Prrrgadilly

A mask floats around your head saying "thank you mortal, my power has grown!"

My internet is down til next Wed. I'm stuck on mobile. I will be refollowing everyone eventually. We finally back in business. YAS!

12+ hours of sleep and 3 Tylenol with codeine later,my back pain is now manageable but it still hurts. I have a long list of notifs to go through, but I'll be replying today.

No more replies, tonight


Severe back pain


trouble clearly thinking


pain meds make me sleepy

Sorry to anybody waiting on my reply. I spent the day with my Girls. I'll be replying now.

Just changed my cover photo, and I'm in love. I wish I could make it my prof pic

 A few of y'all are a bit confused by my recent change to my signature. Allow me to explain.


I got called a girl by my apartment complex's maintenance man. I'd just woken up, my hair was a mess, and I looked like my (hypothetical) girlfriend had just dumped me. This dude came in and said "Sorry for the disturbance, Miss." Not only did he think I was a female, the old fart thought I was a fucking YOUNG WOMAN. I'm a 250lb, 6ft tall guy with heavy side burns and a fucking Adam's apple. Nothing about me screamed madame, and I had even answered the door while scratching my head with one hand, and adjusting my junk (I must be a girl, cuz any reference to my own genitalia sounds gross and crass, and unnecessary) with the other.


I'm not mad at anybody on the site. I wouldn't expect anybody here to assume that I was a guy because that is not how I portray myself. At least, not if you profile people using social norms, which even I do.


It's a compliment when people assume that my glamour is simply too amazing to be male, but it's an insult when people assume it just because my hair is long enough to brush my shoulders, and I'm overweight. I may look a lot like my mother, in the face, but it's clearly a male's face. Most people don't even care to look before they speak. At least online, I know that it's because I carry myself with feminine flair, my writing style is can be real bitchy-best friend in delivery, and you can't see my face.


This all boils down to the fact that I don't give a damn what internet people think about my gender; call me a girl if that feels more natural to you, but if I meet you in the street and you pull that shit from just my appearance, I may just mud-stomp your ass, when I would've just let it go before.


#YouveBeenWarned #BitchBackInBusiness #QueenBitchReturns

If I had a dime for every time i'd been mistaken for a woman, a fully grown woman, over the course of my life, I'd have a couple hundred dollars in the bank from my child days alone.

Apologies to anyone waiting for a reply. The site was down when I tried to check in and I kinda checked out.

I'll post tomorrow. I have no motivation today.

Just finished my first run through of Divinity 2. It was a fun game with a nice story, easy to grasp combat, lots of infuriating puzzles and hidden treasures. The quests drove me absolutely bonkers a few times, but I survived.

Since I posted about Belisair earlier, I figured I'd post his CS too, for reference and context.


View attachment 245286Name: Belisair Caera-she/monthly_2017_02/58926509ba2ec_boybeautifulblondeelfgreenmagic-900767496b003059553e62f76b153b05_h.jpg.4b3bd6798204092d1623e9b7ecfabeec.jpg
Age: 16
Race: Half- Sylph
Gender: Male



Background: Of all the ancient elemental Fae, Sylphs are the only ones considered to be things of legend and myth. By all rights, they shouldn’t exist; they were eradicated (by accident) by the Gods with the aftermath of the First Frost. Being of the Air, Sylphs interacted with all living things yet knew none. Many of the wisest practitioners of magic argue that unlike other elemental Fae, sylphs were merely a natural force given a name and face for mortals to be able to comprehend. If that is true, then how is Belisair here?
He cares not at all for his lost parents or for his origin. All he wants is to hone his abilities enough to allow for true flight. He hopes to immerse himself in so much magic and ancient power, that he can weaken the restrictions his mortal body places upon his Fae body.



Gifts of Sky Aether:
· Breath of Sky, Voice of Cloud: Belisair has the ability to speak with animals capable of flight.
· Come Zephyr: Belisair’s presence encourages the surrounding winds to become more active, which can be either good or bad depending on the situation.
· Lightly Tread: With his sylph’s wings, Belisair can catch the winds to lighten his steps for high jumps and walking across the surface of viscous materials, like bog.
· Wind stride: Belisair can call the wind for a limited time to create tailwinds, accelerating and invigorating his allies in his path.
· Wind rider: While not capable of true flight due to his heavier mortal frame, Belisair is capable of finely tuned gliding, with almost no cost of his energy.
· Arcane Scribe: As a descendant of the Fae, Belisair has a knack for deciphering ancient magic, Alchemy, and Enchantments, but utilizing high “knack” to shortcut the process requires intense focus and much energy.



Other:



·         Belisair's wings usually lie upon his back like the two ends of an elaborate split-cape. They are easily mistaken as a part of his robes and cloak, until they catch the light and shimmer like gossamer woven from strands of muted rainbows.


·         Belisair stands at 5ft8 with a 5ft wing span, though he rarely ever spreads his wings fully.

Just went through my RP folder with 30 various RP Characters from previous RPs, and I must say that I am please with how much I've grown since the day I made Belisair Caera-she, my first.

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Name: Nox, Nyx, The Darkness, the Void, Other Mother


Age: How old is the darkness that was before the birth of existence?


Gender: Personified as female.


Race: Primordial, cosmic entity


Powers:


Darkness Absolute - The gods may dabble in shadows, but this is her body, and she knows it well. All darkness is hers to command and move through, at will.


Presence of Void - If she opens her eyes, the Absolute Darkness can be felt and is known to drive mortals and weaker willed gods insane with a single glance.


Deal with the Devil - Though the details are known to a small few, the First Creators were somehow able to convince Nox to promise not to return any creation to Void before it's time. This limits her power drastically.


Personality: Though not the true mother of anything, Nox treats all things as her children. She knows that eventually everything will come to an end and she will return to the way she was before, and that there's nothing she can do to change that, but she hopes that everything lasts for a very long time. She can be caring, gentle and loving towards her children, just like any mother. She can also be condescending, overbearing, and downright bitchy, to immortals specifically.


Relationship status: Too good for anyone.


*Crush: On who? A God?


Bio: At the advent of creation, Nox became personified. Now a conscious entity, she made a deal with the First Creators. Her very being is the unfathomable combination of the absence of light, the shadow made from light, and the Dark before Light. Nox is rarely encountered without her carefully crafted human shell. Inside her shell is the most powerful darkness outside the realm of imagining. At her core is a black hole so large that all of Time and Space would be pulled in if it were ever unleashed. Luckily, she keeps her core under tight lock and key at the very center of universe, the farthest point from anything.


Because of her deal, her ability to directly influence Earth is tied to their belief in her. This only affects Earth.


Unlike most gods, however, she is still worshipped. In every caution that humans take against the dark, in every fear that originates from the unknown, in every nightmare and monster they create from the night, they worship Nox.


"I am the Darkness before Light. I am the Night"


Other: She learned to weave the illusion of eyes from some god so that she could interact with her children, as a mortal.


Theme: 

This bitch is gonna be hard to reach for the next 96 hours. I'm going to a GOT7 concert because my best friend doesn't want to go alone and she bought me a ticket.


@Safety Hammer


@Tonstad39


@Nyctophiliac


@Kairikudo


@FireMaiden


@Desert Rose


and any other GM's I may have forgotten.

I see you lurking about my profile a few times. Did you want to role-play with me? Did you want to meet me in the American Wasteland? I need answers.

That feeling when you're a part of 10 different Hosted Projects, and only one of them is active.


It fucking sucks.

Blast from the past poem I wrote when I was in 6th or 7th grade. I was so much more creative when I didn't care about perfection.


Questions and Answers


                                                By: Antione Nico Taylor



You look at me,


          And what do you see?



                   Nothing, you see the



                             Other person behind me.



                                      Do you see me as



                                                Glass, and look right past?



                                      Yes why do you ask?



                             Because I look at you,



                   You are not see through



          You are more to me than you.



If I wasn’t see through.


          What would you do?



                   Would you be my friend,



                             Or ignore me again?



                                      I would do what I



                                                Always do and look



                                                          Right through you.

I'd watch more TV if they had commercials like this playing lol

Reading through old PMs, and I hate my internet voice just as much as my recorded voice. I sound like a bemused, ass kissing placator without a spine or brain, and dissociative identity disorder. I'm either Kawaii-town nice or wrath of the gods bitchy. Someone call me a miracle worker instead of a shrink.

Reading through old PMs, and I hate my internet voice just as much as my recorded voice. I sound like a bemused, ass kissing placator without a spine or brain, and dissociative identity disorder. I'm either Kawaii-town nice or wrath of the gods bitchy. Someone call me a miracle worker instead of a shrink.

Just finished watching Witchblade and Im a wreck. I literally cried through the last six episodes.Why did I have to watch this show?! It was so good but now I'm depressed.


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Merry Christmss to all, and to all a good fight.


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So, I have an announcement. The Queen Bitch of the Universe, moi, has begun learning to crotchet. Bow down before my stitches bitches!