.

 

[JKthegreat]

"What?" I said loudly "You're having suicidal thoughts...because of me..." I staggered back, suddenly feeling very weak and limp. "If...if thats how difficult I make things for you." I said, not managing to keep my voice steady "Then, maybe you are better off without me." I started walking back towards my room, but slowly as I felt queasy and weak.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I start crying uncontrollably and slowly get up. I was doing nothing but pushiñg him away further, and I didn't want that. I made my way to the door and unlocked it with a shaky hand. I opened it slowly as I looked down the hallway. With tears still falling fast, I ran out of my dorm towards him, got in front of him, and threw my arms around him tightly. "Please don't leave me," I sobbed, having to hold myself up.

 

[JKthegreat]

I froze for a few seconds, then wrapped my arms around her waist tightly. "Whenever you still want me around" I whispered into her ear "I'll be here."

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I tightened my grip on him as I weeped, "I'll always want you around." I managed to wipe my eyes and stop crying. "I just don't wanna lose you. I'm not better off without you. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me," I whispered to him.

 

[JKthegreat]

I smiled and kissed her gently, After a while, I pulled back and took her hand, leading her towards her dorm room. "I think we need to sit down a bit" I said with a small chuckle. When we got inside, I closed and locked the door and sat on the edge of the bed, pulling her down so she was next to me.

 

[AviouslyPTX]

I laid my head on his shoulder and looked up at him, kissing him gently. "Every time I try to be nice to her or help her, it just blows up in my face," I said, referring to Lake. "I can't just ignore her. The only way that'll happen is if I don't have to deal with her in general. I've tried to ignore her completely, but I just can't ignore an attempted murderer," I added, my voice at a whisper.