Psyche
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I resisted the urge to bang my head against a nearby wall in frustration when Paigi wouldn't wake up. Out of all the times to take a nap, this is the time she decides to do it? Couldn't she have decided to pass out in a few minutes when we were out of this place- and potentially in a way more dangerous area, in the middle of nowhere?
Despite my frustration- I was not mad at her. I was annoyed, tired, angry, and quite frankly scared due to everything that happened. Trying to keep a level head in this situation was simply getting harder and harder, and I was cursing my luck. But I knew this wasn't her fault, and we wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for her.
The fact that escape seemed so close yet so far was another part of it- if any passerby came by and saw the two of us, I doubted any of them would be too forgiving. Hopefully they were all distracted by the mysterious fire that I had absolutely zero part in.
I was so wrapped up in trying to figure out what to do- I did not notice the girl come up behind me. Next thing I know- I heard someone fall on the floor, and I turned around to see the poor girl on all fours, eating up the glop like a dog. I would say it was animal-like, but I don't think I had any room to talk. I felt a bit guilty, having almost just wasted the food that looked to be that valuable to another. I wish I thought that through a bit more, I would have attempted to give her the food with a little more decency.
Judging by the looks of it though- I don't think it was her main concern.
It also made me realize that I might have to eat that disgusting glop soon enough. Depending on the food that would be at wherever any of us would end up. Somehow, I doubted there would be five star cuisine just laying around everywhere. Granted, if there was- it wouldn't surprise me. That wouldn't be the craziest thing I've seen today.
When the girl tried to pick up Paigi, I gave a low growl before I realized what I was doing. In truth, I was feeling protective of Paigi- and for a second, I thought she was going to try something with her. Until I realized she probably wanted me to help carry her. I wondered if that was a good idea- what if the girl ended up harming her unintentionally, or attracted attention?
I quickly realized I had little to no other choice. The alternative of going back to the cage did not sound appealing. Surprisingly.
There was a bit of guilt associated with letting a child of all things assist us in this potentially deadly mission, but at the same time- she did volunteer. And on top of that- the desperation of the situation was loosening my usual morals.
Ignoring my own nerves, I helped the other carry Paigi into the disgusting sewer. It smelled horrible and I gagged multiple times, but thankfuly managed to keep my stomach down. I don't know why, but it probably had to do with I had no food in my stomach- it is hard to throw up nothing...
Thankfully, the other's warnings and the likes helped myself from bumping into a lot of crap. Litteraly and figuratively in this case. I started to feel exhausted as the hours ticked by, but I kept on forcing myself to push through. Better to suffer now then live life in eternal damnation.
When the poor girl wanted a break, I conceded. My arms were killing me, and resting for a few minutes sounded like a great idea. Placing Paigi on the ground- away from the potentially faded sunlights, I finally sat down and was about to relax for a bit-
...What was that noise?
Looking back- I saw the biggest damn rat in existence. You. Have. Got. To. Be. F***ing. Kidding me. What the actual hell is that thing? Why does it have to be here? My eyes darting around the area more- I noticed two other figures...
Really? Really? Who did I piss off to put me through all this crap?
I would have run right then and there if it wasn't for the two other girls by me- panicking, and doing the only thing I could think of- I pointed my hand in their direction-
"Status!"
I did not sound scared at all. Totally wasn't the case- this is all fine. Everything is fine- and we won't be killed. Nothing bad could happen, me, Paigi, and the poor girl won't be eaten alive by rats or sold into slavery. Paigi will wake up, Deus ex machina our way out of this situation, and we'll all live happily ever after...
How come the only person I'm unable to convince is myself?
Despite my frustration- I was not mad at her. I was annoyed, tired, angry, and quite frankly scared due to everything that happened. Trying to keep a level head in this situation was simply getting harder and harder, and I was cursing my luck. But I knew this wasn't her fault, and we wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for her.
The fact that escape seemed so close yet so far was another part of it- if any passerby came by and saw the two of us, I doubted any of them would be too forgiving. Hopefully they were all distracted by the mysterious fire that I had absolutely zero part in.
I was so wrapped up in trying to figure out what to do- I did not notice the girl come up behind me. Next thing I know- I heard someone fall on the floor, and I turned around to see the poor girl on all fours, eating up the glop like a dog. I would say it was animal-like, but I don't think I had any room to talk. I felt a bit guilty, having almost just wasted the food that looked to be that valuable to another. I wish I thought that through a bit more, I would have attempted to give her the food with a little more decency.
Judging by the looks of it though- I don't think it was her main concern.
It also made me realize that I might have to eat that disgusting glop soon enough. Depending on the food that would be at wherever any of us would end up. Somehow, I doubted there would be five star cuisine just laying around everywhere. Granted, if there was- it wouldn't surprise me. That wouldn't be the craziest thing I've seen today.
When the girl tried to pick up Paigi, I gave a low growl before I realized what I was doing. In truth, I was feeling protective of Paigi- and for a second, I thought she was going to try something with her. Until I realized she probably wanted me to help carry her. I wondered if that was a good idea- what if the girl ended up harming her unintentionally, or attracted attention?
I quickly realized I had little to no other choice. The alternative of going back to the cage did not sound appealing. Surprisingly.
There was a bit of guilt associated with letting a child of all things assist us in this potentially deadly mission, but at the same time- she did volunteer. And on top of that- the desperation of the situation was loosening my usual morals.
Ignoring my own nerves, I helped the other carry Paigi into the disgusting sewer. It smelled horrible and I gagged multiple times, but thankfuly managed to keep my stomach down. I don't know why, but it probably had to do with I had no food in my stomach- it is hard to throw up nothing...
Thankfully, the other's warnings and the likes helped myself from bumping into a lot of crap. Litteraly and figuratively in this case. I started to feel exhausted as the hours ticked by, but I kept on forcing myself to push through. Better to suffer now then live life in eternal damnation.
When the poor girl wanted a break, I conceded. My arms were killing me, and resting for a few minutes sounded like a great idea. Placing Paigi on the ground- away from the potentially faded sunlights, I finally sat down and was about to relax for a bit-
...What was that noise?
Looking back- I saw the biggest damn rat in existence. You. Have. Got. To. Be. F***ing. Kidding me. What the actual hell is that thing? Why does it have to be here? My eyes darting around the area more- I noticed two other figures...
Really? Really? Who did I piss off to put me through all this crap?
I would have run right then and there if it wasn't for the two other girls by me- panicking, and doing the only thing I could think of- I pointed my hand in their direction-
"Status!"
I did not sound scared at all. Totally wasn't the case- this is all fine. Everything is fine- and we won't be killed. Nothing bad could happen, me, Paigi, and the poor girl won't be eaten alive by rats or sold into slavery. Paigi will wake up, Deus ex machina our way out of this situation, and we'll all live happily ever after...
How come the only person I'm unable to convince is myself?
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