Misty Gray
Pessimisty
George Sanderson
George listened as Darius explained about his case being reopened, only for a guard to stick his nose in and ruin the lad's chance to get out. It was upsetting to hear he seemed to have given up; willing to just spend is time rotting away with free food as a silver lining. He could see the defeat in his eyes, but he doubted Darius wanted sympathy or any sort of consoling. It was why George would approach it differently. "Perhaps I'm doing too good a job in the kitchen if the food is making you want to stay here..." he drily remarked.
George stood up striaght and looked directly at Darius. "You stayed out of trouble?" he asked, looking over his shoulder in the direction Darius' friends had left in. His expression and tone began to take on a more assertive tone to the usually relaxed older man. "Hanging around with guys like them and threatening other prisoners is not staying out of trouble..." George rubbed the back of his neck as he decided whether or not to continue, but soon chose to do so. "I'm sorry you got knocked back, I truly am. But you're really going to give in so easily? You're right, I've been stuck in here for nearly ten fucking years. I settled down and I learned to bite my tongue more around the guards, to stop giving them lip. I even took on jobs in the kitchen and the woodshop, despite having no real interest in either. I did everything to show them what they wanted to see - that I'd changed and that I had skills I could used in some underpaid job on the outside. Last year, my parole got rejected again because the board heard I'd been selling contraband to prisoners in here. The things I have to do to avoid being beaten up by guys like your friends are the things that are keeping me stuck here, but I have to keep doing it and I've applied for parole again this year. I desperately want to get out of here. I want to choose when I wake up and I want to go wherever I please without being questioned." George bit his bottom lip and took a deep breath. "When you've been here for ten years, then you have a right to give up. You're still young and you still have time to turn shit around before you waste your best years in here. I hate that you're locked up but don't think you'll get sympathy from me over one knock-back. You get back up and try again. You don't give in and choose to rot in this dump! Kicking the living shit out of people only proves that dickhead judge right."
Enzyme (Darius)