LONELYRAIN
somehow adulting
(It's all good c: )
Byakuren's gaze shifted up to look to Ayumi as she had asked what he could suggest, to assure him that she was alright. The soft press of her skin upon his neck was a comforting feeling, soothing the anxiety that was still within his chest regarding her. "I don't know," He admitted that with a tiny tint of guilt in his bright crimson eyes, allowing her comforting touch to continue, leaning slightly into her gentle fingers. "Honestly, I..." He trailed off, the memory of her appearing so broken and unresponsive in his arms during the night caused distress to flare in his chest, causing the oni to frown as he closed his eyes, allowing the memory as unpleasant as it was to linger. "If you're feeling overwhelmed, please... let me know beforehand if you can. I don't want to see you like that again." He felt so powerless to help her, his only choice in handing her over to Jun as much as he disliked the other male, with the feeling being mutual between the two; that was his only option. To be forced to entrust her to another, unable to assist her himself, just what kind of oni was he if he were incompetent to protect his own mate's wellbeing?
His eyes opened slightly, shifting closer to her as he moved his position closer to Ayumi, leaning forward as he hesitantly placed a gentle kiss upon her lips, once... twice. The reassurance of her warmth was enough to flow through him, allowing his anxiety to be soothed if only for a little bit as he leaned his head away slightly, "If you can promise me that, that would be fine. That's all I require of you." Though, he was saying this not only to comfort Ayumi, but himself as well. To convince himself that this would be enough, just a simple promise would be easy for her to take, he couldn't possibly ask of her anything else. His hand had moved away from her own, though he lingered at her side, unwilling to leave her just yet as he allowed her familiar scent to flow over him, his eyes trailing over to try and reassure himself further that she was indeed healthy.
"Do you want to... walk around for a little bit? Though if you're not up to it, we can stay here instead." Byakuren didn't want to push her too much, but getting fresh air would probably do her some good, to try and get her mind off things a little bit. Granted, the oni was trying to position himself so that she'd not look upon the blood stained side of himself, after all that would probably make her feel worse, and if he wanted to protect her to keep her calm and healthy, this was the least he could do.
Byakuren's gaze shifted up to look to Ayumi as she had asked what he could suggest, to assure him that she was alright. The soft press of her skin upon his neck was a comforting feeling, soothing the anxiety that was still within his chest regarding her. "I don't know," He admitted that with a tiny tint of guilt in his bright crimson eyes, allowing her comforting touch to continue, leaning slightly into her gentle fingers. "Honestly, I..." He trailed off, the memory of her appearing so broken and unresponsive in his arms during the night caused distress to flare in his chest, causing the oni to frown as he closed his eyes, allowing the memory as unpleasant as it was to linger. "If you're feeling overwhelmed, please... let me know beforehand if you can. I don't want to see you like that again." He felt so powerless to help her, his only choice in handing her over to Jun as much as he disliked the other male, with the feeling being mutual between the two; that was his only option. To be forced to entrust her to another, unable to assist her himself, just what kind of oni was he if he were incompetent to protect his own mate's wellbeing?
His eyes opened slightly, shifting closer to her as he moved his position closer to Ayumi, leaning forward as he hesitantly placed a gentle kiss upon her lips, once... twice. The reassurance of her warmth was enough to flow through him, allowing his anxiety to be soothed if only for a little bit as he leaned his head away slightly, "If you can promise me that, that would be fine. That's all I require of you." Though, he was saying this not only to comfort Ayumi, but himself as well. To convince himself that this would be enough, just a simple promise would be easy for her to take, he couldn't possibly ask of her anything else. His hand had moved away from her own, though he lingered at her side, unwilling to leave her just yet as he allowed her familiar scent to flow over him, his eyes trailing over to try and reassure himself further that she was indeed healthy.
"Do you want to... walk around for a little bit? Though if you're not up to it, we can stay here instead." Byakuren didn't want to push her too much, but getting fresh air would probably do her some good, to try and get her mind off things a little bit. Granted, the oni was trying to position himself so that she'd not look upon the blood stained side of himself, after all that would probably make her feel worse, and if he wanted to protect her to keep her calm and healthy, this was the least he could do.