ReverseTex
Old Timer
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You’re still you, Parker… He allowed his mind to cling to her words until Amber released him. The lingering touch of her hand kept him grounded to Earth, not allowing his doubt to win out. Though now that his head was clearer, he could feel the physical pain try and creep back in. “I know you’re capable. But I’ve done enough damage. I just didn’t want to drag you down to my level.” He tried to explain. Though she was quick to rebut, insisting her father would happily sort him out if she really felt hurt. That alone instilled enough fear in him, having his fair share of run-ins with the old man.
With a sigh, he made his way to lean against the taillight again. It alleviated some of the stress from his back while minimizing its ache from sitting. “The question you should be asking is where to start with all my baggage.” He scoffed, though more amused than annoyed. For a moment, he paused, trying to figure the easiest way to explain it. But it quickly made sense it would be easier to show her.
So, he began to untuck his shirt. “Don’t worry, you aren’t getting me to strip down for you just yet.” He teased, trying to not let his mind dwell on the fact she’d be the first one other than his parents to see his scars. Somehow, this felt like an easier first step than explaining how he felt. If he showed her, then perhaps some of the pain wouldn’t have to be explained. It would just make sense as it was. Once he was done, he turned his back to face her and tugged the back of his shirt up. There, on the lower section of his back, started a long scar that trailed past to where his shirt was open. It was a bright shade of pink, still healing. “I had to get a spinal fusion in my lumbar region. Even with it, the doctors had to explain to my parents that the probability I'd walk again would still be around the fifty percent mark.” Slightly, he turned his side to expose his left rib, exposing the other major scar. There, a slash remained from the bull’s horn. “When I was thrown, I guess I clipped his horn in the air. I didn’t realize it at the time, but my dad eventually showed me the video in the hospital after a few weeks.”
Parker began to tuck his shirt back into his jeans, letting the physical reminders sit with Amber. “It’s easier for you to see it rather than my sorry attempt at explaining it.” He started. “I wasn’t conscious for most of the immediate fallout of it. All I have is what happened in that damn hospital room and how I felt like death was a better option than rotting one more minute in that bed.”