pansexualbread

my birthday is the day after tomorrow yay

we got the dog! he’s adorable! His name is Luke

stay bright! you can do it!

if anybody cares: i passed the hardest and longest test of my school year :]

all i want is someone to love me and hold me and tell me that they know i’m trying my hardest and that their proud of me and that they know i’m struggling and they hear me and to tell me that it’s going to be okay and it’s going to get better and their so proud of how far i’ve come and how long i’ve made it alive

Just got yelled at but my parents and told i’m not trying hard enough bc i have two C’s and 4 A’s. their barely even C’s both are really close to passing but ok

finally a break after caring for a very loud and emotional toddler for 2 days straight

i am very overwhelmed

my family went out to dinner and i had to beg my mom to not make me go bc i have endometriosis and i’m on my period and i’m in a lot of pain and no meds help :]

bruh I'm sorry I just wanted to let you know instead of ghosting

Should I leave this site? Pretty much none of my rps are active anymore, and nobody seems to want to rp with me. I know i’m a bad writer but i’m trying.

my grandpa has throat cancer, my uncle is having heart problems and a bunch of heart attacks, both of my grandmas are having bad breathing problems, one from smoking years ago and the other still smokes everyday all day and has been since she was young. My mom may need an emergency surgery for her colon and she could also have cancer again. Why does life hate me?

why am i even still living i shouldn’t be alive right now but i am and i do not get why why didn’t it work i do not want to be here

WE’RE GETTING THE DOOOOGGGGGGGGGG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i hate people

i hate living i don’t want to be here anymore

i’m boorrreeeddd

don’t you just love when you have a huge overwhelming fear that your best friend who’ve you’ve known all your life and your incredibly close is going to one day leave you one day to commit suicide and there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it?

BROOSSS I THINK WE’RE GETTING A NEW DOOGGGGG EEEEEEEEEEEKWKSKKDJSMAMAMAMSMDJ

AAAAAAAAAAAAA I WAS IN A PARADE

aijnhndubuyabupsbpihb idek if i should be friends with C anymore i love her sm but honestly she can be very toxic

my friend, C, always says how Marvel saved her life and helped her through darkest times and was the one who helped her always and on her youtube channel she has edits about how “My friends and family: Nothing is wrong with her! She’s perfectly fine and happy! She doesn’t need help!” but literally nobody says that? I know for a fact my other friend would not say that to her and her family is way too kind and always offers help to her. It really fucking hurts how she refuses to recognize that so many people in her life, including me, have helped her. Her parents put her in therapy, I was willing to text her mother (who i barely know and i have sever social anxiety to where i don’t even want to see a person across the street and I won’t go outside if I know there are other people) about how she talked about her last suicide attempt, my other friend is always letting C rant to her, I let C rant/vent to me, and so much more. It’s so fucking painful how she refuses to appreciate how much we do for her. We do so much and she doesn’t care at all. Never once has she told me ‘Thank you’ for all the years i’ve helped her. She even said I didn’t have a good reason to tell her mom she was fucking suicidal. We help her so much and she doesn’t care at all. I’ve known her since kindergarten and i’m in high school now. I’ve helped her our entire friendship and i’ve always been there when she needed me. She texts me saying she needs somebody? Immediately respond. Texts me saying she’s depressed? I’m there. I am always there and always respond when she needs me. She always thanks Marvel but never the people closest to her. It really fucking hurts and it’s so irritating.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 12 DAYS I DONT WANT TO BE OLD HELP

do you like cheese?

Alsoooo

I may have said this before but -

IF ANYBODY SEEING THIS SUPPORTS DREAM THEN GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME PLEEAASEE HE IS A GROOOOMEEERRRRRR AND IS WEIRRDDD

Generation loss is cool

WASAAIJIJHSLI

i’m sleeping in my parents room because mental health sucks and it’s comforting for me BUT THEY BOTH WORK AND WAKE UP AT LIKE 4 AM SO NOW IM JUST STUCK HERE AT 6 AM WHEN I USUALLY WAKE UP AT LIKE 8 AM IM EXHAUSTED MAN