014 - Dusty Discards
wonderandawe
Most likeky not a Sidereal
You dig through the laundry basket and pull out your well loved Led Zeppelin t-shirt. When you found it at the flea market, your mother mocked you for buying it “That band hasn’t been on stage since before you were born, Sigrid.” You hug the soft, well-washed material to yourself and then toss it on the bed.
You remove a pair of indigo blue skinny jeans from the basket. Artful holes rip along the knees and shins. You lied to your mother about these holes. “I ripped them by accident.” She knew you lied and helpfully offered to patch them for you. As a compromise, she patched the inside of the holes and you picked out the fabric. Instead of bare skin, the rips reveal florescent pink polka dots.
Glancing out of the blinds again, you see a few windows illuminated in the houses around the lake. Kirksville is waking up. The sun rises from the other direction, but the sky behind the Crying Rock is now a lighter shade of violet.
You search and can not find either your backpack nor your black pleather shoes. They must be down stairs, still in moving boxes. You sit on one of the beds in the room, chin resting on your fist. After last night, you did not want to go downstairs and face your mother. Nor did you want to spend the time before school digging through moving boxes.
As you sit and figure out what to do, you study the room. Besides the wolves in the forest print, there is little on the walls. A few pin holes and scotch tape markings reveal that the walls were once covered in posters. You notice a dirty white shoe lace trailing out of the closet. You fold the wooden closet doors. Inside are a stack of boxes, a mound of discarded shoes, and a pile of old yearbooks and photo albums.
The white shoelaces belong to a well worn pair of white and blue athletic shoes. You nose itches as you dig through the moldy mound of footwear. “Score!” You pull out a dusty pair of Doc Martens. Real Doc Martens, not the fake ones you own. You use the edge of your shorts to wipe them off. You slip one on your right foot. A bit big but nothing a pair of thick socks wouldn’t fix.
Pulling off the shoe, you search for a size. The size is a much larger number than your size ten. Must be an European size. Black on black, you find the name “Ella” written inside the shoes. Ella is your aunt who went though the change and became Garou. You set the shoes down in front of the open closet and stare at them. Should you ask first? You pick a dust bunny off the laces. If your Aunt Ella wanted the shoes, she shouldn’t have left them here. You set them beside your bed.
What other treasures can you find in the closet? A flannel shirt so dusty, it makes you sneeze. A matted grey witch wig from some forgotten halloween costume. You pluck the top yearbook from the pile and open it. The Kirksville Class of 1993 tome is slimmer than the yearbooks from your Austin High School. Farewell signatures and notes all addressed to your Aunt Anne fill the inside covers. 1993 must have been her senior year. One long note draws reads:
You search for a yearbook from your parent’s years, but you find nothing. This must have been Anne and Ella’s childhood room. It must have been rough for the twins to separate like that. One twin Garou, the other twin going off to college.
The mention of University brings up another question: Can Garou go to college? Your mother made it sound like once your father when though his first change, he couldn’t leave Kirksville. Your heart pounds as you replace the yearbook on the pile. Where you trapped here if you became Garou? Something to ask your Father. Or maybe Alex.
Before you unfold the closet door, a discarded photograph catches your eye. You pick it up a photo of your mother and her four sisters as children sitting on a wooden fence. Anne and Ella sit side by side. Anne is tall, skinny with long blonde hair. Ella is tall, big boned and with short hair. No, Ella’s hair was braided and wound around her head. Your Aunt Jessica, who now lives in Germany, smiles, showing off multicolored braces. She stands on the ground and leans against the fence.
Your mother stands on the bottom rail. She is no more than nine years old, wearing an oversized tie dyed tshirt. Your mother leans away from the camera and sticks her tongue out. Melissa, the youngest, hangs upside down from the top rail, her long pigtails brushing the ground.
Something drops in the kitchen. Your mother isn’t usually this clumsy. You crack open the door just in time to hear your mother curse. Movement attracts your attention. Democritus, the wolf from last night, lifts his head when you open the door. He stares at you with those all seeing golden eyes. Was the old wolf there all night just outside your door?
What do you do?
(I seriously considered combining this decision point with the last one. Now I wish I did because it ended up splitting one normal sized post into two short ones.)
((We can discuss Tattoos and Piercings later. Once Sigrid’s eighteen! Or she gets a fake ID. ))
You remove a pair of indigo blue skinny jeans from the basket. Artful holes rip along the knees and shins. You lied to your mother about these holes. “I ripped them by accident.” She knew you lied and helpfully offered to patch them for you. As a compromise, she patched the inside of the holes and you picked out the fabric. Instead of bare skin, the rips reveal florescent pink polka dots.
Glancing out of the blinds again, you see a few windows illuminated in the houses around the lake. Kirksville is waking up. The sun rises from the other direction, but the sky behind the Crying Rock is now a lighter shade of violet.
You search and can not find either your backpack nor your black pleather shoes. They must be down stairs, still in moving boxes. You sit on one of the beds in the room, chin resting on your fist. After last night, you did not want to go downstairs and face your mother. Nor did you want to spend the time before school digging through moving boxes.
As you sit and figure out what to do, you study the room. Besides the wolves in the forest print, there is little on the walls. A few pin holes and scotch tape markings reveal that the walls were once covered in posters. You notice a dirty white shoe lace trailing out of the closet. You fold the wooden closet doors. Inside are a stack of boxes, a mound of discarded shoes, and a pile of old yearbooks and photo albums.
The white shoelaces belong to a well worn pair of white and blue athletic shoes. You nose itches as you dig through the moldy mound of footwear. “Score!” You pull out a dusty pair of Doc Martens. Real Doc Martens, not the fake ones you own. You use the edge of your shorts to wipe them off. You slip one on your right foot. A bit big but nothing a pair of thick socks wouldn’t fix.
Pulling off the shoe, you search for a size. The size is a much larger number than your size ten. Must be an European size. Black on black, you find the name “Ella” written inside the shoes. Ella is your aunt who went though the change and became Garou. You set the shoes down in front of the open closet and stare at them. Should you ask first? You pick a dust bunny off the laces. If your Aunt Ella wanted the shoes, she shouldn’t have left them here. You set them beside your bed.
What other treasures can you find in the closet? A flannel shirt so dusty, it makes you sneeze. A matted grey witch wig from some forgotten halloween costume. You pluck the top yearbook from the pile and open it. The Kirksville Class of 1993 tome is slimmer than the yearbooks from your Austin High School. Farewell signatures and notes all addressed to your Aunt Anne fill the inside covers. 1993 must have been her senior year. One long note draws reads:
Anne,
Congratulations on your admission to UT-Houston! I know you are disappointed you can not follow in Ella’s footsteps, but know you have a bright future ahead of you. I suggest you take this opportunity to explore who you are as an individual, instead of a twin. I have faith you will be a success no matter what you chose to do with your life.
Remember to keep your Acids and Bases separate.
Mr. Collins
Congratulations on your admission to UT-Houston! I know you are disappointed you can not follow in Ella’s footsteps, but know you have a bright future ahead of you. I suggest you take this opportunity to explore who you are as an individual, instead of a twin. I have faith you will be a success no matter what you chose to do with your life.
Remember to keep your Acids and Bases separate.
Mr. Collins
You search for a yearbook from your parent’s years, but you find nothing. This must have been Anne and Ella’s childhood room. It must have been rough for the twins to separate like that. One twin Garou, the other twin going off to college.
The mention of University brings up another question: Can Garou go to college? Your mother made it sound like once your father when though his first change, he couldn’t leave Kirksville. Your heart pounds as you replace the yearbook on the pile. Where you trapped here if you became Garou? Something to ask your Father. Or maybe Alex.
Before you unfold the closet door, a discarded photograph catches your eye. You pick it up a photo of your mother and her four sisters as children sitting on a wooden fence. Anne and Ella sit side by side. Anne is tall, skinny with long blonde hair. Ella is tall, big boned and with short hair. No, Ella’s hair was braided and wound around her head. Your Aunt Jessica, who now lives in Germany, smiles, showing off multicolored braces. She stands on the ground and leans against the fence.
Your mother stands on the bottom rail. She is no more than nine years old, wearing an oversized tie dyed tshirt. Your mother leans away from the camera and sticks her tongue out. Melissa, the youngest, hangs upside down from the top rail, her long pigtails brushing the ground.
Something drops in the kitchen. Your mother isn’t usually this clumsy. You crack open the door just in time to hear your mother curse. Movement attracts your attention. Democritus, the wolf from last night, lifts his head when you open the door. He stares at you with those all seeing golden eyes. Was the old wolf there all night just outside your door?
What do you do?
- Go downstairs and talk to your mother. The longer you wait to clear the air the more you’ll delay.
- Go for a run to clear your head. Bring this Democritus with you and see what his deal is.
- Sneak out of the house and head to Aunt Anne’s House. Five Teenage girls used to live in this place. There has to be a way out without your mother realizing you left.
- Other
(I seriously considered combining this decision point with the last one. Now I wish I did because it ended up splitting one normal sized post into two short ones.)
((We can discuss Tattoos and Piercings later. Once Sigrid’s eighteen! Or she gets a fake ID. ))