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Carina Hawthorn
That excited glimmer was slowly dissipating from Carina’s eyes as she stood in the kitchen, staring at the man who seemed like he was everything to her just a few days ago. Just a night ago, in fact. His words certainly knotted Cari’s brain and she was trying as hard as she could to untangle the mush created in her head, fully understand everything he said and realize it was all real and not a dream, not a vision, not just some faint idea or an image she created in her mind after reading another book. Her chest was rising and falling a little fast now and her lower lip was trembling in disbelief. This was stuff of fantasy books, it could never be real and ever since she left the group home, she was trying to convince herself about that. Yet, her dreamer side refused to fully give up on the notion of fairy tales not being real which now sort of helped her to understand that Ash was indeed telling the truth to her.
Thinking back to the week they had, Cari could almost not believe that the man standing in front of her was the same. An alarm was blaring in her head and she was forcing herself to believe that her sweet courteous Asher was the same person who now brought her here and technically cut away from freedom. The very freedom she fought so hard to get. She even got rid of her engagement ring, she convinced herself that the man who claimed to love her was just another good-for-nothing asshole and she freed herself from the shackles only to find herself in a fantasy land with no option to leave, to return home. And a man who gave her the most amazing week of her life brought her here. Images of their walks and picnics in the park resurfaced and Cari’s tangled fingers pressed on her stomach as she tried to swallow the ball of bile forming in her throat.
“Why?” she breathed as he confirmed her suspicions that this was no dream. Her eyes, wide open and curious, were staring at him with no anger, no hatred, just a genuine question why he took her freedom away like that. “Why did you do that, Ash?” she asked, her voice mere whispers. They were so good together. He was just like the guy from all those romance novels she loved to read. The perfect match to her, fed her dreams, even supported and enhanced them. He didn’t even frown over her very childish bucket list and helped her to check a few dreams out. Was it all fake? Was he simply trying to lul her in a fake feeling of safety so he could take her away from her home? Was this his plan all along? Did he even care about her?
Carina understood everything he was telling her. Or rather, she understood the meaning of his words. She was a Queen now, she ruled the kingdom, he was the King and… Wait a minute!
“But…if I’m the Queen…and…and you’re the King…” Pressure grew on her chest. It felt like an elephant had taken a residence on her chest and decided to cut her access to air. Thinking about her last night, memories were fading to black. Carina only remembered things up to a certain point and after that, nothing. Just pitch-black darkness. What exactly happened? Did she do something she couldn’t remember now? Was it voluntary or was she forced? Another panic attack hit her and her breath shook uncontrollably. Walls started to close on her and suddenly even the spacious kitchen seemed like a mouse hole. Spinning on her heel, Cari ran out only to come to a halt in the large hall with several staircases, large windows, a few exits and magnificent decorations. Maybe if she wasn’t so distressed, she could appreciate the gorgeous architecture. But now, she was standing right in the middle of the room, her hands gripped the thin fabric of her ball gown, tugging at it in her nervous state. Cari turned around in one place, her bare feet gently patting on the floor. She felt like her brain was not getting enough oxygen and her breathing turned not fast but rapid, her lungs felt like they were shrinking and her head was light, almost making her dizzy. The room was whirling around her and all exits looked the same. And even despite the size of the place, she felt trapped which only worsened the hyperventilating mess tearing through her, making her look like a panicked deer in headlights, stuck in one place, unable to take another step. Tears flooded her face and her frantic moves caused the skirt of her dress to rip.
the elven bride
code by low fidelity.