jump.
Calamity.
oh look, it's me again, venting mdheudu
this time it's sort of another me problem im just. sorta fed up with rp in general? idk if it's burnout, or my poor mental health or what but i just. don't know why i keep putting in so much effort, when it rarely gets returned? only me and one other person starts interactions in our server, and when we do get a good interaction it's usually interrupted or someone complains about it. anything new that's started seems to die within less than a week, which is immensely frustrating when you just. want to develop an oc/character you have muse for
it feels like kicking a dead horse to keep trying, yknow? the only things that end up staying alive, are the things i no longer care about or are/have lost muse in. its just. Hard for anything to feel satisfying anymore ig? nothing lasts long enough to feel meaningful, any excitement is met with disappointment. it just doesn't feel as enjoyable as it used to.
this time it's sort of another me problem im just. sorta fed up with rp in general? idk if it's burnout, or my poor mental health or what but i just. don't know why i keep putting in so much effort, when it rarely gets returned? only me and one other person starts interactions in our server, and when we do get a good interaction it's usually interrupted or someone complains about it. anything new that's started seems to die within less than a week, which is immensely frustrating when you just. want to develop an oc/character you have muse for
it feels like kicking a dead horse to keep trying, yknow? the only things that end up staying alive, are the things i no longer care about or are/have lost muse in. its just. Hard for anything to feel satisfying anymore ig? nothing lasts long enough to feel meaningful, any excitement is met with disappointment. it just doesn't feel as enjoyable as it used to.