Gomenesigh
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The cold of the ice pack seeped the warmth from her hand as she held it to Vanden’s face, but it was really no matter. What was important was making sure his cheek didn’t get too swollen. Even when he looked at her and his hand rested on top of hers, her gaze stayed distant for several moments. They eventually came back to the present, focusing back on his eyes as he spoke. She shook her head and kept the ice pack there for as long as possible, even when he started to turn his face away. She leaned up to keep the ice pack pressed until he stood up and was out of her reach. She sunk back to the floor and waited. She really was going to insist that he be the one to insist on him taking the bed, but she was just too tired.
Physically and mentally she just couldn’t take much more. So, she let him help her into bed and put the ice on her ankle and pull the covers up. She even smiled, even though she could feel it was fake. But, she had to at least try. She nodded at what he said, although she had no intention of waking him up or anything. She wondered why he suspected she would leave while he was asleep, when she had to admit it had crossed her mind. Fear was slowly creeping up inside her. She had never spent a night away from home before and she already knew her father was going to be absolutely livid. The more she thought about it, the more terrified she became.
She laid there until he turned the lights off and laid down, squeezing his hand gently when he reached his up for hers. She waited even longer until he was asleep. She had even reached down at one point, gently prodding at him, but it didn’t wake him up. Once she was sure he was asleep, she slowly sat up and slipped out of bed. She hesitated for a moment, testing her swollen ankle, but even just sitting there caused the pain to flare up. Putting any kind of pressure on it would create more consequences for her, but she really didn't have a choice. She lifted herself up and limped over to the door and into the bathroom. She wanted to make sure that there was no mess left behind and cleaned up any small spots that had been missed. She then picked up her wadded clothes and brought them back into the room.
At that point she was out of breath and the room really was starting to spin in the darkness. But even then, she still wasn’t finished. When she hobbled back to the bed, she sat down on the edge for a moment while she pulled the pillow and blankets to the edge. She knelt on the ground and carefully lifted Vanden’s head, putting the pillow underneath and setting him back down so he would be more comfortable.
She then went about tucking the blanket around him, giving him as much to sleep on off of the ground as she could. She really wouldn’t need either of them. She had slept on the floor many times and crawling back onto the soft bed would be fine. At least, not physically. Internally she was so distraught, it would take her hours more to get to sleep. The blame for Vanden came back tenfold and she curled up into a small ball. The tears came back and this time she didn’t try to keep them from falling.
The tears streamed down her face as she silently cried, her arms wrapping tightly around herself as she lay there. At some point her guilt had overwhelmed her to the point that she had grabbed the notebook and wrote I’M SORRY in big wobbly letters across the page, tears streaking the ink down the paper. Then she got frustrated at herself for being so pathetic and tossed the notebook somewhere across the room, hoping it was out of sight. She crawled back to the corner of the bed and curled up again, shaking slightly, and laid there until she finally fell asleep.
The cold of the ice pack seeped the warmth from her hand as she held it to Vanden’s face, but it was really no matter. What was important was making sure his cheek didn’t get too swollen. Even when he looked at her and his hand rested on top of hers, her gaze stayed distant for several moments. They eventually came back to the present, focusing back on his eyes as he spoke. She shook her head and kept the ice pack there for as long as possible, even when he started to turn his face away. She leaned up to keep the ice pack pressed until he stood up and was out of her reach. She sunk back to the floor and waited. She really was going to insist that he be the one to insist on him taking the bed, but she was just too tired.
Physically and mentally she just couldn’t take much more. So, she let him help her into bed and put the ice on her ankle and pull the covers up. She even smiled, even though she could feel it was fake. But, she had to at least try. She nodded at what he said, although she had no intention of waking him up or anything. She wondered why he suspected she would leave while he was asleep, when she had to admit it had crossed her mind. Fear was slowly creeping up inside her. She had never spent a night away from home before and she already knew her father was going to be absolutely livid. The more she thought about it, the more terrified she became.
She laid there until he turned the lights off and laid down, squeezing his hand gently when he reached his up for hers. She waited even longer until he was asleep. She had even reached down at one point, gently prodding at him, but it didn’t wake him up. Once she was sure he was asleep, she slowly sat up and slipped out of bed. She hesitated for a moment, testing her swollen ankle, but even just sitting there caused the pain to flare up. Putting any kind of pressure on it would create more consequences for her, but she really didn't have a choice. She lifted herself up and limped over to the door and into the bathroom. She wanted to make sure that there was no mess left behind and cleaned up any small spots that had been missed. She then picked up her wadded clothes and brought them back into the room.
At that point she was out of breath and the room really was starting to spin in the darkness. But even then, she still wasn’t finished. When she hobbled back to the bed, she sat down on the edge for a moment while she pulled the pillow and blankets to the edge. She knelt on the ground and carefully lifted Vanden’s head, putting the pillow underneath and setting him back down so he would be more comfortable.
She then went about tucking the blanket around him, giving him as much to sleep on off of the ground as she could. She really wouldn’t need either of them. She had slept on the floor many times and crawling back onto the soft bed would be fine. At least, not physically. Internally she was so distraught, it would take her hours more to get to sleep. The blame for Vanden came back tenfold and she curled up into a small ball. The tears came back and this time she didn’t try to keep them from falling.
The tears streamed down her face as she silently cried, her arms wrapping tightly around herself as she lay there. At some point her guilt had overwhelmed her to the point that she had grabbed the notebook and wrote I’M SORRY in big wobbly letters across the page, tears streaking the ink down the paper. Then she got frustrated at herself for being so pathetic and tossed the notebook somewhere across the room, hoping it was out of sight. She crawled back to the corner of the bed and curled up again, shaking slightly, and laid there until she finally fell asleep.
Physically and mentally she just couldn’t take much more. So, she let him help her into bed and put the ice on her ankle and pull the covers up. She even smiled, even though she could feel it was fake. But, she had to at least try. She nodded at what he said, although she had no intention of waking him up or anything. She wondered why he suspected she would leave while he was asleep, when she had to admit it had crossed her mind. Fear was slowly creeping up inside her. She had never spent a night away from home before and she already knew her father was going to be absolutely livid. The more she thought about it, the more terrified she became.
She laid there until he turned the lights off and laid down, squeezing his hand gently when he reached his up for hers. She waited even longer until he was asleep. She had even reached down at one point, gently prodding at him, but it didn’t wake him up. Once she was sure he was asleep, she slowly sat up and slipped out of bed. She hesitated for a moment, testing her swollen ankle, but even just sitting there caused the pain to flare up. Putting any kind of pressure on it would create more consequences for her, but she really didn't have a choice. She lifted herself up and limped over to the door and into the bathroom. She wanted to make sure that there was no mess left behind and cleaned up any small spots that had been missed. She then picked up her wadded clothes and brought them back into the room.
At that point she was out of breath and the room really was starting to spin in the darkness. But even then, she still wasn’t finished. When she hobbled back to the bed, she sat down on the edge for a moment while she pulled the pillow and blankets to the edge. She knelt on the ground and carefully lifted Vanden’s head, putting the pillow underneath and setting him back down so he would be more comfortable.
She then went about tucking the blanket around him, giving him as much to sleep on off of the ground as she could. She really wouldn’t need either of them. She had slept on the floor many times and crawling back onto the soft bed would be fine. At least, not physically. Internally she was so distraught, it would take her hours more to get to sleep. The blame for Vanden came back tenfold and she curled up into a small ball. The tears came back and this time she didn’t try to keep them from falling.
The tears streamed down her face as she silently cried, her arms wrapping tightly around herself as she lay there. At some point her guilt had overwhelmed her to the point that she had grabbed the notebook and wrote I’M SORRY in big wobbly letters across the page, tears streaking the ink down the paper. Then she got frustrated at herself for being so pathetic and tossed the notebook somewhere across the room, hoping it was out of sight. She crawled back to the corner of the bed and curled up again, shaking slightly, and laid there until she finally fell asleep.