starboob
lover / leaver
It goes without saying that Juno’s face is brighter than a tomato when both Eliza and Lettie gang up on her and tease her about her softer side—the side of herself she honestly thought that she killed. The side of herself she thought she lost and would never recover. The side she had all but given up on. But she’s happier now, knowing it had only been hidden away. Thanks to a certain little faerie, that part of her has returned and she’s able to be herself around her. Her actual self. She’s not captain fucking Juno. She’s just Juno.
Or Juju, as Eliza so kindly reminds her once her girlfriend’s left, the ghost of her lips pressed against her cheek. (She’s acutely aware of the stain and she won’t be wiping it off. She wears it with pride.) She grins, looking away from the woman, a bashfulness that is fast becoming familiar overtaking her. “Ahh, well. Have you met her? Only a fool wouldn’t want to be with her.”
“She’s not your usual type.” Eliza doesn’t say this as a judgment, only as a mere observation. “I think she’s better. Better suited for you, especially. Little faerie’s got enough grit to keep up with you, eh?”
The pirate nods, smiling down at her hands then reaches to clutch her locket. “More than me. I think I’m the one who has to keep up with her, to be honest. She’s so damn smart.” She rubs the back of her neck. This action draws Eliza’s attention to the many bruises left there and, with her annoyingly smug smirk, she pokes at one, something she used to do just to annoy or tease Juno out of a mood. Juno lightly slaps her hand away, scrunching up her nose. “You haven’t changed. ‘Sides from this new company. What happened to the old gang?”
“Usual.” Died or ditched, that is to say. Eliza shrugs. Juno doesn’t press her. The older woman has long since mourned her old company, but even in Juno’s day the gang was ever changing. Back then, Eliza hadn’t been much of a leader and the women she gathered were drifters not looking for permanent company, only needing the protection of numbers. Nowadays that’s changed. “Current group has been with me for a few years now. Those twins, Nico and Mauve, have been with me the longest. Picked them up nine months after you left. They were practically dead when I found them. Couldn’t just leave them.”
Yeah, Eliza hasn’t changed one bit. Juno leans against her shoulder, listening as she talks about her kids and current company. The way they all met, the ones she almost lost. The ones she did lose and the ones she worries about. She fills the space where Juno is quiet, the bruise on her heart slowly fading the more she accepts that nothing has truly changed between them. Eliza is still her wolf mother, always there to protect her.
Juno doesn’t share much about her life on Desdemonia, still too full of shame to confront that blip in her history. Instead she tells Eliza about the things that she’s seen across the worlds—clear skies like the one on Fabel, aquatic life that can fly and a particularly chivalrous shark, a weird bug woman, game show robots, sentient motorcycles, ancient guardians and gods… But mostly, she tells her about all the things Lettie has taught her and even shows her the little cat-or-pillar she took in days or a lifetime ago. Dubiously, she tells Eliza that Wormy is supposed to grow wings and the older woman is just as skeptical of that claim.
It’s not like the old days exactly, but it’s familiar.
When the company catches wind that the faerie is hanging out in the kitchen, they start to filter in as casually as they can, pretending they’re only there to check on the kitchenware or maybe lift a snack from the pantry.
The twins are the first to join Olette, hopping up onto the counter to sit, swinging their legs as they watch her search the kitchen for ingredients they’ve never even heard of. Mauve tries some small talk with Olette, asking her about her hair and eyes and how she decides on colors and if she’s ever purposely tried any gross combinations just for fun.
But Nico’s not interested in this frilly talk and launches into the actual reason they’re here with his usual tact. “Do you know how Eliza met captain fucking Juno? Can Juno really explode skulls with her mind?”
Conveniently, a nonchalant Marta walks in, pretending (poorly) to look for something. She picks up the manual egg beater Olette had set out and cranks it experimentally, her eyes shifting just slightly to the faerie, waiting for her answer. Marta doesn’t say anything, however; doesn’t reveal what she thinks of Eliza not telling them about this whole captain fucking Juno situation. Though it has to be a good sign that she hasn’t tried to start any fights.
“Nico!” Mauve elbows her twin in the ribs, shooting Olette an apologetic look. Still, behind the wordless apology, there’s curiosity. She leans in, chewing on the inside of her bottom lip. “But will you tell us? Eliza’s never mentioned Juno before.”
“She cursed her name once,” Marta mumbles, pointing the eggbeater around like a weapon, closing one eye like she can get the object to shoot. Realizing she spoke aloud, addressed the conversation, she whips around, hiding her red cheeks.
Ainsley comes in not long after that, though she doesn’t pretend to search for anything. Instead, she offers to help Olette grab items from the higher shelves using her phantom limb to reach for anything that Juno placed well out of reach. (Or maybe that was Lettie, when she had her wings.) “You know…” Ainsley muses, not at all hiding that she’s been listening from outside. “Maybe we shouldn’t pry into their lives. Eliza will tell us if she wants to. She has her reasons for keeping mum.”
“Oh, c’mon, Ains,” Nico complains, “you can’t tell me you’re not curious. Like, she got captain fucking Juno to cry. Captain fucking Juno who raised her crew rather than hire out help. She kept this whole ship running with her necromancy and she’s got that—ow!” “Nico!” “Shrike’s mark.”
“Shrike’s mark?” This comes from Marta who is now looking over Juno’s collection of kitchen knives. These, she’s obviously more familiar with. She flips them around like one would a dagger, then tosses one into the air and catches the handle in a well practiced manner. “The fuck is that?”
“You’ve never heard of the Shrike?” Ainsley asks and Mauve reminds her, “She’s not from the west end, remember?” To Marta, she says, “It’s like the north’s banshee, but not really.”
Marta looks unimpressed with that nondescript answer. “Explain.”
“The Shrike is a spirit—” Mauve starts and Nico excitedly interrupts, “And she can grant necromancers great power—” Ainsley cuts in, probably to stop Nico from being too offensive, “But only if they offer a sacrifice. If she’s satisfied with the offer, she imparts necromantic knowledge—”
“Like how to explode skulls with minds. Think she’d teach me, Olette? Could you ask her?”
Or Juju, as Eliza so kindly reminds her once her girlfriend’s left, the ghost of her lips pressed against her cheek. (She’s acutely aware of the stain and she won’t be wiping it off. She wears it with pride.) She grins, looking away from the woman, a bashfulness that is fast becoming familiar overtaking her. “Ahh, well. Have you met her? Only a fool wouldn’t want to be with her.”
“She’s not your usual type.” Eliza doesn’t say this as a judgment, only as a mere observation. “I think she’s better. Better suited for you, especially. Little faerie’s got enough grit to keep up with you, eh?”
The pirate nods, smiling down at her hands then reaches to clutch her locket. “More than me. I think I’m the one who has to keep up with her, to be honest. She’s so damn smart.” She rubs the back of her neck. This action draws Eliza’s attention to the many bruises left there and, with her annoyingly smug smirk, she pokes at one, something she used to do just to annoy or tease Juno out of a mood. Juno lightly slaps her hand away, scrunching up her nose. “You haven’t changed. ‘Sides from this new company. What happened to the old gang?”
“Usual.” Died or ditched, that is to say. Eliza shrugs. Juno doesn’t press her. The older woman has long since mourned her old company, but even in Juno’s day the gang was ever changing. Back then, Eliza hadn’t been much of a leader and the women she gathered were drifters not looking for permanent company, only needing the protection of numbers. Nowadays that’s changed. “Current group has been with me for a few years now. Those twins, Nico and Mauve, have been with me the longest. Picked them up nine months after you left. They were practically dead when I found them. Couldn’t just leave them.”
Yeah, Eliza hasn’t changed one bit. Juno leans against her shoulder, listening as she talks about her kids and current company. The way they all met, the ones she almost lost. The ones she did lose and the ones she worries about. She fills the space where Juno is quiet, the bruise on her heart slowly fading the more she accepts that nothing has truly changed between them. Eliza is still her wolf mother, always there to protect her.
Juno doesn’t share much about her life on Desdemonia, still too full of shame to confront that blip in her history. Instead she tells Eliza about the things that she’s seen across the worlds—clear skies like the one on Fabel, aquatic life that can fly and a particularly chivalrous shark, a weird bug woman, game show robots, sentient motorcycles, ancient guardians and gods… But mostly, she tells her about all the things Lettie has taught her and even shows her the little cat-or-pillar she took in days or a lifetime ago. Dubiously, she tells Eliza that Wormy is supposed to grow wings and the older woman is just as skeptical of that claim.
It’s not like the old days exactly, but it’s familiar.
***
When the company catches wind that the faerie is hanging out in the kitchen, they start to filter in as casually as they can, pretending they’re only there to check on the kitchenware or maybe lift a snack from the pantry.
The twins are the first to join Olette, hopping up onto the counter to sit, swinging their legs as they watch her search the kitchen for ingredients they’ve never even heard of. Mauve tries some small talk with Olette, asking her about her hair and eyes and how she decides on colors and if she’s ever purposely tried any gross combinations just for fun.
But Nico’s not interested in this frilly talk and launches into the actual reason they’re here with his usual tact. “Do you know how Eliza met captain fucking Juno? Can Juno really explode skulls with her mind?”
Conveniently, a nonchalant Marta walks in, pretending (poorly) to look for something. She picks up the manual egg beater Olette had set out and cranks it experimentally, her eyes shifting just slightly to the faerie, waiting for her answer. Marta doesn’t say anything, however; doesn’t reveal what she thinks of Eliza not telling them about this whole captain fucking Juno situation. Though it has to be a good sign that she hasn’t tried to start any fights.
“Nico!” Mauve elbows her twin in the ribs, shooting Olette an apologetic look. Still, behind the wordless apology, there’s curiosity. She leans in, chewing on the inside of her bottom lip. “But will you tell us? Eliza’s never mentioned Juno before.”
“She cursed her name once,” Marta mumbles, pointing the eggbeater around like a weapon, closing one eye like she can get the object to shoot. Realizing she spoke aloud, addressed the conversation, she whips around, hiding her red cheeks.
Ainsley comes in not long after that, though she doesn’t pretend to search for anything. Instead, she offers to help Olette grab items from the higher shelves using her phantom limb to reach for anything that Juno placed well out of reach. (Or maybe that was Lettie, when she had her wings.) “You know…” Ainsley muses, not at all hiding that she’s been listening from outside. “Maybe we shouldn’t pry into their lives. Eliza will tell us if she wants to. She has her reasons for keeping mum.”
“Oh, c’mon, Ains,” Nico complains, “you can’t tell me you’re not curious. Like, she got captain fucking Juno to cry. Captain fucking Juno who raised her crew rather than hire out help. She kept this whole ship running with her necromancy and she’s got that—ow!” “Nico!” “Shrike’s mark.”
“Shrike’s mark?” This comes from Marta who is now looking over Juno’s collection of kitchen knives. These, she’s obviously more familiar with. She flips them around like one would a dagger, then tosses one into the air and catches the handle in a well practiced manner. “The fuck is that?”
“You’ve never heard of the Shrike?” Ainsley asks and Mauve reminds her, “She’s not from the west end, remember?” To Marta, she says, “It’s like the north’s banshee, but not really.”
Marta looks unimpressed with that nondescript answer. “Explain.”
“The Shrike is a spirit—” Mauve starts and Nico excitedly interrupts, “And she can grant necromancers great power—” Ainsley cuts in, probably to stop Nico from being too offensive, “But only if they offer a sacrifice. If she’s satisfied with the offer, she imparts necromantic knowledge—”
“Like how to explode skulls with minds. Think she’d teach me, Olette? Could you ask her?”