Whatever We Want (Closed to crimson phoenix)

[RoseCrimson]

I blink as I watch you disappear. "C-Clayton..." I softly whisper. curling into a small ball. "I know if someone is lying...."

 

[crimson phoenix]

I feel terrible but i know i can't let you know the truth i don't want someone else to die because of me"never agian"i wisper to myself before blasting the wizards with dragon fire

 

[RoseCrimson]

I continue to curl up wrapping my now fully grown wings around me. 'He is not like the others. He is not like the others.' I try to convence myself. I lay there as I get hit by a flashback.

 

[crimson phoenix]

I hurry back after i destroy the wizards and find you curled up i gently pick you up and take you inside and lay you down on the couch

 

[RoseCrimson]

I was playing around with the only friend my father would allow me to have. He was my friend for two years. I was 15 at the time. We where playing in his yard as my father appoaches. My eyes darken in fear as he smiles that I only see when he is running tests on me. "Ashlyn whatt are you doing here? You are suppose to be home." I respond softly. "I was just hanging out with a friend." He raises an eyebrow and smirks. "A friend you say? You really think that he would willingly be your friend? Or anyone for that fact?" He heartly laughs, the same laugh that still haunts my dreams. "He is simply another test. To see how you handle betryal." I look at my 'friend' to see if this is true and he is smirking at me holding up folded cash. I look at the two in shock and my 'friend' simply says before talking away. "Thank you sir for the cash. And Ashlyn, I never really liked you." Tears sliently flow down my face as my father takes me home to record his findings. The flashback ends with me crying.

 

[crimson phoenix]

I hug you after i used my magic to view the flashback"it is ok you are safe here. i would never do that to anyone"

 

[RoseCrimson]

I look at you and hug back still lightly crying. "P-Promise...."

 

[crimson phoenix]

"i promise"

 

[RoseCrimson]

I look down wiping away my tears. "I-I am trusting you here. Please. I can't be hurt again."

 

[crimson phoenix]

"And i will do my best to make sure you are never hurt agian"

 

[RoseCrimson]

I nod again and lean on your chest. "Thank you. I have never been this close to someone in years. So again thank you."

 

[crimson phoenix]

"your welcome"I wrap my arms around you

 

[RoseCrimson]

I lean closer in to you softly sighing. "I feel like I can trust you with my life. And that kind of scares me...." My tails brushes up against your leg.

 

[crimson phoenix]

"why does that scare you?"

 

[RoseCrimson]

She slightly gulps and mutters, "Because everyone I trusted betray me. And I don't know if I can handle being betrayed again." She hides her face into your chest.

 

[crimson phoenix]

I gently stroke your hair"I will never betray you i promise"

 

[RoseCrimson]

I lightly purrs as you stroke my hair. "Okay."

 

[crimson phoenix]

I continue to stroke your hair"so, what do you want to do now?"

 

[RoseCrimson]

I shrug. "I really just want to stay here." I cuddle deeper into your chest.

 

[crimson phoenix]

I smile "ok"I slowly start to fall asleep

 

[RoseCrimson]

I smile back and start to fall asleep as well. Actually not having a nightmare for the first time since she was 15.

 

[crimson phoenix]

I smile softly at you before falling asleep

 

[RoseCrimson]

I continue to sleep wrapping my tail around your leg and covering us with my wings.

 

[crimson phoenix]

I wake up a few hours later and smile softly at you and softly stroke your hair"ashlyn time to wake up"

 

[RoseCrimson]

I lightly purr and slowly open my eyes. "Why do I have to awake up?"