Faith Eliza Cord
Four Thousand Club
Still Jack is resisting, as could only be expected. Still she is insistent...but she has control, more control that Jaguar would have predicted. She isn't pushing her. She isn't behaving with violence, or even cursing her out. She does have the ability to reign in her emotions, and this means she has considerable potential for rehabilitation.
Perhaps she had moved too fast. Perhaps she should not have pushed empathic contact so early, the first day she has even met her. Regarding her, her own pulse still racing, Jaguar takes another step forward, noting her sigh, the way she licks her lips, reading the undercurrent of...anxiety?...mingled with her anger. Is Jack reflecting Jaguar, or are those her own emotions?
Please. She had said please, and this one word spoke volumes.
"I know this is scary," Jaguar told her softly, almost a whisper. "It always is, to give up control. No matter how small. We all like to be in charge of our own lives, our own destinies, what happens to our bodies. This will help you."
And as unconventional as her methods are, she believes it is true. How often has someone genuinely cared for Jack, and shown it through physical touch? Jaguar may not love her, but she does care for her, for her well-being, as she does all her prisoners-
Except for Mason Cooper, said a small voice in her head, and she could not stop the tension that jerked through her jaw before she could smooth it out and address Jack again.
"I'm not going to try that again, Jack. I won't hurt you, and I won't try to see your thoughts or speak into them. Not today. I just want you to try, one more time, to get just a little closer."
Before Jack could stop her she seized her hand, holding it in a gentle but firm grip, entwining fingers, and held her gaze with hers. "Breathe in and out slowly. And hold my hand. For now, that's all."
This had turned out to be considerably less than what she'd wanted, but now she had some damage reparation to do.
Perhaps she had moved too fast. Perhaps she should not have pushed empathic contact so early, the first day she has even met her. Regarding her, her own pulse still racing, Jaguar takes another step forward, noting her sigh, the way she licks her lips, reading the undercurrent of...anxiety?...mingled with her anger. Is Jack reflecting Jaguar, or are those her own emotions?
Please. She had said please, and this one word spoke volumes.
"I know this is scary," Jaguar told her softly, almost a whisper. "It always is, to give up control. No matter how small. We all like to be in charge of our own lives, our own destinies, what happens to our bodies. This will help you."
And as unconventional as her methods are, she believes it is true. How often has someone genuinely cared for Jack, and shown it through physical touch? Jaguar may not love her, but she does care for her, for her well-being, as she does all her prisoners-
Except for Mason Cooper, said a small voice in her head, and she could not stop the tension that jerked through her jaw before she could smooth it out and address Jack again.
"I'm not going to try that again, Jack. I won't hurt you, and I won't try to see your thoughts or speak into them. Not today. I just want you to try, one more time, to get just a little closer."
Before Jack could stop her she seized her hand, holding it in a gentle but firm grip, entwining fingers, and held her gaze with hers. "Breathe in and out slowly. And hold my hand. For now, that's all."
This had turned out to be considerably less than what she'd wanted, but now she had some damage reparation to do.