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Uncultured
Mischa faced the redhead and slowly nodded in response. "I'll do what I can," she said before closing her eyes, honing her mind until vague, pulsing signals came from a gate.
"You're correct." She opened her eyes and looked at Nyall. "I can feel them... screaming."
"We should go help," she said without emotion in her words, despite knowing exactly how they suffered. Hearing their cries with magically enhanced ears and yet, no matter what she still didn't care. It was all so numb and apathetic, like watching a sad movie she didn't care for.
Even the crying boy didn't connect to her cold heart, and deep down, her own apathy disgusted her.
"Come here little one." Mischa forced a poor excuse for a smile. "When I merge with Napa my legs are very strong, so I'll carry you."
Mischa kneeled and let him climb on her back, looking at Rat with a small nod. She wanted him to know that she was still on his side. That despite her personality change and sudden coldness, she would still do the right thing. "Now go to sleep little one, and don't look at the dead. There's nothing we can do for them now." Her gaze drifted to her sister. "They're gone and nothing will bring them back, all we can do is help who's left."
Without another word she marched to a gate, but as she walked, her resting brain dreamed of death and suffering. Her crushing loss and the announcer's explosion. The men in dark armor and matching black cloaks, killing thousands of innocent people. Mischa felt pain leaking in from her dreaming half, and for a moment she faltered, grabbing the nearest seat for support. "My other half is — dreaming, it's no concern."
"But how should I process my loss?" Mischa glanced back with confusion in her eyes, like she was holding a puzzle she couldn't quite grasp. "Is there any way to make it hurt less? I don't want to break when my other side wakes up."
"Or is it hopeless? I've never lost someone before, so I don't know."
Emphoa Lost Echo Anne Boolean
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