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Having arrived safely back at camp, Ilya parts from his sister's side and uses the shirt she'd tossed onto the fire pit to start up the fire. Sometime between depositing the body and walking back, he'd begun to shake, hard, for relatively no reason. It isn't cold out, yet his limps twitch and jump as though he's been submerged in freezing water. Distantly, or at least on some very vague level, he knows that this is probably from shock, his body finally going into panic over the excess adrenaline now pent up in his veins and when his breath starts to hitch, Alina's hand lands very cautiously on the center of his back.
Even that makes him flinch, trying to remove himself from some sort of threat. Ali merely rubs his back, strangely composed for someone who, until she was thirteen, would burst into tears as though beaten every time she spilled a drink or broke a glass. But she is clearly coping in her own way, he tells himself, and turns his head to kiss the side of hers, his arms securing themselves around her tightly.
The sheer gratitude of having her there, of being allowed some moment of weakness, however brief, is almost enough to make him weep. Ali's arms are around him, Ilya's face pressed tightly into her hair, arms shaking as they surround her body which somehow feels sharper, as though she's lost weight, even after only a few days.
"I love you, Il." She says quietly and squeezes him briefly. Ilya doesn't respond vocally, but tightens his arms around her and plants a kiss on the top of her head.
When Jared's footsteps approach, they both part and Ilya kneels down to actually get the fire started while Alina makes quick work of getting as much of the mess from the fight cleared away. It isn't going to make it completely safe, she knows that, but she tries to return it to something as close to what it had been before Peter had ever been a person in their lives.
Glancing up, she catches Jared's eyes and swallows hard, a stabbing pain in her chest at realizing that he is crying paired with the relief that the girls are safe is enough to send her body and mind into a total state of confusion. Part of her wants to join Jared and the girls in their tears, part wants to lock her arms around Ilya and press her face into his side much the way Leigh has with Jared and another part wants to just give up completely.
The last few days have left her feeling tired, and way too old to have been the girl who went to school and had just registered for her driver's permit test two weeks prior. The thought of the test almost makes her laugh. It seems so normal, so completely far away compared to the way things are now. Not even a week ago, she was a high school student who couldn't even drive, and now...
Well, now she lives in the woods with other teenagers, where not only has she begun to develop feelings for the oldest person in the world that she can trust, but has also, just from pure bad luck, become a murderer. Like Ilya, who's killed Sonja, maybe like Jared... like the rest of her family and the rest of her town and, conceivably, the rest of the world.
Even that makes him flinch, trying to remove himself from some sort of threat. Ali merely rubs his back, strangely composed for someone who, until she was thirteen, would burst into tears as though beaten every time she spilled a drink or broke a glass. But she is clearly coping in her own way, he tells himself, and turns his head to kiss the side of hers, his arms securing themselves around her tightly.
The sheer gratitude of having her there, of being allowed some moment of weakness, however brief, is almost enough to make him weep. Ali's arms are around him, Ilya's face pressed tightly into her hair, arms shaking as they surround her body which somehow feels sharper, as though she's lost weight, even after only a few days.
"I love you, Il." She says quietly and squeezes him briefly. Ilya doesn't respond vocally, but tightens his arms around her and plants a kiss on the top of her head.
When Jared's footsteps approach, they both part and Ilya kneels down to actually get the fire started while Alina makes quick work of getting as much of the mess from the fight cleared away. It isn't going to make it completely safe, she knows that, but she tries to return it to something as close to what it had been before Peter had ever been a person in their lives.
Glancing up, she catches Jared's eyes and swallows hard, a stabbing pain in her chest at realizing that he is crying paired with the relief that the girls are safe is enough to send her body and mind into a total state of confusion. Part of her wants to join Jared and the girls in their tears, part wants to lock her arms around Ilya and press her face into his side much the way Leigh has with Jared and another part wants to just give up completely.
The last few days have left her feeling tired, and way too old to have been the girl who went to school and had just registered for her driver's permit test two weeks prior. The thought of the test almost makes her laugh. It seems so normal, so completely far away compared to the way things are now. Not even a week ago, she was a high school student who couldn't even drive, and now...
Well, now she lives in the woods with other teenagers, where not only has she begun to develop feelings for the oldest person in the world that she can trust, but has also, just from pure bad luck, become a murderer. Like Ilya, who's killed Sonja, maybe like Jared... like the rest of her family and the rest of her town and, conceivably, the rest of the world.