Keylyn May
Simply Invisible
Ayumi's eyes opened once more when his lips parted from her own, but the expression upon his face was not one she had expected to see. Her amber gaze looked momentarily puzzled as she took in his rather sad expression though it softened as his hands came up to frame her face. Ayumi held his gaze as his fingers stroked her skin and then trailed over her lips. It was then she began to understand. Even still, his mind would not yield any memories of her from before. He had spoken before of feeling like she was familiar to him yet being unable to recall much of her. She knew it must be hard, and frustrating, to know that you had a connection with someone before yet unable to remember why or how deeply that connection ran. She remained still as his fingers moved across her skin, letting him seemingly memorize her as her gaze remained on his own.
It was at his words that Ayumi's heart moved for him even more. While Byakuren's gaze had softened, sadness still rang in his voice. He wanted to reconnect with her, yet her own fear of losing him was held by him for her. He was afraid to lose her all over again, evident by his rampage prior. While the rampage had been for her physical being and her life, it still held true that her life and the memory of her was something Byakuren feared losing. Her own gaze softened into soft sympathy as she felt his fingers move to the edge of her clothing, seeing a somber look take over his gaze as he seemed to be trying so hard to remember her. How frustrated he must be within his own mind.
Moving gently, Ayumi shifted to face him fully, her body coming up to straddle his lap in order to do so. A light blush took hold of her cheeks at her actions, yet a soft determination lit her gaze as looked at Byakuren. Ayumi moved her hands to gently cup the back of his neck. "You told me before that you weren't going to leave me again, remember?" she asked softly, her words being followed by a soft smile. "Well, it's my turn to tell you that I am not going anywhere either." Her thumbs began to move along the back of Byakuren's neck in slow motions. "I know right now you can't recall me..." Her amber gaze saddened slightly as the words left her lips, though she knew that it wasn't his fault. While he was frustrated with the state of his mind, Ayumi also had to learn to move along with this block that he seemed to possess. "And I know that my promise of not going anywhere may be weaker since I am a human after all..." Again, Ayumi was reminded of how weak she truly was in this realm, yet her determination came forth once more.
"But despite these things, I will do whatever I can to make sure that I remain here with you. Including up here," she said as one hand came to gently tap at his temple. "While our past together is fuzzy right now, we'll make new memories that you can hold to until I return to your mind again." Glancing down, she took hold of his hand that had been at the edge of her clothing before and gently guided it up to rest just above her heart, brushing her collar bone. Heat took hold of her skin once more, though she tried to ignore it. "As long as my heart still beats, I will make sure that I am not disappearing from you again."
It was at his words that Ayumi's heart moved for him even more. While Byakuren's gaze had softened, sadness still rang in his voice. He wanted to reconnect with her, yet her own fear of losing him was held by him for her. He was afraid to lose her all over again, evident by his rampage prior. While the rampage had been for her physical being and her life, it still held true that her life and the memory of her was something Byakuren feared losing. Her own gaze softened into soft sympathy as she felt his fingers move to the edge of her clothing, seeing a somber look take over his gaze as he seemed to be trying so hard to remember her. How frustrated he must be within his own mind.
Moving gently, Ayumi shifted to face him fully, her body coming up to straddle his lap in order to do so. A light blush took hold of her cheeks at her actions, yet a soft determination lit her gaze as looked at Byakuren. Ayumi moved her hands to gently cup the back of his neck. "You told me before that you weren't going to leave me again, remember?" she asked softly, her words being followed by a soft smile. "Well, it's my turn to tell you that I am not going anywhere either." Her thumbs began to move along the back of Byakuren's neck in slow motions. "I know right now you can't recall me..." Her amber gaze saddened slightly as the words left her lips, though she knew that it wasn't his fault. While he was frustrated with the state of his mind, Ayumi also had to learn to move along with this block that he seemed to possess. "And I know that my promise of not going anywhere may be weaker since I am a human after all..." Again, Ayumi was reminded of how weak she truly was in this realm, yet her determination came forth once more.
"But despite these things, I will do whatever I can to make sure that I remain here with you. Including up here," she said as one hand came to gently tap at his temple. "While our past together is fuzzy right now, we'll make new memories that you can hold to until I return to your mind again." Glancing down, she took hold of his hand that had been at the edge of her clothing before and gently guided it up to rest just above her heart, brushing her collar bone. Heat took hold of her skin once more, though she tried to ignore it. "As long as my heart still beats, I will make sure that I am not disappearing from you again."