Fantasy The World of Engranussia (Closed)

[Dire Wolf Devil]

"I just. . . your Father's hug . . . it freaked me out, i guess. I'm just still new to this 'love' thing again even after four years. When your Father hugged me, it made me miss having a . . . a father of my own. That wasn't insane. It just made me locked up because it was so unfamiliar for me. I loathed you when he did. I loath myself for even feeling an emptiness in my gut of parental issues. Gods, that must sound weird!" Masaru rubbed his face with his hands.

Dei-Loki blinked before then smiling a small bit as he'd move in front of Masaru and hug him. "Nah, it doesn't sound weird. Just something that comes with parental issues. I understand. But, Masaru, y' don't... y' don't have t' feel that way. May sound weird, but, I'm pretty sure my dad thinks of you as his kid, in a sense. I have no idea if that helps you any, but... gotta be worth somethin'."

 

[Forever J]

Dei-Loki blinked before then smiling a small bit as he'd move in front of Masaru and hug him. "Nah, it doesn't sound weird. Just something that comes with parental issues. I understand. But, Masaru, y' don't... y' don't have t' feel that way. May sound weird, but, I'm pretty sure my dad thinks of you as his kid, in a sense. I have no idea if that helps you any, but... gotta be worth somethin'."

Masaru gave a small smile, hugging Dei back. "Thanks, but i'm afraid of thinking of anyone as parental figures in my life again. I lost my own Mother, killed my own Father, then the Grants' parents died that raised me for years, and years, and now . . . i want it. I want it badly, but i'm so afraid of looking up to someone that doesn't deserve my curse. People die when i get too close. You're an exception only because you're more powerful than i am. But otherwise, not a lot of people can battle against my demons with me." Masaru's haunted gaze stared into Dei's eyes for a bit before resting his chin on his head. "I don't want to be the reason again."

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

Masaru gave a small smile, hugging Dei back. "Thanks, but i'm afraid of thinking of anyone as parental figures in my life again. I lost my own Mother, killed my own Father, then the Grants' parents died that raised me for years, and years, and now . . . i want it. I want it badly, but i'm so afraid of looking up to someone that doesn't deserve my curse. People die when i get too close. You're an exception only because you're more powerful than i am. But otherwise, not a lot of people can battle against my demons with me." Masaru's haunted gaze stared into Dei's eyes for a bit before resting his chin on his head. "I don't want to be the reason again."

Dei-Loki would tighten his embrace while watching Masaru's eyes. A heavy sigh fleeing his nose before he'd close his eyes. "Y' won't be... ya know how long I thought that way with just my family?.. fuck, it was because of my parents and the rest of the family that I didn't stop hunting for my biological mother until I knew she was dead." He nuzzled Masaru's chest. "I don't wanna sound like I'm saying the people you've lost aren't strong, because that isn't what I'm getting at. But even with my demons, they're still kicking. I obviously can't predict the fate of everyone, but... I'm just asking that ya give it a chance... Who knows? Maybe that fear will subside. I just don't want ya uncomfortable here in any way. I care... maybe even way too much, in your eyes."

 

[Forever J]

Dei-Loki would tighten his embrace while watching Masaru's eyes. A heavy sigh fleeing his nose before he'd close his eyes. "Y' won't be... ya know how long I thought that way with just my family?.. fuck, it was because of my parents and the rest of the family that I didn't stop hunting for my biological mother until I knew she was dead." He nuzzled Masaru's chest. "I don't wanna sound like I'm saying the people you've lost aren't strong, because that isn't what I'm getting at. But even with my demons, they're still kicking. I obviously can't predict the fate of everyone, but... I'm just asking that ya give it a chance... Who knows? Maybe that fear will subside. I just don't want ya uncomfortable here in any way. I care... maybe even way too much, in your eyes."

Masaru hugged Dei even tighter as well. "Thanks Dei, I need that. I'll try to get use to it. Feeling love from more than on person."

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

Masaru hugged Dei even tighter as well. "Thanks Dei, I need that. I'll try to get use to it. Feeling love from more than on person."

"That's all I ask." Dei-Loki smiled, flicking an ear. "And, no need t' thank me!"

 

[Forever J]

"That's all I ask." Dei-Loki smiled, flicking an ear. "And, no need t' thank me!"

"No, you deserve a thanks. I know that you have your own personal issues, but still, you deal with not only your own, but with my own emotional baggage case too. So thank you."

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

"No, you deserve a thanks. I know that you have your own personal issues, but still, you deal with not only your own, but with my own emotional baggage case too. So thank you."

"Yer welcome. It's what a good mate is for, after all."

 

[Forever J]

"Yer welcome. It's what a good mate is for, after all."

"That is true." Masaru leaned down to kiss Dei's head. "Now what shall we do since we're just waiting on your Uncles?"

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

"That is true." Masaru leaned down to kiss Dei's head. "Now what shall we do since we're just waiting on your Uncles?"

Moving his face upward, he kissed Masaru's lips gently as he then tilted his head. "Well, we could practice skating a bit more, pester our sisters... uhmm..."

 

[Forever J]

Moving his face upward, he kissed Masaru's lips gently as he then tilted his head. "Well, we could practice skating a bit more, pester our sisters... uhmm..."

"Have sex behind the other bleachers. AHEM! I mean what?" Masaru skated around Dei, grinning.

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

"Have sex behind the other bleachers. AHEM! I mean what?" Masaru skated around Dei, grinning.

"Why must you pique my interest with enticing fantasies?" Dei-Loki would squint playfully, watching Masaru as he'd been circled.

 

[Forever J]

"Why must you pique my interest with enticing fantasies?" Dei-Loki would squint playfully, watching Masaru as he'd been circled.

"Because i'm the devil on your shoulder, beautiful." Masaru laughed, before grabbing Dei's hand and spinning him before dipping him.

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

"Because i'm the devil on your shoulder, beautiful." Masaru laughed, before grabbing Dei's hand and spinning him before dipping him.

Dei-Loki would laugh as well. Twirling gracefully before out stretching his arm when he'd been dipped before grinning and closing his eyes. "I could definitely believe that."

 

[Forever J]

Dei-Loki would laugh as well. Twirling gracefully before out stretching his arm when he'd been dipped before grinning and closing his eyes. "I could definitely believe that."

"Glad you can see it my way." Masaru slowly waltz with Dei on ice before tangoing with him.

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

"Glad you can see it my way." Masaru slowly waltz with Dei on ice before tangoing with him.

Dei-Loki released a snicker, engaging in the dance as he'd kept his movements coordinated. At least enough to not cut anyone with his skates, anyhow. His throat channeling a gently hummed tune that would flow with the movements.

 

[Forever J]

Dei-Loki released a snicker, engaging in the dance as he'd kept his movements coordinated. At least enough to not cut anyone with his skates, anyhow. His throat channeling a gently hummed tune that would flow with the movements.

Masaru smirked before lifting Dei up by his shoulders and twirling them around before landing him back down as he zoomed with Dei around the skate. He then stopped, dipping Dei again while pushing his hair back. "Eres tan hermosa mi amor~."

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

Masaru smirked before lifting Dei up by his shoulders and twirling them around before landing him back down as he zoomed with Dei around the skate. He then stopped, dipping Dei again while pushing his hair back. "Eres tan hermosa mi amor~."

Dei-Loki would grin widely upon the dip, his gaze locking with Masaru's as he'd softly bring a hand to his cheek, caressing it with his thumb. "And you are as equally handsome as I am beautiful, my love."

 

[Forever J]

Dei-Loki would grin widely upon the dip, his gaze locking with Masaru's as he'd softly bring a hand to his cheek, caressing it with his thumb. "And you are as equally handsome as I am beautiful, my love."

He brought Dei back up and kissed him on the lips. "Thank you, my dear. Now, I feel even more confident in kicking ass in the hockey game."

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

He brought Dei back up and kissed him on the lips. "Thank you, my dear. Now, I feel even more confident in kicking ass in the hockey game."

Dei-Loki would return the kiss, snickering as he closed his eyes. "Hopefully we'll get to play before any sort of confidence drops."

 

[Forever J]

Dei-Loki would return the kiss, snickering as he closed his eyes. "Hopefully we'll get to play before any sort of confidence drops."

"Naaaaaaah, no confidence drops here. I know that we can kick ass."

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

"Naaaaaaah, no confidence drops here. I know that we can kick ass."

"Faster than anyone knew what hit 'em?"

 

[Forever J]

"Faster than anyone knew what hit 'em?"

"Ya damn right! See? Now you're getting it. I may never played hockey, but i'm sure that i can be a great defender."

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

"Ya damn right! See? Now you're getting it. I may never played hockey, but i'm sure that i can be a great defender."

Dei-Loki laughed, nodding in agreement. "You'll be a natural. Trust me."

 

[Forever J]

Dei-Loki laughed, nodding in agreement. "You'll be a natural. Trust me."

"Thanks, I just hope you're not the teammate to get tooooooo serious into it."

 

[Dire Wolf Devil]

"Thanks, I just hope you're not the teammate to get tooooooo serious into it."

"Y' mean the type that takes the game way too seriously?" Dei-Loki blinked, following that with a snicker. "Pffft, naaah. Only thing I tend t' do is get aggressive when I'm playing. But even then, I know it's just a game."