PenguinFox
The one an' only
A small lopsided smile found it's way onto Ian's face when Ash rolled her eyes at him. It was those kinds of reactions that made him want to joke around more. Sure people laughing at the things he said was great, but he really cherished the groans and eye rolls the most. Hence most of his joking around was puns and dad jokes. Sometimes he wondered if that meant he would make a good dad. He didn't like to think about it too much though. He didn't plan on being a dad anytime soon or possibly even at all.
It was comforting to have Ash leaning into him. She helped to remind Ian of his purpose for being there. She didn't need just anyone looking after her, she needed him. At least that's how it seemed. She wasn't leaning on anyone else for support, and no one else could really understand the anxiety they were both about to face with getting into a car. The others could absolutely keep Ash out of trouble, probably even better than Ian, but they couldn't provide the same support for her that he did; and that was his reason for going. To make sure his best friend was in a good mental state so she could relax and have the fun she deserved.
Ian returned Ash's grip with his own, hoping to anchor her as they got in the car. As they settled in he switched hands over so that his arm closest to her could wrap around her, gently rubbing her arm. The seating was the new guy, Brayden, driving, Tatum riding passenger, Ian behind Brayden, Sebastian behind Tatum, and Ash in the middle. It was a little worrying for Ian because Ash could see the entire windshield which was probably very taxing on her. He knew it would be for him. He gave Tatum a grin when she flashed the alcohol. He wasn't going to be partaking, but it was thoughtful of her to think of everyone else.
Leaning forward Ian looked to Sebastian. "You definitely need to be there. Everybody who's cool is going to be there." he flashed a grin before continuing. "And let me just say it will be a night to remember. Westbrook may not party as hard as the West coast, but believe me it's pretty close, and it's always memorable." Ian had only really been to the West's ski lodge party but that was the most unforgettable party of his life. It's where he met Nova. His heart sank in his chest and he swallowed hard as he thought back to that week. Everything happened so quickly but had felt so right. He was so sure about her, she might have even been his soulmate, but he went ahead and ruined that didn't he? Nova was one of the greatest things Ian had ever had and he pushed her away and let her slip through his fingers. Now he was likely to live his life alone. Yeah there would always be friends, but someone to share the hardships and ups and downs? Ian had squandered that.
The tight grip on his hand pulled Ian from his hopeless romantic thoughts and back into reality. The car's engine had started and Ash's grip had tightened. Ian knew he had to be strong for her so he closed his eyes to block out the visuals and lightly rested his chin on her head. He began to very quietly hum Hallelujah, hoping it would have a calming effect on Ash. When he was a lot younger Ian's sister Sierra would sing that for him when he had had a nightmare. The songs gentle melody now held a comforting meaning behind it for him. His hope was to pass that comfort on to his friend.
Before he knew it they had arrived at the party and Ian didn't take his time exiting the car. He continued to hold on to Ash's hand until she was fully out herself to help her. Then he stretched as if he had been sitting for much longer than he had. It had felt like hours to his body and everything was stiff. Perhaps it was just his mind playing tricks on him, but it felt like a long, cramped road trip to his limbs. "Well." he said to the group he was now starting to view as a little family of misfits. "Let's set the tone for the rest of the year." and with that he somewhat confidently, albeit awkwardly because of the limp, began to lead the group to the door of the Jameson household. Winona 0k_mang0 Elf_Ruler