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-- the lost king --
Blu
the faker
Blu smiled as she felt Everleigh's kiss on her cheek. To be honest, she never thought of herself as a mother figure or even a parental figure. She wasn't taught how to love correctly, or even how to teach her own children how to love. It was something that because of who she was, she was never taught but the moment she met Ever. It was like she knew what to do, and how to show her that Blu loved her. It wasn't just Della that she had fallen in love with. It was the little one looking up at her. The moment she heard Ever, the first call her mom, was the moment she knew that she always wanted that little girl to be hers. It gave her such a warm feeling of love and protection that she never wanted to let it go. She never wanted her little one to ever grow up. She wanted to protect her from all the bad in the world. Things that her parents never protected her from. She wanted to be better, and now she knew she had a chance to be better.
She watched as Della buckled their daughter into the stroller. "Let's not mention the kid leashes...I'm still scarred from the last time we used them." Let's just say, that little girl had more strength than she thought she had. They walked to the convenience store. She frowns as Della totally ignored Blu's hand as she held out a twenty to pay for everything before handing Blu a cappuccino, "Baby, I wanted to pay. " She said pouting as they walked out taking a sip of her coffee as they walked to the cup. As soon as her little one was done with the hot chocolate she had gotten, she handed the cup to her which Blu promptly threw away, and then Ever ran off to the jungle gym. She felt Della's arm hook around hers as she leans her head on Blu's shoulder. Which Blu kissed the top of her head softly as she did. This kind of peacefulness was something Blu ever came to know as she dated Della. Their walks to the parks became Blu's as well. It came a time when they wasn't even a question on when she should show up, she just did. It became such a part of her routine that she does it without thinking or with Della's call. She just shows up right on time.
She felt Della move her head as she began to look at condos. Blu leaned her head on Della's, as she looked at her phone. Nodding along to the pictures, which none of them seem to scream out their first home together until Della stopped on the last one. Blu just knew that this place was it. It had a big yard, four bedrooms, and two and half bath's. "It's the one." She said as she looked at Della, her eyes were shining and she was grinning ear to ear. She just knew that this was the home for them. "That would totally help with us not having to move again because of space issues...could be a place where Ever could lay her roots...where you can lay yours. " She said softly as she looked at Della. "I think we should get this one my love. For our little family. " She whispers as she kisses her girlfriend softly.
Blu would be lying if she were to say that she wasn't scared that Della would disappear on her. Leave her with all this love..she was scared that she would see what her parents saw in her.
Someone not good enough for anyone.
She watched as Della buckled their daughter into the stroller. "Let's not mention the kid leashes...I'm still scarred from the last time we used them." Let's just say, that little girl had more strength than she thought she had. They walked to the convenience store. She frowns as Della totally ignored Blu's hand as she held out a twenty to pay for everything before handing Blu a cappuccino, "Baby, I wanted to pay. " She said pouting as they walked out taking a sip of her coffee as they walked to the cup. As soon as her little one was done with the hot chocolate she had gotten, she handed the cup to her which Blu promptly threw away, and then Ever ran off to the jungle gym. She felt Della's arm hook around hers as she leans her head on Blu's shoulder. Which Blu kissed the top of her head softly as she did. This kind of peacefulness was something Blu ever came to know as she dated Della. Their walks to the parks became Blu's as well. It came a time when they wasn't even a question on when she should show up, she just did. It became such a part of her routine that she does it without thinking or with Della's call. She just shows up right on time.
She felt Della move her head as she began to look at condos. Blu leaned her head on Della's, as she looked at her phone. Nodding along to the pictures, which none of them seem to scream out their first home together until Della stopped on the last one. Blu just knew that this place was it. It had a big yard, four bedrooms, and two and half bath's. "It's the one." She said as she looked at Della, her eyes were shining and she was grinning ear to ear. She just knew that this was the home for them. "That would totally help with us not having to move again because of space issues...could be a place where Ever could lay her roots...where you can lay yours. " She said softly as she looked at Della. "I think we should get this one my love. For our little family. " She whispers as she kisses her girlfriend softly.
Blu would be lying if she were to say that she wasn't scared that Della would disappear on her. Leave her with all this love..she was scared that she would see what her parents saw in her.
Someone not good enough for anyone.
coded by natasha.