Aviator
the ghost of pimping past
Ghost // Male // Age 18 // Training Instructor // Erudite to Dauntless
The events that had unfolded in the testing room not even an hour ago were about as realistic as the sun failing to rise tomorrow. And what if it didn’t? Who could say anything with certainty anymore? His mind felt like an overstuffed toy, bursting at the seams. The welt on the back of his head pulsed painfully with every step, and his ribs flamed if he breathed too sharply. Ghost vigorously twisted a wisp of hair around his finger, as if the more energy he devoted to the task would dampen the severity of his current situation. Possibly losing his mind was the crown jewel in his rapidly growing list of problems, only this was one he probably couldn’t think his way out of—
Distracted or not, four years of living on the streets had honed a certain survival instinct within Ghost. When rapid footsteps sounded behind him, around the corner, he turned, one hand already reaching inside his coat. A list of potential assailants who had reason to want him dead cycled through his thoughts, but the blond head and soft curves that turned the corner belonged to none of them. Ghost scowled and released his Beretta. “You,” he said, almost accusatory as Brandish Rose bounced up to him in a dark blur of revealing clothes and tattooed skin. It was not a particularly warm reception, but Randi approached as smoothly as if Ghost had welcomed her with open arms. What did she want now? Compensation for keeping his and Leah’s secret under wraps? “A grievous miscalculation on my part, I see,” he deadpanned, unsure if her comment was meant as a joke or the beginnings of a threat. The memory of their public confrontation earlier today had teeth, and they sank into Ghost. Don’t you have someone else to annoy? he seethed.
And so he was surprised to hear Randi apologize instead. Stronger than his surprise, however, was a mix of anger and embarrassment at the way she had called him out in front of the other initiates, and his embarrassment only fueled his anger, redoubling it. People did not humiliate the Holy Ghost and get away scot-free. “You were, and you do not,” he agreed in a cold and brisk voice. “I felt your intrusion deeply personally. However...” Ghost’s expression turned pensive, and he propped his chin on one hand and that elbow on the opposite palm. He stared at something past Randi for a moment and finally admitted, “I suppose they were words I needed to hear. I accept your apology.” The truth beat inside him like a second heart, and the scholar in him knew that he couldn’t fault Randi for speaking it, even if he didn’t like it. Without her criticism, he probably never would have found the courage to approach Leah, and would still be stewing in uncertainty about where they stood.
Considering their business finished, Ghost turned to go. He only got one step down the hallway when Randi blurted something out about whether he would be willing to spar with her. He glanced at her over his shoulder, one eyebrow cocked. “Do you always look to cement your apologies in the kinship of a spar?” he asked, not unkindly. “You are a very strange girl, Brandish Rose, and this is coming from a very strange man.” Not that he would say it, but Ghost did find strangeness preferable to normalcy—most of the time. He turned to regard her more fully. “It’s funny you should ask; I was actually just on my way to train. However, I was not counting on company, so I shall have to turn you down. Thanks anyway.”
Ghost had barely finished when, on the heels of his words, Randi declared that she wanted the opportunity to learn from a master. “Flattery will get you nowhere, strange girl,” he chided, but he was amused at the ridiculousness of her claim. It had to be fairly evident from Ghost’s slight build and pristine suits that his lifestyle was largely sedentary. “Well, there is something I’ve been wanting to try out…” he reconsidered. “So if you can help me with that, then I suppose we can come to an arrangement. What will we be sparring with? I’m probably no match for you in a hand-to-hand fight, and with knives I would slice you apart.” Randi suggested miscellaneous weapons, and Ghost tilted his head, waiting for her to elaborate. Anything except the weapons they had trained with during Phase One of initiation, she said—so no knives or guns.
He frowned. Those happened to be the only two weapons with which he had any real proficiency, simply because they were the most available and often the most effective. However, this called to mind the fact that Ghost knew no weaponry that the average Dauntless citizen didn’t, and this fact didn’t sit well with him. In no context did he like being an average Dauntless citizen. Fine, then. Ghost was a gifted learner, and so he would learn something that set him apart from the crowd. He had one idea in mind already. “You have a deal,” he told Randi with a decisive nod, grimly aware of how much more his aching head and chest would hurt after sparring. He would make the pain worth it. Randi looked at him, asking what was the thing Ghost had wanted to try out. “Oh, that,” he mused, feeling equal parts excited, self-conscious, and batshit crazy. He ran a nervous hand through his hair. There was no one else in the hallway, but that didn’t mean that no one else wasn’t listening. Ghost knew he was probably being paranoid, but he wouldn’t have survived so long otherwise. He ducked close to Randi and bent so that his mouth was next to her ear. He whispered something, pulled away. She smiled. He returned it, just a little.
* * *
Caspian Maddox was a dumbass. Most of the time he was a lovable dumbass, but it remained a certified, objective truth. Usually Ghost cursed him for it, but today he thanked his lucky stars on account of his roommate and former instructor’s dumbassery. To retrieve their miscellaneous weapons, Ghost and Randi had temporarily split up, Randi supposedly heading to a club at which she worked, and Ghost to the training arena where he and the other instructors had conducted Phase One of initiation. And then after this he would have to make a stop at the chemical storage unit where instructors obtained the serums for the latter phases of initiation… Ghost’s mind whirled, calculating the route that would take him from there and to the testing rooms in the shortest amount of time, so that Randi wouldn’t be kept waiting for too long.
The door to the training arena opened on silent hinges. Now that it was no longer being used on a regular basis, the crisp scent of cleaning supplies slammed into him like a physical force. The room was in a rare state of order; Ghost was a stickler for organization, but despite his best attempts, there were always jump ropes or weights littered on the floor at the end of the day, and the blue mats padding the walls and floors typically smelled like feet. To see it so sparklingly spotless for the first time in weeks was such a precious sight to behold that Ghost paused in the doorway for a moment, committing the image to memory.
There was a quiet grunt from a nearby corner, and he craned past the door to see Harper Day affixed to a pull-up bar, hard at work. Her back was to him, and Ghost’s movements had been as hauntingly silent as usual; he doubted she’d noticed him. He slipped inside the room like a wraith, materializing at her side and just a step behind. When he was positive that all of her attention was focused on her exercise, he spoke. “Did you know that dead hangs can make you taller?” Harper’s head whipped toward him, and Ghost managed to maintain a neutral expression, giving no indication that he was being anything other than serious. “Yes, it’s true,” he continued, pretending to understand her surprise as a reaction to his information. “Dead hangs reverse the compression of one’s spine, making one slightly taller—at least until the spine compresses again. But in tall people, it can make a half inch of difference. Not that being too short has probably ever been a problem for you,” he finished, regarding Harper with large, sincere eyes, hands calmly clasped behind his back.
“Harper,” he drawled, letting her name tarry on his tongue. As a colleague and someone whom he had known before transferring, Ghost had no qualms calling her by her first name. It didn’t feel weird the way that it would have with an initiate. “You are aware of the gravity of the current Divergent situation, are you not?” Most Dauntless, when referring to Divergents, either whispered the word or skipped over it entirely, allowing the scandalous lapse in conversation to communicate their meaning to their fellows all on its own, as if it were a swear word of the worst kind. Not Ghost, though. He wielded the word like he would any other because, after the manic episode he had witnessed from Blair Avalon an hour ago, he felt he had every right to. Unlike other Dauntless, Ghost actually knew what the word meant, and that clandestine knowledge allowed him to say it however he damn pleased.
“I’m not going to insult your intelligence with the propaganda, but I trust that you’re a loyal member of your faction. That being said, I wish for you to make a copy of all the notes you’ve taken so far of initiates’ fear simulations—times, content of the sims, any unusual details you noticed—and please have it ready to give to me during tomorrow’s training. Now that Caspian has been absent for an extended period, it’s my responsibility to write up a full report of initiation’s activities to deliver to leadership, and that includes any strange occurrences that might indicate the presence of Divergents among this year’s class. Your compliance will be greatly appreciated.” Ghost listened to her reply, then started toward the supply closet, which had been his reason for visiting the training arena to begin with. Harper had no way of knowing that the entirety of his implied intentions with the information were lies.
In addition to being a lovable dumbass, Caspian also had a penchant for laziness, especially when it came to going up stairs and making unnecessary trips back to his and Ghost’s apartment. That was why he hid a small cache of personal belongings in a discreet trunk in the furthest corner of the supply closet, supposedly so that after work ended, he had all his workout and sparring equipment onhand. Never mind that the trunk wasn’t locked, or wasn’t quite as unnoticeable as Caspian liked to think, rendering it vulnerable to pillaging by initiates. Come on, please still be there, Ghost hoped as he swatted away all the boxes and bags atop the trunk and dragged it a little ways out into the open. When he flipped the top up, he was greeted by a chaotic assortment of water bottles, weights, knives, ammo cartridges, racy magazines, a yoga mat… and finally.
Buried all the way at the bottom, just as Ghost would have expected of a sword that Caspian almost never used. With careful hands, he unearthed the miscellaneous debris obscuring the black leather scabbard and lifted it from the trunk. The white trim on the scabbard gleamed in the warm light of the closet. He scraped the saber free of its sheath, beholding three feet of steel with a wickedly curved blade and a sweeping handguard. Part of the reason for Caspian’s dumbassery had to do with that handguard: it was a left-handed sword, when Caspian was right-handed. Apparently, he had purchased the blade remotely and claimed he’d never been informed of that detail at the time. As a left-hander, Ghost was always acutely aware of the handedness of whatever weapon he bought, in person or not; it was hard to overlook the fact that the vast majority of pistols were made to be wielded in the right hand. And the fact that Caspian was incapable of using the saber with his dominant hand meant that Ghost had a mint-condition weapon for his sparring session with Randi.
As he reorganized the supply closet, flicked the light off, and left, Ghost passed Harper, who was, amazingly, still going strong with her pull-ups. He noticed that the sword she usually carried around was conspicuously absent. He had never seen her use it, but he knew enough of Harper’s character to trust that she was competent with the sword. Perhaps he would ask her for a lesson sometime… assuming he emerged from his spar with Randi still in one piece.
* * *
“That just about does it, I think,” Ghost announced an hour later, holding the serum he’d concocted step by step up to the light, so that he could view its contents. The sediment at the bottom of the beaker appeared to have dissolved completely, but he swirled it for good measure. Randi asked whether she had done a good job of reading off the instructions to him, and he set the beaker down, swiveling to where she sat along the length of countertop in Caspian’s—now Maverick’s—testing room, since Ghost’s was still conspicuously missing much of its furniture, including a working computer. One key opened all four testing rooms, and logging onto Caspian’s old computer had been easy enough, when his pin number at any given time was the birthday of his latest girlfriend. Testing rooms were supposed to be off limits anytime outside of training, but after having just suffered Blair’s telekinetic meltdown in an identical room during which no one had taken notice and come to intervene on his behalf, Ghost doubted that threat held much weight. The custodians weren’t supposed to make their rounds for another two hours, anyway.
Randi kicked her scantily-clad legs as she watched Ghost, and he couldn’t help but feel that she was doing it for his benefit. She could try all she liked; what with the recent drama with Leah, Ghost needed a good long break from girls and decided that he was temporarily reverting to his old ways of uninvolvement. “Well, that depends,” he answered, blinking at her from behind the safety goggles that he had filched from the chemical storage unit, along with all the other lab equipment. “We’ll find out soon enough if we don’t poison ourselves and the simulation goes as planned.” Wary that she would try to play a prank on him and deliberately read off false instructions, he’d reminded Randi several times that the consequences could be dire if they ingested the wrong proportion of substances. He removed the goggles and washed his hands for what was probably the tenth time since they had entered the testing room. “I’ve never done this before, but I’ve heard it’s supposed to be fun. Like virtual reality, kind of.” A small voice in the back of his head asked whenever was his idea of fun congruent with that of a Dauntless-born, but Ghost chose to ignore it for now.
He entered some numbers on a window that had popped up on the computer. “I’m going to reduce the perception of wounds—aka pain—to thirty percent of what it would be in reality. That way, you and I don’t kill ourselves, but at the same time, it’s not completely unrealistic, either. A fight where only a fatal blow impedes an opponent is very different from an actual fight.” Ghost used the phrase “kill ourselves” figuratively; in the simulation that he and Randi would be entering, neither of them could die, nor would any wounds they sustained translate to real life upon completion of the simulation. The simulation operated via a variant of the hallucinogens used in the fear serum, which created an artificial environment around the user while their real-world bodies remained unconscious. However, much like in the fear landscapes of Phase Three of initiation, Ghost and Randi would retain their awareness of the simulation while in it. Supposedly, they would appear in their current forms, together in a shared simulation, with all the weapons and other equipment they carried on their persons at the time that they took the serum. It was essentially an elaborate way for Ghost and Randi to use real weapons while sparring without the risk of hurting each other.
On another window, he selected random for the form that the simulated environment would take. That way, neither he nor Randi could complain of being disadvantaged by the other’s choice. Then he snatched up the beaker and the pale pistachio-green liquid it contained, only a few shades off white. Ghost poured and measured the contents into two glass vials. Unlike the fear serum, this one was taken orally, not injected. With the vials in hand, he crossed the room to Randi, who clambered down from the countertop and settled into a chair. Ghost took the seat directly across from her and handed her one of the two vials, the saber at his belt gently jostling against his leg as he moved. “Loser pays for coffee afterward?” he suggested, feeling daring and knowing that he’d be due for another caffeine boost in an hour. Not that the bet would push Ghost to try any harder—his competitive nature would do all that on its own. But robbing a Dauntless-born of coffee afterward would be the perfect way to celebrate his impending victory. Randi nodded enthusiastically. “Noted, then. See you on the other side,” Ghost said as a kind of cheers. He and Randi clinked vials and drank.
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