As her alabaster fingers flipped through the pages of the old journal, the contrast of the stark black ink stood out. The lines and shapes drawn, woven into one-another in aggressive strokes of penmanship. Drops of rusty crimson occasionally sprinkled on the larger symbols. It was unsettling and as she continued to turn the parchment, I placed my hand on hers, "I do not know, but perhaps we should not dabble in it, Princess. It gives me an uneasy feeling." She nodded and closed the book, setting it to the side of the pile of blankets and furs that we sat upon - Ash resting at our side. We stared at the fire, sitting close for warmth.
We boiled some snow and as it cooled we drank it and began to fall asleep from exhaustion. I tried hard to stay awake, but my mind and body resisted. My heart reminded me that I needed to stand watch. That I had to fulfill my duty...Sleep.
It was like a whisper. I could feel the breathe of some ethereal voice speaking to me. Reminding me. Remember.
The fires were horrible. I saw them all screaming for help and I could do nothing! What if the Princess finds out what I have and should have done for her Father? All of this is my fault!
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The moonlight of the two moons, Din and Dane was just enough to provide us cover as I led my team of Arthion Riders to Fort Ensyx. The Kings spies had gathered enough information to verify that Lord Eleneshe, a powerful mage, was staying there for the season. One of our rangers had scouted ahead and knew he would be in the garden with only two guards. It was over quickly. The sounds of muted struggle and death. I had completed what I was suppose to do, but it was then that I saw the child of Eleneshe. I hesitated. I did not want to kill the child, but I knew that we could not leave witnesses. It was my hesitation that made me turn on my own men, who's attempts were out of protecting the kingdom. I killed six of my own men and did not notice that in the fray, Eleneshe had survived and escaped. It was his wrath that started the fires, ether out of vengeance or by following orders. Damn the orders.
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I cried and all of my fears, guilt and shame rolled out...I could not control it. I could see...I could see the face of my dead King and the soldiers I turned against to protect that child.
We boiled some snow and as it cooled we drank it and began to fall asleep from exhaustion. I tried hard to stay awake, but my mind and body resisted. My heart reminded me that I needed to stand watch. That I had to fulfill my duty...Sleep.
It was like a whisper. I could feel the breathe of some ethereal voice speaking to me. Reminding me. Remember.
The fires were horrible. I saw them all screaming for help and I could do nothing! What if the Princess finds out what I have and should have done for her Father? All of this is my fault!
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The moonlight of the two moons, Din and Dane was just enough to provide us cover as I led my team of Arthion Riders to Fort Ensyx. The Kings spies had gathered enough information to verify that Lord Eleneshe, a powerful mage, was staying there for the season. One of our rangers had scouted ahead and knew he would be in the garden with only two guards. It was over quickly. The sounds of muted struggle and death. I had completed what I was suppose to do, but it was then that I saw the child of Eleneshe. I hesitated. I did not want to kill the child, but I knew that we could not leave witnesses. It was my hesitation that made me turn on my own men, who's attempts were out of protecting the kingdom. I killed six of my own men and did not notice that in the fray, Eleneshe had survived and escaped. It was his wrath that started the fires, ether out of vengeance or by following orders. Damn the orders.
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I cried and all of my fears, guilt and shame rolled out...I could not control it. I could see...I could see the face of my dead King and the soldiers I turned against to protect that child.